#monthly reading

[Pile 1]

You Picked the purple leaf, here's what September has for you:

So right away, with the 10 of Swords, September starts with this energy of “okay, something is really over.” It’s that card of hitting the bottom of a cycle, like you literally can’t go back to the way things were. But here’s the thing, it’s not doomy, it’s clearing. Like: “this door is shut for real, so stop banging on it.” The challenge? 9 of Wands reversed, you’ve been carrying these walls, this constant fight mode. September’s lesson is about softening, letting yourself trust again instead of standing guard 24/7. That’s scary after a 10 of Swords moment, but it’s what shifts everything. The “outcome” shows up as 4 of Wands reversed, which to me isn’t “no celebration,” it’s the celebration looks different than you imagined. Maybe the “home” or connection you thought you’d be building with someone isn’t what it turns into but that doesn’t mean joy isn’t coming. It just looks sideways, unconventional. Then your oracle cards cut straight through it. Soul Mate – We’ve done this dance before? Yep, this is karmic energy. Someone in your life (or entering it) feels deeply familiar, ike déjà vu. But paired with Spotlight Burns? It’s warning you: this isn’t about clout, attention, or what looks shiny on the outside. If you chase that spotlight, it fizzles fast. And then we get Plot Twist. It’s like, “Surprise! This month is not the chapter you thought you were living in.” The twist isn’t negative, it’s just unexpected. Now your charms… The flower with a missing stone is grief, vulnerability, maybe even scars from old experiences. Starpugs Coffee is cozy comfort, loyalty, people who feel safe. Black star tangled with the pink hair tie, this is so poetic. Destiny (the black star) tied up with bonds/connection (pink hair tie). It’s like, you can’t untangle this. Whoever/whatever this is, it’s karmically woven into your story. And then the dice seal it: Virgo, Moon , 8th House. That’s deep emotional excavation. The Moon in the 8th is literally shadows, hidden emotions, karmic cycles, soul-deep intimacy. Virgo makes it practical, it’s not just vibes, it’s integration. September asks you to actually process the messy feelings, clean house emotionally, and stop carrying dead weight.

September is a karmic reset. Something ends hard, you’re asked to drop the “always on defense” stance, and while the outcome doesn’t look like the picture perfect dream, it’s still joy, it just arrives in a way you didn’t plan for. A soulmate tie plays a huge role, and it’s one you can’t easily untangle. This doesn’t mean romantic (though it could be), to me soulmate is someone who was meant to be in your life at a certain point and for a certain time (not always forever) as part of your karmic growth. Bottom line? September is about release, vulnerability, and being rerouted into a chapter you never saw coming.

I hope this resonates with you, again take what does and leave behind what doesn't.

[Pile 2]

You chose the blue leaf, let's see what coming your way this month.

Okay, so right out the gate we’ve got The Tower. Something’s crumbling in September, and yeah it’s a little messy. But honestly? Spirit doesn’t knock things down unless the foundation was cracked anyway. The lesson here shows up as The Devil, those attachments, those cycles you know feel good for a second but leave you drained. That’s the challenge, seeing it for what it is. But the outcome? Wheel of Fortune. Fate’s spinning the wheel. You don’t even have to force it. September reroutes you onto your actual path. The oracles explain it perfectly: Puppy Love, something sweet but fleeting. Strings Attached, you thought you could keep it light, but those cords got heavy fast. You need to let that go, because what blossoms is simply Love. The real thing. Charms confirm it, an open flower says growth is happening, Eeyore shows the sadness but also resilience, Captain Dad is that ego clash/authority issue you’re dealing with, and that pink hair tie? It almost slipped from my hand as I pulled, which to me feels like Spirit saying: “yeah, this bond is unraveling.” And then the dice land on Virgo, North Node, 12th House. That’s karmic. This is spiritual detox, cutting what’s hidden or illusion based so you can walk your true path. Bottom line? September’s gonna feel like a purge. Something falls, something unravels, but Spirit’s promise is: the real shows up once you clear what was only pretending.

I hope you enjoyed this reading. As always take what resonates with you and leave the rest behind

[Pile 3]

You chose the pink leaves. Here's what September is bring your way.

