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Pile 1 - My Eyes on Yours on Mine and That’s All That’ll Ever Matter from Now

vibe: Gankutsuou: The Count of Monte Cristo (2004)

‘There are two ways of seeing: with the body and with the soul. The body’s sight can sometimes forget, but the soul remembers forever.’ — Alexander Dumas

what they do when you’re in distress? - Red Astronomer (Johannes Kepler)

Peeps, at first I was so baffled as to why I got Gankutsuou as a vibe for Pile 1🧛🏻‍♀️ So then I did a quick and lighthearted google search about the plot of the anime, the 2002 film, the original novel, and…ah yeah…I finally got why🤣 Well, first of all, your Destined Person is a really cold, calculating, calm and collected piece of a psycho🦄 I love this about them though so I hope you’ll love them for this as well if this is indeed your main pile! Your Destined Person is essentially clinical, analytical and logical. I really wouldn’t say that this about them wouldn’t in fact be a perfect match to you if you generally identify as an emotional wreck of a crybaby🫡 ahahahah

In the grand scheme of things, you could simply have very many Water signs/placements in your chart🏊🏻‍♀️ And in the higher expression of this cold clinical logical frame of mind your Destined Person operates from, whenever they find you in distress or in an emotional storm they will use those very abilities/characteristics to help you find an angle, a perspective, so as to help you navigate—until you reach a solution and/or a resolution🥬 This is the way your Destined Person loves and gives you all the support their logical mind thinks you need!🧊 Although, if we’re talking about you and them actually having an argument or a fight, then…

It could be very likely that if you and your Destined Person were still ‘immature’ in your approaches to relationships, them being this chill and clinical might just be the thing that adds fuel to your fire🌶 It’s not just ‘age’ we’re talking about btw; there’s also a matter of how ‘healed’—how healthy—both of you are when this relationship happens. The drama between you and your Destined Person, Pile 1, could simply be a classic ‘emotional vs rational’ approach to relationship problems that will require both parties to ‘learn’ each other together if you really want the relationship to flourish🥦

is there anyone else? - Red Magus (Edward Kelly)

You know the first thing I got in my mind the moment I glanced at your cards, Pile 1? ‘The fuck is with this person??’ ahahah I felt it in a good way🥰 The immediate feeling I received was total devotion. Total focus. Your Destined Person is actually really quite popular and they’ve got many eyes on them—but although they like the attention and appreciate people for treating them good (even if their intentions are not always pure), they really don’t care about entertaining those intentions once they’ve got their eyes on YOU~👀

Well, to begin with, let me clarify: your Destined Person doesn’t seem like the type to have a wandering eye. With this card here, I’m sensing that your Destined Person is originally already quite ‘spiritual’ even if their idea of it may not seem so ‘new age’ or religious🔮 So, their whole Life they’ve been looking, perhaps into many eyes, just to find yours. They’ve always wanted someone who’s just the mirror-reflection of who they themselves are at the core of their Soul🎐 I’ll tell you this much: this person isn’t easily swayed by low-quality entertainment let alone temptations!

A person like this, especially if your Destined Person is a man, is extremely rare🫡 Yes, they’re logical and clinical but that’s also the very quality that helps them navigate Life so strategically so as to maintain their purity🥸 They smart like dat—intellectually AND spiritually. Most of all, they respect their own uniqueness and sense of individuality that they’ll never tolerate themselves ‘settling’ for someone who’s not you. Because that would be a betrayal of their own Soul. Your Destined Person could be quite self-obsessed, actually, in a sense, so they’d never do that to themselves😍

between what’s expected and what’s accepted - Green Historian (Herodotus)

And with that, provided that you’re a healed and healthy person yourself, by the time you engage in a relationship with your Destined Person, they’ll be just as obsessed with you!😻 The same way they respect and love themselves! You tell me if this isn’t the highest healthiest romance there ever is ahahhahah Having said that, still considering that your Destined Person is a logical, analytical person, they could also be the type of person who…to some very rational extent…abides by society’s standards of conduct. You know what I mean?😊 They won’t cheat or abandon you in the spur of a momentary emotional torrent🌪

Remember they’ve got big, cold and calculating brains, yeah? They ain’t stupid. Not gonna just up and disappear when the going gets tough. This da person who sticks with you, stands by you, supports you on days/phases of life you can’t hold your world together, and helps you find a better path, remember?😚 You’re in IT together—that’s their Life Philosophy. And so, I won’t bullshit you by saying this the pile where your Destined Person is all romantic and accepts you just the way you are… quite contrary…

Your Destined Person is gonna be both your toughest critic and fiercest protector😤 They the type that wants to push you towards higher heights, because they themselves are this type of person. They are loyal as fuack to their own growth and character development. It’s only natural to want to do the same with your Pardner, right? Well, depending—again—on your maturity and/or level of ‘healed’, this could either be your blessing right from the start or your rough lesson meant to grow you until you’re on par with the greatness your Destined Person sees and acknowledges in you~🐯

