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Before love takes hold, there's this quiet moment when two people see more than just looks. It's a pause where you just *know* something about the other person.

This reading looks at that initial feeling your future partner gets when you first meet. Not the whole story later on, but that little spark when they think, This person matters.

Pick the image that catches your eye. Trust that gut feeling.

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🕊️ **Pile One**

Your first impression? They feel a sense of relief they didn't even know they were missing. Meeting you, it's like something inside them can finally relax.

You might seem calm, even if you don't feel it. There's just something steady about you that makes them trust you right away. They can tell you mean what you say, that you're patient, and that you're genuinely kind.

They might not get their attraction at first. It's not this huge thing, but more like knowing it feels good to be around you. Safe, but not boring. Known, but new.

Later, they'll see that first impression as the start of them opening up. Around you, they feel like they can be real in a way they normally aren't.

♨ **PileTwo**

Their first thought is a mix of interest and nerves. Meeting you is like a whole different vibe-a little wild, a little exciting.

They notice you right away, even if you're not trying to stand out. You've got this energy about you, a quiet confidence that makes them want to know more. They might feel a little unsure, like they don't know if they should get closer or back away.

You wake something up in them-desire, curiosity, courage. Talks with you feel charged, and they keep going over things you said, trying to figure out why you got to them.

This first impression feels like it was meant to be, even if they don't say it.

☘︎ **PileThree**

Meeting you starts with a sense of something hidden. They think there's more to you than what they see at first-a soft side, some strong emotions.

At first, they might see you as mysterious, not because you're closed off, but because you don't show everything at once. That makes them want to get closer, slowly, and learn who you are little by little.

There's something romantic about how they feel about you from the start. Not over the top, but meaningful. Like meeting someone you already know, even though you never met before.

Even after you first meet, they'll still think about you, trying to figure out why you stuck with them.

If you want, tell me which image you picked. Sometimes, that first impression is just the beginning of your story.

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from left to right, look at the images, and chose which image you are most drawn towards. use your intuition when picking a pile. remember to keep what resonates and leave what doesn’t <3

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pile 1-

helloooo pile 1!! For the month of October, this month will be a month full of working towards your goals and stabilizing it, determination, and strength. This pile may be more into finances than romance, or value this over it more. I see yall being determined to get work done and carrying out action towards your goals. I see you being more committed towards your career/school (for some of you). Y’all are really locking in this month and I love that 😜 I also see this month being a quite spiritual month too. You may seek wisdom from the divine, or higher knowledge in general. I see yall tapping into your intuition and using it to help you further carry out your goals/dreams when choosing which direction to make. Let your intuition guide you like a compass. I also think this pile may have strong earth sign (Capricorn, Virgo, Taurus) energy mixed with water specifically im getting pisces 🐟 I see yall being very balanced this month as well as more psychically inclined. A lot of yall might even tap into your natural psychic abilities. I also see a phase of healing for you this month, healing your past wounds and old boundaries all while building new ones. Yea I think you’ll be creating and speaking up to others of your boundaries. However, I do see a “hermit” period for yall. People may start to distance themselves from you due to your new boundaries and you evolving as a person. These people may not be able to respect your boundaries. They are not meant for you and your new energy. You may be in solitude for a bit but I believe this is when you’ll become more determined and more focus on your goals. By the end of the month you’ll find your community, trust you will. But yes this is a very transformative month for you all. Some of you may not be as spiritual/or psychic but this month you will be 👻

pile 2-

I see this month being joyful month for you, pile 2! Emotional happiness will arrive this month for you all, I also see a happy home life as well. Lots of smiles and good feelings! 🌞 you may have a supporting love home/work environment! Your goals are so close to being reached pile 2! Don’t give up! However, this month I also see that you’ll have to make a tough decision between two options. Your mind may be clouded by judgement, may not be able to think clearly on which choice to make. There may be confusion over which choice to make. Or for some of you, you may be stuck in the middle of conflict and having to make a decision between choosing sides of one friend over the other. In regards to this choice, avoid making the “safest option” instead see things from a different perspective. Call your power back, pile 2, when this conflict arises reclaim your power and stand your ground! And don’t let the powers or influence of other people further drag you along this conflict. 🗡️ No matter what choice you make, I do see eventually this conflict will be no more, and a happy gathering between friends will arise , maybe a party or event or even just a hang out, but in the end I see happy friends spending time together. 👯‍♀️