So here’s the vibe: the 4 of Swords reversed says this month isn’t about rest, it’s about waking up. You can’t just lie back and hope things fix themselves. September’s pushing you to face what’s been quietly draining you. Then, your challenge is The Devil reversed. Honestly? That’s not bad, it’s actually freedom. But it’s the hard kind of freedom, where you have to cut those ties you’ve been lowkey hooked on. And the outcome, Strength reversed, this isn’t weakness. It’s you being real with yourself, vulnerable, admitting what hurts instead of pretending you’re unshakable. Your oracles? They call it out. Bad Boy, that irresistible but toxic pull (This doesn’t necessarily mean a male figure or even a romantic relationship, it could be a friend or family member or just being pulled to things or situations that are not good for you.). Toxic, Spirit’s not sugarcoating, it’s corrosive. And then Good Girl, your gift this month is finding your way back to your kind, fierce, authentic self. That’s who you’ve been under all the mess. The charms: American Dad, ego, false heroics, someone trying to flex authority. Toucan Sam, nostalgia, gossip, indulgence, someone nosy or pulling you back with sweet talk. Gummy Bear, that playful, childlike joy you actually deserve. Dice rolled Pisces, Jupiter, 3rd House. Translation? Big clarity around illusions in love and communication. The gossip, the sweet talk, the half-truths, they’re all getting blown wide open. Bottom line? September sets you free. It might feel messy at first, but this is the month you stop feeding the toxic and start reclaiming you.

Thank you so much for stopping by. Let me know what resonated with you, what didn't in the comments below. If you enjoyed this reading please remember to like or reblog. Thanks again and I hope you all have a good September.

Pile 1

general: seven of cups (reversed)

You may have a lot of things going on right now, many places to go, many decisions to take, so try to relax and think clearly. It's easy to get overwhelm without realizing until it is too late, so take a break to see if the things you're choosing to do, or agreeing to, are actually what's best for you and aren't based on wishful thinking. Be realistic, know your limits in what you can do, and the correct path will come to you more easily after so much indecision.

Also, based on the image of the card, it looks like there's this kind of party, friend reunion, event, whatever you want to name it; maybe you already agreed to attend, or maybe it's something that will get planned later this month, whatever it is, be realistic about it. Don't feel pressured to agree to it, there's no reason if you can’t give it the time and attention it deserves, so don't be afraid to turn it down if you really need to.

love & relationships: seven of pentacles (reversed)

If you're in a relationship, I'm going to be honest, you're probably going through or are going to hit a rough patch this month. An not too call out you pile 1 people, but maybe you're too focused in other things to put time and effort in the relationship, be it work, finances, or whatever. So try to separate yourself from that, make some "me time" and give yourself the time to relax and think over what's happening. In any case, this can also be your partners lack of effort into the relationship, or just straight up both, and maybe because of it there's this feeling of losing the connection you have between the two. Try to talk it over, see how your partner is feeling about it too, and also try to reach together for a solution to it.

If you're single... honey, I'm going to hold your hand when I say this, but you might be doing too much. Too much of nothing, or too much of everything. There's two paths for you people here, the "I'm too focused on my career to care for love" that actually does care about love, or the "I'm doing everything I can why won't I find someone to date", so let's all try and find a middle ground here. No, I'm not asking you people to stop "looking for love" or "focus on your career", I'm just asking you to tone it down a bit, because either way you're probably frustrated at how your love life is going. So make the effort to meet new people, but also try not to come off as desperate or needy, love does need to be nurtured, but it also needs to have space to develop, don't try and force it.

money & career: ace of swords

Okay, I see. I see so clearly now why so much indecision and things revolving around career. So congrats in your new job, or promotion, project, or whatever you got, you deserve it ♡ and in case it hasn't happened yet, it will soon.

Now, related to money, make wise decisions with it. Don't get carried away, don't make any decision on the go, especially if it's driven by emotion rather than logic. Take you time to think if you really need something, if it's worth on the long run, how is it going to affect your finances, etcetera. I really can't stress this enough, remember the reversed seven of pentacles card, be realistic, if a friend or family member asks you for money, or to invest, it's okay to say you can't right now.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 2

general: seven of pentacles

This is the month when you get rewarded. What ever you've been putting your time and energy into, it's going to finally give you results. Also, if there's a situation in your life that seemed to be stuck, and that it wouldn't get resolved anytime soon, this card means that success is just a few steps away, so don't give up!

If you guys are into manifestation, this month is also good for you guys to start manifesting what you've been wanting to but have been putting off for later. Today is that later, so focus on what you want to achieve.

love & relationships: two of cups

Honestly, great card to get, congrats people.