LATE AT NIGHT THINKING ABOUT YOU🔻❤️

emotions that can’t be worded - Priestess of Prosperity

embraces that burst with Love - Priestess of Patience

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Pile 2 - Looking All Over to Find You Standing on that Bridge All Along

vibe: Memoirs of a Geisha (2006)

‘He was like a song I’d heard once in fragments but had been singing in my mind ever since’ — Sayuri

what they do when you’re in distress? - Red Alchemist (John Dee)

I literally can’t get over the vibe of this whole reading being an almost exact copy of the film Memoirs of a Geisha??lmao What will your Destined Person do for you when they see you having a hard time? Just watch this film and see the Chairman buying sweets and comforting Chiyo when she was crying on the bridge😭 If this is your main pile and you haven’t seen this film, what are you doing with your Life?? ahahah kidding🍡 But lookie here, darling~

The Red Alchemist here is telling me that your Destined Person is the type that will ‘alchemise’ all your suffering to joy and happy memories⛩ They have the power to alchemise even your lack and poverty to abundance and a world of beauty👘 Because this Pile feels very spiritual, I don’t think you should take that word-by-word in the 3D sense always. I mean, I’m sure your Destined Person is wealthy (could be older than you as well), but since my readings don’t entertain toxic codependency, this isn’t to say your Destined Person is gonna be your financial Mommy/Daddy like that ahahah🌸

But they do have the spiritual capacity to alchemise your tears and pain to something more meaningful. They can help you gain perspective and glean the lesson of your hardships. And then, in that sense, your Destined Person will really grow you as a person with their wisdom and example🦉 I see that you will ‘idolise’ your Destined Person because of their resourcefulness, strength of character and most of all, the way they push you towards the ‘better’ version of yourself that they always saw in you before you could even recognise it in yourself🦅

is there anyone else? - Green Geographer (Gerardus Mercator)

When you meet your Destined Person, chances are you’ve had quite a number of experiences behind you. This could manifest as different scenarios for different peeps but the main possibilities include: you or them might be older and have been married and/or divorced/widowed once (or more); you or them could have a child from a previous partnership; you or them are still committed to another person when you meet; or… you or them are still grieving the loss of a deceased partner🦋 So, in a sense, yes there’s an ‘other’ in the drama of your relationship if you identify most with this Pile.

And upon meeting, since this is your Destined Person, who we hope is your ultimate Highest Intended Romantic Partner for Life, your drama with each other will typically involve healing from the past and making that conscious decision to always choose one another🐣 No matter the obstacle, no matter the disapproval from someone’s parents or whatever, no matter the attachment to the past or any sense of duty, that you will both prioritise the relationship. If your Destined Person already has a duty to a child from a previous relationship, this could get really dramatic and quickly turn to toxic if they decided to just one day abandon ship and disappear into sea foams🫧

That wouldn’t be ideal and you wouldn’t be serving anyone’s highest good; only serving to create more sad karma (I’m thinking of Yoko’s weird animosity towards Julian, I think). So, yeah…this is a general reading and I’m picking up a general theme😅; however it might transpire for you one day it is up to you to make the most sensibly responsible possible decision at any given crossroads🚴🏻 That’s why this the pile that I think will require of you a great, great deal of spiritual strength to navigate (you’ve got Priestess of Faith in the extended reading, too🧚🏻‍♂️).

between what’s expected and what’s accepted - Gold Astronomer (John Dee)

I think, you are definitely a very strong person; like Chiyo herself who transformed into Sayuri for the love of her life. This strength, we know came from her first interaction with the Chairman. It is in this way also that your Destined Person is going to help you transform into a more beautiful, an even stronger expression of your Soul🎀 Though your Love Story with your one and only may be marred with challenges at first, the spiritual reason behind that is that your Soul came to transmute much of the world’s suffering by transforming your own immaturity or any sense of weakness/helplessness💘

So you needed to have a firsthand experience of having your heart pierced by Love itself. To understand what it is and what it is not. The reason you and your Destined Person will always choose one another is because you each make it worthwhile to have survived all those past relationships (which might’ve been horrible or even abusive for some peeps resonating hard with this pile)🔥 You learn what settling does to a person’s Soul and how living an inauthentic everyday Life can slowly but surely erase a person’s youthful Glow✨

Through trials and tribulations you both realise that staying committed to a ‘loveless marriage’ is practically senseless. For some peeps, staying stuck reminiscing a deceased love is the same. It was only after meeting each other that you awakened to this notion because now you’ve felt True Love reverberate deep in your heart💗 You are each other’s dream come true; each other’s panacea of a life lived in some form of mediocrity. Now that you’re in each other’s Realities, now it all begins to make sense and it’s so goddamn beautiful~🎋

LATE AT NIGHT THINKING ABOUT YOU🔻💙

emotions that can’t be worded - Priestess of Faith

embraces that burst with Love - Priestess of Integrity

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Pile 3 - Meeting You Was the Last Miracle Necessary to Heal ALL of Me

vibe: Chobits (2002)