pile 3-

pile 3, there’s some shady people around you!! These people (or person), however I feel this is one particular person who is close to you is deceiving you. This person is a clown, a trickster 🤡. They will betray you this month. Pile 3, use your intuition very wisely. I feel for some of you, you already know who this person is. This person is NOT truthful nor trusting. They may even go as far as spreading lies and gossip on your name. This person is sneaky asf. Be careful of who you trust and trust your gut! After this situation I see this month being a very transformative month for you. It’s the permanent death of a cycle, and the beginning of a new one. It will hurt at first, but it’s for the greater good as many new opportunities will arise from this. Like a snake, you will shed your old skin into a new one 🐍✨ you will walk on your own into a new beginning and open up new possibilities for yourself. With this, I see you focusing more on your identity outside of the way others perceive you, or I see some of you trying to survive the opinions of others with your new self. I also see you taking leaps and taking situations head on, like stepping out of your comfort zone. Lastly, I see a new beginning, a new beginning of a job, investments, or new stability in relationships. I see this pile being successful in planting seeds for growth and success in finances. I see lots of happiness and new streams of income by the end of the month 🤑

pile 4-

my last pile!! welcome pile 4, okay so I see October being a month where you develop spiritually. I see yall spiritually growing and gaining higher knowledge and wisdom similar to pile 1. However, I think some of you may be quite new to spirituality, so you’ll be letting go past/old beliefs and perspectives to build new ones. Deconstructing the old and building the new. I see you surrendering to the divine and diving more into the occult. I also see yall may be reading spiritual books too! You’ll be tapping into your inner strength and self love! Aww!! 💖 yes, this is a month of learning for you! I see you being more gentle with yourself and recovering from the past and changing your views. Very soft, light energy with yourself! You aren’t gonna be harsh and rash with your self through this process but instead more patient. Omg I keep getting messages of higher spiritual knowledge and wisdom! This is really significant for you this month. Spirit really wants to let yall know this 😭but yes I see you being more psychic or developing your psychic abilities and what works for you/ what doesn’t work for you. I’m so sorry to repeat myself pile 4, but spirit keeps repeating the same message that the past had some affect on you, and now your transforming spiritually. I also see that for some of you, you may be getting into deity worship? Or worshiping/ communicating with a spirit/entity.

WOW!! I haven’t posted in such a longggg timeee!! But im so happy and grateful to be doing PAC readings again. I’m definitely gonna be more active. Also stay tune for next week as I will be hosting an October theme tarot game! Comment below which pile you got and if it resonated!! Thank you all so much for participating 🩵🩵

What is the most vital information you need to know right now?

Don’t forget: take some deep breaths, relax your mind, and choose what feels best for you. Or, if you feel an immediate pull, don’t ignore that either 🤍 Also if more than one pile resonates, then that’s great 🧿

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Pile 1

Overall: 10 of Cups

The Sun, Hermit, 8 of Cups, Death, Ace of Swords

3 Major Arcana:

Needing to be happy, needing to look at the bright side. Some are finally seeing it after some deep consideration of what needed to be cut out. Whatever it was, it couldn’t have been very healthy because there are 3 cards that can be construed as leaving or departing.

Whatever you have left, or will, is going to transform you from the inside out, especially emotionally. Whether it’s made you feel completely empty or satisfied you, just know happiness is possible with 10 of Cups being your overall.

If you can cut out what doesn’t make you happy, you can definitely find what does

Channeled song:

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Pile 2

Overall: Ace of Wands

3 of Wands, 10 of Pentacles, Ace of Cups, 10 of Wands, 6 of Pentacles, page of cups, 7 of Cups, Queen of Cups

Piles 2’s are waiting on something. I’m seeing some of you struggling with finding balance within a relationship or situation.

This could be waiting to move so people stop overstepping your boundaries, this could be waiting for a crush to return a text, this could be waiting on an acceptance or approval letter.

You’re open to it, you’re ready for it—you’re just unsure of how it will occur.

It may be burdensome to you. If you’re trying to force something, it’ll only cause more burden. If you release the stress and allow whatever happens, you’ll have a much easier time coasting whatever this is.

You’ll be much more emotionally content if you remember sometimes puzzles have to piece together in the background so you can see the entire picture, or why you had to go through this waiting period.

Usually, it makes sense in the end

Remember, to those of you that have, you’ve matured through this even through the burdens. You have a lot capable for you.

Channeled song:

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Pile 3

Overall: Justice

6 of Cups, Knight of Cups, King of Pentacles, 9 of Wands, Queen of Swords

1 Major Arcana

There are a couple of possibilities here. On one hand, I see an immature person coming to bring bullshit (6 of c, k of c) to a person who seemingly has their shit together, hopefully it’s pile 3 showing as King of Pentacles energy.

This is either someone who wants to put you through the ringer or someone you’ve been through a lot of things with and this person is your soulmate.