If you're single, then this means you'll get in a relationship with a person that has a strong connection with you, maybe even someone from your past coming back into your life.

If you're in a relationship, this means you have a great relationship, it's loving, balanced, you both support each other, the list goes on and there's only good things in it. Soon you might find your relationship going to the next level, whatever that means to you, it could be either by a the next level of commitment, or just a deeper emotional or spiritual connection.

money & career: king of swords (reversed)

So, in general it says there's a lack of structure, or self-discipline that it's impacting you career (either work or school), and that it's not only affecting your career but you financial management too, so try to look into that. Also there's this message that I don't really think applies to the majority of people from this pile, but I feel like I might need to address it still. There's or will be, someone intimidating or even bullying you, with the king of swords I can assume its an older man, but it really I get the feeling that could be anyone. That being said, they could make you lose your temper really easily, so try to make rational and logical decisions, take a step back and think if what you're going to do or say it's really okay and it's not just an emotional response that you could regret later.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 3

general: the hierophant (reversed)

You guys might be changing something from your life style this month, and not just any minor change, but you might feel compelled to go against what you normally do. Maybe it's a family tradition, or something that has to do with religion, for little or big that this change is it might make people close to you not understand or even get mad at it, but don't mind it too much, this change is something good for you. And in case you're thinking that you don't need to change anything and that you're fine with the way you are right now, really think about it; are you really fine or are you just clinging to what you already know in fear or change, or maybe even in guilt or shame in doing what you really want/need to do.

love & relationships: two of swords

If you are in a relationship, there might be an argument between you and your partner, or maybe there already is, and both of you are avoiding the topic. Whatever this is you guys can't agree on it's causing a stalemate on the relationship, and you guys need to talk about it to keep moving forward. Maybe it's hard, because it's a painful decision to make and that's why both of you refuse to address it, but think about it, is it really fair to both of you to not be able to move on? It doesn't matter how much you love each other if you are in a constant disagreement about something so important, it will only wear you guys out and just make it worse the more it keeps dragging on.

If you are single, there's two paths here, the "I'm scared of rejection" in which you guys are not letting the person you're interested know because of it, and the "I don't know who to choose" because there's two potencial partners you have your eye on but don't really know who you want as a partner. Either way, it's unfair for both paths. In one it's unfair to you because you're making it difficult for your own heart, and I we all love a good slow burn but there's a limit to it, try to get the courage to tell them. In the other, I don't want to say you're leading them on, but you might as well start to if you don't make a decision, and that's something nobody wants, so try and take your time to think about it and see how you're going to handle this, date one, date both (consensually, we don't condone cheating here), or date neither, do what you heart tells you to do.

money & career: king of wands (reversed), strength (reversed)

So basically, you're not doing what you need to do, maybe you're too distracted, or are simply waiting for things to fall into place, not prioritizing your tasks/commitments, whatever you're doing or rather, not doing, you're being too passive. That being said, apparently my deck wanted to throw in a word of advice (the reason why there's two cards instead of just one), and in this case it was with the Strength being stuck to the king of wands card. With Strength we can see that it's most likely a fear or anxiety holding you back from being proactive, and you should let your self-doubt control you. You have more inner strength and skill than you realize, all you need to do is trust in yourself, gain some confidence and in no time you will find direction again.

As for money, the message is more or less a reminder of being smart with how you spend your money, right now it might seem like you're okay and that there's an abundance of it, but remember that anything can happen and it's better to be safe than sorry. Also, if you're planning to invest you money, don't be afraid to ask around for advice, and for more information about it, even if you think you have everything figured out, it doesn't hurt to double check, since maybe you missed something without realizing.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Yes, a reading after what? half a year? I haven't been either motivated, with enough free time, or straight up not in a good mental space, and I didn't want it to rub on my deck (which I still had to cleanse anyway), and more importantly, in the readings. So sorry for being gone for so long 😭

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✴︎July✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ Justice

The month begins calmly and rationally. Edvin and Omar may be trying to put everything into perspective: understand their feelings, define their boundaries, and figure out what each brings to the relationship. Emotions take a back seat, while honesty, mutual respect, and the desire to create a fair balance become more important.

Level of Closeness ⟢ King of Swords

Their closeness develops through communication rather than open displays of emotion. Notice how the figures on the two cards mirror each other's posture. Either one of them or both may consciously keep their emotions in check, preferring to understand the situation logically before acting on their feelings.