‘And I’ll be so, so sorry to be parted from you. Though still I might whistle ever so softly, for I am glad to have met you at all.’ — Tommi Drake lmao

what they do when you’re in distress? - Green Astrologer (Robert Fludd)

Well, you can call ‘bullshit’ on me but if this is your main pile, your Destined Person has been protecting and comforting you waaay before you were even aware of each other’s 3D identities😫 Oh! This is so annoying! This one is defo my Twin Flame, Divine Counterpart Pile!😩 Y’all always have the best most spiritual yet confusing and unbelievable Love Story ever!😝 There is nothing, I repeat, NOTHING, sensibly ordinary about your Divine Drama played out in this ever so mortal realm. It is because, my dear, you are a Prototype🤨

Can’t believe I did get Chobits as a vibe for this pile. See, I’m familiar with the show and the manga but I’ve never once read or watched any of it to conclusion, so I did a light google search, right? Apparently, Chii, our android protagonist, is a Prototype in that she’s the first(?) PERSOCOM to have the ability to develop her own consciousness?🪶 I hope I’m remembering shit correctly butt!🍑 You are Chii, alright? Here to develop a higher consciousness of what it means to be a full-half of a romantic pairing. Yup🫡

What your Destined Person do when you’re in distress? How would I know? LMAO It has been Y’ALL secret all along! Miracle money on the ground when you were close to getting evicted? Miracle encounter that led you to crazy opportunities and abundance? Miracle/inexplicable intuition leading you to a concept that changes your whole entire Life’s trajectory? A sense of being ‘watched’ by a fiercely intimate guardian angel?🦢 You know your Truth, babe. You’ve always been watched over by your Divine Counterpart🔭 You’ve never once been alone in this fight.

is there anyone else? - Gold Historian (Raphael Holinshed)

Yes, there is. There are. Other people that seem attractive to you ONLY because they carry something in them that reminds your cells of your actual Divine Counterpart🦠 Similar to Pile 2, I think you’ve been attracted to a million different people you thought were surely your Divine Counterpart. You were attracted to something deep inside of them because in essence you were scouting for your own Soul, ma babe🪞 And yet, for the majority of you tuning to Pile 3, I really get this sense that you’ve never fully committed yourself to someone whose frequency is not totally the same as your Divine Counterpart⚡️

So, do you or your Destined Person carry some kind of baggage or history when you finally meet to forever be with each other?? Nope. Not like Pile 2. I don’t believe so🧝🏻‍♀️ In a sense, you won’t still be carrying some karmic load into the divine relationship. You were forced by the Cosmos and your own Higher Selves to deal with that before your initial 3D meeting even. Although…given the nature of your kind of challenges in this world… You being a Prototype…?🕊 I get this sense that you could’ve met many other Soul Mates along the way before you even reach your Divine Counterpart, right?

There is a possibility that either you or your Divine Counterpart has fallen in deep spiritual Love with your Soul Mate who was actually intended to pop in your Reality just to smooth the road so it was easier for you to walk/ride towards your Divine Counterpart🥷🏻 Now that! Would complicate matters! But hey, what’s a Human’s journey without some drama? Exactly🎭 I wouldn’t know in a general reading how you and your Destined Person are going to settle that, but I do know one thing: you’re contracted to be with your Divine Counterpart anyway, sooo…

between what’s expected and what’s accepted - Red Physician (Galen of Pergamon)

The drama will revolve around Sovereign Choice. Because at the end of the day we Humans are all bestowed with Free Will on this Planet🔋 But there’s also the fact of you being a Prototype, which if you didn’t know yet before, means YOU—and your Divine Counterpart—have very little of it to begin with🪫 The Universe expects you to be with your Divine Counterpart; that is the 5D contract. How will you or your Destined Person gonna navigate that with everybody’s highest interest, highest good, in mind? That’s the likely challenge, the probable drama with this pile🔌

For instance, it is quite common in a (real) Twin Flame dynamic that the couple has a massive age gap, yeah? I’ve looked online it says the age gap can typically range between 20-40 years!!😵‍💫 And then, referring to Chobits, Hideki is a human and Chii is a PERSOCOM. There could be a massive bridge between you and your Divine Counterpart that will signify ABNORMAL in the relationship. As such, it’s very possible you’d want to choose something or someone else that will signify the opposite of that, yeah?🫠 It’s this kinda stuff that seems to be the main drama in the theatre of your very abnormal Divine Comedy🤪

But hey, what’s the sense in having or being NORMAL when you’re a fucking Prototype? Think about it. Can you accept it? Accept this of you? You came with a sense of Duty—a spiritual kind of duty in the service of the Cosmos for all of Mankind. Yes, you do have your Free Will and it will be a huge part of your own Evolution, too, to see what you will end up choosing🙏🏻 Don’t be stressed. Don’t be fearful. Don’t feel guilty. Don’t be tearful. Just enjoy the show; you’re the Main Character in the most literal sense~🎪

LATE AT NIGHT THINKING ABOUT YOU🔻💚

emotions that can’t be worded - Priestess of Innocence

embraces that burst with Love - Priestess of Healing

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