So 2 possibilities and it can become dualistic because of the 9 of Wands. The 9 of w depicts a person who can be on their guard due to all of the stress they’ve been through and this card can also depict a seasoned person who has seen a lot of things and learned from the past.

The 6 of Cups and Knight of Cups make a 7 which are either someone trying to pull the wool over your eyes or multiple options.

So, you’ll know who you are:

1. Either you guys have someone toxic and immature coming towards you just trying to cause confusion and stress you out further with their words or over text

2. Or, you guys have a soulmate who offers you a lot of nurturing, either they’re your stability or vice versa. You guys have been through a lot together and there’s much you can accomplish together because one of you is extremely smart and the other likes to keep things as stable as possible. Air and Earth can match well (King of Pentacles, Queen of Swords)

Overall, you’re getting justice.

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Pile 4

Overall: The Moon

The World, 4 of Swords, 2 of Cups, Death, 10 of Cups

3 Major Arcana

All I see here is you guys are ready and welcoming change. Can be change within a relationship status (starting, continuing, or ending) but it will ultimately lead to emotional contentment, even if it doesn’t feel that way for some of you right now.

There may be many emotions quelling up, you may not know how something is going to happen and I’m seeing meditation may help you with that or simply relaxing, whether you’re feeling excited or upset about this change.

This is the reading for the titled quarter moon, but feel free to receive it when it comes to you.

Take a deep breath, tune in to this moment, and use your intuition to choose an image. If you're drawn to more than one, that's okay too. Consider this an energy read rather than a prediction of final outcomes.

Pile 1

You’re building patience within your relationship(s). This could be a lover, friend, colleague or sibling relationship that has become strained. There is a desire or need to reconnect and reconcile. It’s possible someone’s behaviors were pre-judged or someone needs to take accountability for something they’ve done. If this person is no longer within reach, forgiveness and release are meant to happen internally for you. If there is no one in particular who this pertains to, it applies to a project that you are revisiting from the past or one that has required a great deal of patience to see the fruits of which has led to frustration. 

A sincere apology is necessary to move things forward. This is coming from one or both people. Whoever was power hungry or controlling, and acting out of self-interest.This perceived behavior led to the break in this bond and the truth must be told and acknowledged. Whether you feel it was a misunderstanding or not, there are always two sides to every story. There may need to be a witness outside of the two of you to help neutralize the storytelling.  If this is about a personal project, you’re being asked to find the fun in it again to remember why you first devoted yourself to it. Then the discipline will be restored. 

The immediate next step is to accept that everything is not what it seems. There is a masculine energy here, possibly a Leo, that can fill in the blanks and restore harmony in this situation if it involves others. Otherwise, this energy is the catalyst, and it has to do with trading imposture syndrome for the carefree openness to have fun experimenting. It’s always a good idea to invest in something you truly love, but you have to tune into your intuition and instincts to determine what’s a priority. 

PIle 2

You’re suffering a disappointment of something that you truly wanted, and have to allow yourself to grieve it. It may be a trip you wanted to take, a move, a message of love you hoped to receive…whatever it was it seemed like something that would bring you personal gratification. This wish hasn’t been granted, unfortunately. Whether it never manifested or did in a way that left you longing for more, it’s time to move on from this…

You’re being asked to accept that a certain chapter in your life is closed. Bow to it, and let it be. Emotionally, it’s not easy, but you have the maturity and steadfastness within you. This whole experience has, in fact, built that up within you. As always with this energy, you have this opportunity to turn this around. How many great works of art were born out of heartbreak? That’s not said to be cheeky, but to remind you of the power of the everyday human story. Watching or reading a story about a disappointment that turned into a reinvention (think Eat Pray Love, or Wild by Cheryl Strayed) can make this click and possibly feel inspiring.

The immediate next step is to wrap up something that’s been left open. However, you need to seek closure, do so. Spirit is clearly saying there is no way out without confronting what you’ve been avoiding head-on. If there is some perceived benefit to holding onto anything, you must release that idea as well. Maybe there is something that you really wanted to say, do, or show (getting your lick back, so to speak) as vengeance, but it’s a losing game either way. The effort will not be worth it. Any conflict that is keeping you from achieving the immediate tasks in front of you must be cleared out.

 Pile 3

You’re having a hard time hearing your inner child over your inner critic. If you’re avoiding pursuing an interest (love or otherwise) or wearing that dress you bought, or performing at that open mic because you’re scared of negative feedback, I see Spirit double daring you (in the most playful, helpful way) to go for it.  

