I fuck like Soviet industrial equipment — loud, greasy, cheap.

@finalgirl-nihilbliss

Older than Google/call it 30, 🔞. Tired. So fucking tired.

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Hey there! I'm nihilBliss. I write, I make stuff, and I cook. I'm older than Google. I am irretrievably vulgar. Pronouns she/her.

My AO3 is nihilBliss, and I've mostly written adult material: https://archiveofourown.org/users/nihilBliss/works

This blog is not specifically horny but it's not not horny. so reader discretion is strongly advised. There will be untagged mature content and kinks ahead.

My blocklist is longer than the extended edition Lord of the Rings trilogy and only getting longer.

Nazi punks fuck off. Free Palestine. Fuck censorship.

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estrogenesis-vaporeongelion

i'm so lucky. you're all very good to me. imagine please a bunny in a huge leg cast who loves you

CLAUDE AISLOP is, unfortunately, a valid troll name.

a troll somehow even more punchable than Cronus

wrong number of fingers on each hand. gives anyone who interacts with him an uneasy uncanny valley feeling.

wageronvoluntaryism

Never forget what they took from us.

wageronvoluntaryism

For those asking how it compares today

cheese-sample-official

and also

Mid-year 2026 update (this is without tax):

slightlyirritable

Remember this the next time someone argues that raising the minimum wage will raise prices

hey. I need to ask for some help.

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I've been dealing with a really hard mental health stretch that's kept me from being able to work consistently, and I've fallen behind on rent and utilities. I got SNAP assistance back recently, which helps with food, but I'm still short on rent ($725 including August) and utilities (~$300).

My roommate has been really patient and kind about it, but I'm worried that I've leaned on them too much and I think about it all the time.

I'm doing better lately. Starting to send out job applications, and slowly working my way back into being able to work at commissions again. If you've been waiting on a commission from me, thank you for your patience, I promise I haven't forgotten and I'm working through the fear that's been keeping me stuck. Updates are coming as I'm able!

If you're able to help in the meantime, I'd appreciate it so much. And if you can't, a reblog to get this in front of more people helps just as much. No pressure either way.

Thank you so much y'all 💚

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update: $23/525 of August rent

thank you for the help and for sharing 💚

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I actually really like the term genderqueer, because the only thing it specifies about your gender is that it's queer in some way. Does that mean you're nonbinary? Binary trans? Cis with some freaky cool gender presentation stuff going on? None of those or all of those? It doesn't matter and I think that's beautiful.

god paintings. gouache works on paper

EVIL DEAD — 2013 dir. Fede Álvarez.

#Holy fuck that's hot #It was hot when I watched the movie and it's hot now #Blood

big if true tbh

looking it up, apparently this was an artist who made signs like this to parody the actual city council's signage, just told apart by his logo in the corner, "christchurch city confusion", and they had locals rly confused for a bit. my favorite is this one!

aquilacalvitium

@ominous-signs

furrypost-generator

furrypost-generator

bitches be sucking farts there

ravingsockmonkey

Found the source of the infographic that explains how the results were obtained!

there’s sixteen Colorado counties that their most searched was “wolf furry”, plus thirty-odd counties (not counting either Arapahoe or any of the ones marked here as “Insufficient Data”) which may well have had plenty of searches for “wolf furry”, just fewer than for whatever they’re labeled here

and “skunk furry” searches in Arapahoe County outnumbered “wolf furry” searches in the entire state of Colorado

something tells me Skunks Georg

we did it, we created furry gerrymandering

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Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

when I was in high school, I overheard two older students talking about a friend of theirs.

One of them said something like, "it doesn't bother me that [Friend] was in residential mental health treatment, I just wish they wouldn't talk about it ALL the time".

The other replied, "Well, that was all of last year for them. So when they say 'when I was in treatment,' it's like when you say 'last year'."

I try to remember that any time someone says something that sounds Shocking to me. sometimes one person's scary special crisis is another person's last year.

The thing about recovery is that it's like this

It's like describing a dog to someone who's never seen a dog. And then asking them to draw it.

BACKROOMS 2026 — dir. Kane Parsons

"becomes" 🤨🙄

portal 2 is an american gothic horror story about an incredibly traumatized and exploited girl who was forced into a perpetual hell of servitude by the forces of capital and infinite growth. portal 2 is about how science owes its greatest achievements to women who never received any credit or control over the industries that they created. portal 2 is about how tech companies dehumanize and exploit feminized labor. portal 2 is about physically exploring a woman's repressed memories and realizing she was right to kill all those people with deadly neurotoxin. portal 2 is about fighting the piece of you they created to keep you weak and easy to control, ripping it out, and sending it to the fucking moon. portal 2 is about helping your traumatized girlfriend come to grips with her violent past. portal 2 is about how tech CEOs are so fucking stupid they would probably die from snorting moon rocks. portal 2 is about rape and exploitation and capitalism and vivisection and everything that would make you go 'ewwie' if it wasnt happening to a gigantic robot

Kinda funny to me that the Umamusume universe version of the Breeders' Cup is still called the Breeders' Cup despite "breeder" presumably not being an in-universe career.

The Rawdogging Cup

The Sex Havers' Cup

The Creampie Recipients' Cup

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top surgery officially scheduled... 🧍🥳

if anyone is able to help out, i have a fundraiser going to help me cover the bulk of the costs. anything helps ❣️❣️

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Next time transphobes call trans healthcare "experimental" you can show them this

penicillin was first discovered in 1928; vaginoplasty is less experimental

ibuprofen was first discovered in 1961; phalloplasty and HRT are less experimental

Adderall was first applied as an ADHD treatment in 1994; puberty blockers are less experimental

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