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✴︎August✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ The Devil

After a calm July, the emotions intensify dramatically. The Devil keeps appearing in my readings when looking at the energy and dynamic between them, and it consistently speaks of strong attraction, the desire to be together, passion, and undeniable chemistry. At the same time, it can also bring out jealousy, possessiveness, or emotional dependency. The attraction becomes almost impossible to ignore.

Level of Closeness ⟢ Page of Wands

Wands are also about energy and passion, and we can see that the Devil's dynamic begins with growing interest in one another, wanting to communicate more, flirt, and interact. Their closeness develops through initiative, messages, meetings, and simply giving in to their impulses.

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✴︎September✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ Ace of Cups (Reversed)

The Devil may manifest through its strongest aspects: jealousy, obsession, and similar themes, and ends up as an emotional blockage. Their feelings become overwhelming, leaving behind emotional exhaustion, vulnerability, and the desire to withdraw.

Level of Closeness ⟢ Three of Swords

The level of closeness reflects that (unfortunately) perfectly. This is one of the most difficult months of the entire reading for Omar and Edvin. There may be painful misunderstandings, disappointment, conflict, or emotional distance between them. Since this is only a Three (of Swords), I don't see it as a final separation, but rather as a period when the connection is put to a serious test, forcing both of them to confront their own emotional wounds.

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✴︎October✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ The Chariot

Despite September's difficulties, the relationship doesn't remain stagnant for long. Someone decides to take control of the situation and bring movement. This is a genuinely positive direction and an attempt to choose a new path. There is a desire to overcome obstacles and restore the connection.

Level of Closeness ⟢ Eight of Wands (Reversed)

Considering what happened in September, finding a direction doesn't happen in one sudden leap. Progress is slow, delayed, or simply affected by poor timing. Untimely meetings, cancelled plans, or unexpected circumstances may interfere.

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✴︎November✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ The Empress (Reversed)

There is a lack of care, attention, or warmth here. One of them may feel emotionally drained, underappreciated, or unable to receive the support they are hoping for.

Level of Closeness ⟢ Eight of Swords

Their closeness is restricted. The Eight of Swords represents a mental prison, and its limitations are primarily internal: fear of taking the first step, doubt, insecurity, and old beliefs. The picture that emerges is that the relationship needs warmth and care, yet one of them, or both, cannot provide it.

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✴︎December✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ Temperance

After several tense months, long-awaited balance finally begins to return. Emotions become calmer, there is a willingness to compromise, listen to each other, and gradually rebuild trust. Personally, I would read this card very literally as a sign of patience and a genuine attempt to find balance.

Level of Closeness ⟢ Ace of Swords

This is greatly supported by finally seeing the Ace of Swords they needed: an honest conversation that clears up many unanswered questions. This is a powerful moment of clarity in their relationship.

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✴︎January✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ Three of Pentacles (Reversed)

At the beginning of the calendar year, they may struggle to agree on what kind of relationship they want to build and what they hope to achieve together. We usually set our goals at the beginning of the year, right? So this card of teamwork, mutual contribution, and working towards a shared goal, literally the process of building is in its place. However, reversed, it points to a lack of alignment in those areas. They might see the emotions differently. I also tend to add the possibility of a third party or outside influences creating tension through their involvement or interference.

Level of Closeness ⟢ Seven of Wands

There are boundaries being established here, with each person protecting their own position. To me, this feels like a natural continuation: difficult attempts to figure out how to build the relationship and where it's heading, while both are inclined to defend themselves, their boundaries, and their beliefs.

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✴︎February✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ The Lovers

Wow! This is one of the most significant months in the entire reading. Their feelings become especially strong, and the relationship takes centre stage. There is an important choice, a realisation of each other's value, or a transition into a more serious stage. This is the moment when they may consciously choose each other.

Level of Closeness ⟢ The Moon

This explains the uncertainty surrounding their level of closeness. The connection is deep on an emotional and soul level, but fears, doubts, and hidden emotions remain. That's exactly why the choice becomes so important. Because those fears and uncertainties are still there internally.

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✴︎March✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ Page of Pentacles

This is where the positive vector starts building. Feelings alone are no longer enough, and they need to be reinforced through actions. Emotionally, we see small but steady steps towards one another, focus, through practical care, and meaningful gestures.