If you’re worried about breaking tradition by doing what’s unexpected or unprecedented in your family or community, remember that there is always a first in everything. Let famous-first stories (think Hidden Figures, Legally Blonde, or Educated by Tara Westover) hype you up about breaking the mold. You’re not going to know what exact steps to take, some of them you are going to make up as you go. But you wouldn’t be tasked with it if you couldn’t make it work…

Besides, this period of feeling stuck, abandoned, and left to your own devices is ending. You’re going to free yourself through some information that you come across. Freeing your mind is the first step, but you don’t have to search high and low for this information; it will find you (the algorithm is good for that). All you have to do is follow your curiosity and choose to engage with it. It may be a learning opportunity that shows up through a free course, internship, mentorship, or entry-level position. It could simply be an article or a story you read that outlines the initial steps

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The insights and guidance offered are based on intuitive interpretation and should be received with personal discernment.

You are always in charge of your own path, choices, and energy.

💫 Take what resonates, leave what doesn’t, and remember—you hold the power.

Pile 1

"You’re not late. You’re not behind. But you are hesitating. The version of you you keep dreaming of? She’s already waiting. You’ve been asking for a sign— And darling, this is it. Stop doubting your own evolution. Stop fearing your next step. The call is coming from inside your soul. You are ready. Even if your fear says otherwise. Choose to rise."

Honey, you should stop doubting your self and take actions, whether it's a project, or an habit or exercise or art. Whatever it is darling start taking actions on it. I don't specifically think it's about love and this leans more towards your growth a good habit or something makes you grow so instead of waiting for a right time, start doing it now.

“Why are you resisting your own becoming?”

📿 It's time to release guilt, ditch self-doubt, and stop asking for permission to shine. You are your own absolution.

—Your Higher Self 🕊️

Pile 2

I had so many cards falling out and the spirits were like not stopping, even when I reshuffled for 5th time they kept pushing me to tell more, looks like a lot is going on in your life and you are holding it for too long and it's too much for you and you don't know where to put all these energies that you have been holding. Honey I hear you whatever you are holding put it aside. Be free, not all burdens are yours to carry, don't burden your soul and your body.

"You crave connection, but fear rejection. You dream of abundance, but expect the loss. You celebrate with others, but feel forgotten when the lights go out.

Yes, the world has left you out in the cold before. Yes, some friendships were mirages. But joy is still available. Real connection still exists. And your heart? It’s not wrong for wanting more.

Don’t settle for crumbs when your soul was made for communion. The party you seek exists inside you first. The abundance? It starts with your belief. Choose your cup wisely. And don’t forget to pour back into you.

Put it down, love. That burden? That never-ending to-do list of proving yourself? That pressure to hold it all together for everyone else? You were never meant to carry it all."

You’re allowed to rest without guilt. You’re allowed to say no without an explanation. You’re allowed to drop the weight that was never yours to begin with."

Your Higher Self is asking you to declutter your soul. “You are not too much. You are not too scattered. You are simply learning how to belong to yourself first. Not everything you carry is sacred. Some things are just heavy."

Breathe. Reclaim your space. And for once—walk away lighter.

—Your Higher Self 🕊️

Pile 3

I think this reading is about something that you loved, it can be platonic or relationship, take whatever resonates. Mostly this leans towards love, you had a breaking point in your relationship, a rough patch or an actual breakup. This was needed so that you can find your shine back. Step into your next energy. This is powerful. This is "losing someone but finding yourself." It’s the breakup that leads to the breakthrough. The “I thought I needed them… but it was always me.”

“You didn’t lose love. You lost the version of it that asked you to shrink.

You’ve been choosing peace over your truth. You’ve been holding hands while your soul was whispering, “Let go.” Love is not meant to hurt and hold you hostage

There’s a spotlight on your healing. Your rise won’t be quiet. And the person who left? Just gave you space to shine louder.

You shine brighter than all the stars together, heal and become the Queen that you are. "

This is your power era. Choose you. Win loudly

—Your Higher Self 🕊️

9 Year = Mars/Aries/Scorpio

Ironic we are going to have a 9 year and the first thing I pulled was The Emperor card. The Aries card I Tarotstrology. Life is about taking control of your life. Fighting/being active in what you believe in. Some people are more passionate about being angry than they are about taking that energy and making moves.

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Hello and welcome to my #11 PAC. Who would have thought I would have made this many? Well, anyway, here we are.

Take a deep breath and relax. Take your time to ground yourself and connect with your insight. Once you feel ready, choose the picture or number that calls you the most and check the description. If you feel called by more than one, there might be more messages for you. Being a general reading, take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. This is only made for fun and entertainment.

Every pile is written by using only my intuition this time. I thought I would have channeled 4 piles but I got a nope. Next time I will try to come back on other aspects of this date or following ones - let me know if you might be interested in that!

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Piles go from left to right

1->2->3