Hi guys, this is a reading I felt called to do, posted on Instagram but didn’t share the messages LOL so here are the channeled messages from your spirit guides
Take a deeeeeeeeep breath, close your eyes, ask your spirit guides what message they have for you and the first pile that catches your attention when you open your eyes is the one for you!
I hope this is helpful, let me know if you have any questions or if you just want to share
lots of love to all of you,
Kiki
Pile 1 − the emeralds
There is a strong rejection of yourself, a conflict within your own feminine energy. The queen of cups in reverse indicates an inner conflict relating to self-love vs loving others. She’s looking within, at her own self rejection and the root of this. Your spirit guides are saying that you started seeing love as weakness and closed yourself off from love. You chose to stop loving others or someone else in particular because of getting hurt, as a self-protection, not realizing that you are closing off to self-love as well through doing this.
The queen of pentacles indicates love of earth and nature, emeralds are very earthy energy as well. She is here to remind you that nature and the earth are magical and to open yourself to this. She brings healing energy, a love from nature an openness that you can tap into and reconnect with the energy of love.
I see this has been painful for you, it feels that you had to make a decision between choosing yourself or others, or someone in particular, there has been a lot of hurt, disappointment, looking for love in all the wrong places and finally reaching the understanding that love is inside and what you need to focus on is loving yourself and taking care of yourself. This hasn’t been easy and your spirit guides are saying that you made the right decision, however, now it’s time to reintegrate the part or parts of you that you previously denied. If there is any self-blame left, it is time to heal this, to fully forgive yourself now and come into a complete acceptance of yourself. Embrace your imperfections as they are imperfections only in your eyes, in the eyes of the universe, you are already perfect. Every part of yourself makes you who you are and you are perfect. Reintegrating the parts of yourself that you have previously denied are going to give you the strength to move on at this point. So, if you feel stuck this is the way ahead.
You are surrounded by little nudges from your spirit guides to reintegrate and embrace all parts of yourself, pay attention. Notice the miracles that surround you every day all day, they are small indeed and require your presence to be noticed. Your spirit guides are always around you and they are gently guiding you at this time, especially through animals, pay particular attention to dogs around you and any winged animals like butterflies, birds, they carry messages and reminders.
Strength is also number 7, you are getting prepared for moving forward with your purpose and for this you need all of yourself, this is a time for integration!
Pile 2 − the dove
You are literally at the beginning of a major shift in your life. You’re heading full-on into it but you carry some reminiscences from the past. Your spirit guides are asking you to let go of control and step into your innocence. Step into this new journey with a clean slate, no expectations, no fears from the past. This is a completely new journey, nothing of the past has anything to do with this. There are some emotional addictions your spirit guides are asking you to look at, these are related to conflict, inner and/or outer.
You are moving away from someone, if it feels that this person is leaving you or moving away from you, just know that this is happening for a reason and it is not because they are rejecting you, this person is literally being removed from your life by your spirit guides, by the universe, by divine intervention so that you can step into this new beginning. This has been a person who influenced you strongly, not always in a positive way, a lot of inner conflict came from that direction. You are now building confidence in yourself and for this you are asked to slow down and pay attention. Things might seem to be out of whack but they are actually falling into place. No need to rush, things are happening anyways, trust the timing and slow down, bring yourself into the present moment, connect with your senses, with your breath, all is good! This is a big time of change for you so keep yourself centered and allow for the old to fall away from you like leaves from a tree in a late autumn day.
Pile 3 − the shells
There is some anxiety coming from the past strongly, maybe even some regrets. This looking back is preventing a beautiful new beginning to manifest in your life. Your spirit guides are asking you to make peace with the past. This is indeed not easy but it is possible should you decide to. They are asking you to find a quiet place where you can sit with yourself for a while and ask yourself why do you think that you made the wrong decision and really look at how even your seemingly wrong decisions had something positive for you. Really take some time for self-enquiry, this is what comes so strongly from your spirit guides right now. Look into yourself, it is not easy but it is not difficult either, you are at a point where you need to close accounts with your past, with your past decisions especially and really stop judging yourself for whatever you did or did not do. There is always something to learn from each experience, should you allow yourself to glean towards the learning and see how even what seems like a mistake served you in some way shape or form, you are free from it. You have a wonderful future waiting for you, the only thing that is blocking you from your self-accomplishment, abundance and joy is your obsession with the past. You will get through this, you can do it, you will feel so free when you simply take the time to make peace within yourself with all parts of your past and especially with all the decisions that you took in the past and see how they lead you to unique and powerful learning experiences which you could not have gained otherwise.
Harmony is number 9, just like the 9 of pentacles, your spirit guides are saying that you need to bring yourself into harmony because this chapter of your life has reached its completion and a new beginning is waiting for you. the ace of pentacles in reverse, this blocked new beginning is waiting for you to bring yourself into harmony with yourself, with your past, to open itself up to you. really take the time to release the past, especially all anxiety related to the past, it has no place in your future, your future looks so bright, so full of joy and abundance and rewarding, allow this to happen by taking some time for yourself to bring yourself into harmony. You are supported and loved!