Level of Closeness ⟢ Queen of Wands (Reversed)

Here, growing closer may also bring competition for attention. Someone may feel that these small steps aren't enough and want more passion, more attention, and more movement. Jealousy is also possible, especially if the Court card literally manifests as a woman appearing between them.

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✴︎April✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ Page of Cups

This is the warmest and most romantic month. They become softer, more open about their feelings, and show genuine care and interest in each other. Again, we have a Page, but now we move from practical gestures to true romance. Sweet confessions and emotional surprises are very possible.

Level of Closeness ⟢ Knight of Cups

Their closeness develops actively. From the Page to the Knight, and it's a beautiful progression. This is where we should see romantic gestures, initiative, open affection, and a genuine willingness to invest in the relationship.

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✴︎May✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ The Magician

Following the most romantic month comes the strongest month of the reading. They may genuinely feel that they can do anything together, that their relationship has unlimited potential, and that they are in control of where it's going. There is initiative, confidence, and a conscious desire to build the relationship.

Level of Closeness ⟢ Queen of Cups

Their emotional intimacy reaches a very high level. There is deep trust, support, understanding without words, and a sense of emotional safety. This is the most harmonious stage within the period we're looking at.

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✴︎June✴︎

Emotional Dynamics ⟢ Nine of Swords

Nothing good stays good for long (c)  Anxiety begins to appear: fears that aren't necessarily grounded in reality, negative scenarios replaying in their minds, worries about the future, or emotional exhaustion after such a long journey. One or both of them may simply be overthinking everything.

Level of Closeness ⟢ Death

Take it easy, I’ve got you, anons… This is the card of transformation through endings and moving to the next level. It can represent the end of one stage of the relationship. After everything they've been through during the period we're looking at, maintaining the old dynamic becomes genuinely difficult. Honestly, we've probably got motion sickness just watching these emotional ups and downs… I can't imagine how they feel. The connection either evolves into a much more mature stage or changes its form entirely. This is a card of profound renewal, not of a dead end or destruction, as it would be if this were the Tower instead.

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I couldn't resist pulling one clarification. Just one little peek, okay?

✴︎Clarifying July with its Death arcana✴︎

The transformation of the relationship dynamic couldn't be more fitting here. The dynamic represented by the ⟢Three of Cups reversed⟢ is not a particularly healthy one. It speaks of conflict between people who are part of the same social circle, gossip, assumptions, jealousy, infidelity, and that classic third-party or love triangle energy. Their relationship within this dynamic has constantly depended on outside circumstances, other people's influence, or simply the inability to truly be together. It can also represent letting go of a superficial, undefined stage where there was plenty of lightness, but very little stability.

The ⟢Wheel of Fortune⟢ shows that this exact pattern is coming to its natural end. It literally speaks of a change in the cycle. Circumstances are shifting, and with them, so are the rules of the game. If their relationship has been going around in circles, repeating the same situations and the same problems over and over again, this is the point where they finally have a chance to break out of that cycle.

The Wheel of Fortune doesn't promise that everything will suddenly become perfect, but it does suggest that fate is no longer pulling them back to the same place. The old pattern has run its course. That's why, following Death, this card feels genuinely encouraging: the transformation isn't happening to destroy the relationship, but to give it the opportunity to grow under a completely different set of circumstances.

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⚡︎ Overall

This reading doesn't show a smooth progression of the relationship, but rather a journey through intense emotional highs and lows. At first, Edvin and Omar try to understand their feelings and create balance between them. Then an incredibly strong attraction develops, which eventually grows into a crisis. Autumn appears to be the most difficult period: the feelings never disappear, but their intensity leads to hurt, distance, inner fears, and difficulty getting closer.

Winter marks the beginning of a gradual recovery. Through patience, honest conversations, and attempts to understand one another, they begin searching for a shared path, even though both still have boundaries they need to protect. February becomes the key month, bringing the question of choosing each other despite the fears and uncertainties that remain.

Spring is by far the most harmonious part of the reading. Small steps gradually turn into romance, initiative, deep trust, and emotional intimacy. May, in particular, feels like the peak of their relationship during the period we're examining.

June does not indicate the end of the connection. The Nine of Swords speaks more about anxiety and the fear of losing something that has become deeply important, while Death naturally brings one cycle to an end through transformation. After a year like this, their relationship simply cannot remain the same.