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⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile I ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧
My pileeeeee oneeee, I’m pickin up that he can only think about the taste of ur lips n the scent of ur s3x. The second u walk up to him his cck’s gonna start throbbin with excitement from ur mythic beauty. U’re gonna awaken a feral need in him to fck u in every way possible. He’s gonna wanna take u even before y’all get home, push u against a tree n slide deep inside ‘cause he’s straight up bewitched by u. He’ll want u to grab his cck n sque3ze it like ripe fruit just to feel how ready he is for u to devour it. He’s gonna love the h3ad u give him. U licki ng up the sides, from the tip all the way down, ur tongue playin with his balls n when u finally wrap ur lips around the head n start suckin…
the pleasure’s gonna hit him so hard it’ll shift an entire dimension with pure s3xual energy. I hear him whisperin in ur ear “I wanna give u every bit of pleasure my body can offer.” His hands roam all over u, kissin ur hard n*ps, suckn on ur chest, lickn ur thighs n pssy. I see him pullin more than two orgasms outta u till the first rays of sun light up the room… n even then baby he still won’t be satisfied. I see y’all havin dates where he makes u wear a vibrator out so he can watch u cum right in front of him, controllin it n forcin u to hold back those loud moans.
The vibrations keep goin, keepin u in that long dreamy ecstasy. He wants u completely his n he’ll prove it in every fck. Both of y’all get so turned on by the adrenaline of maybe gettin caught or someone watchin. But at the same time he doesn’t want nobody else lookin at u, u’re all his n he’ll show u in every stroke, every pinch to ur n*ps, every deep thrust. He’s really well hung, thick n long, u’re gonna feel him so deep. He knows how to move. It’s impossible for u not to squirt, he’s gonna make u do it a lot ‘cause he loves seein u soak the sheets. He loves the way ur skin gets all flushed after he blinds u with that intense climax. He’ll know ur g-spot n all ur most sensitive zones. It’s like ur pssy has control over him even tho he loves dominatin u.
If one day u show up at his job n say u want s3x, he’s definitely gonna give it to u. After that first night together trust me, he’s takin u to levels of pleasure u never felt before. N when the memory settles in ur mind u’ll know u can relive it whenever u want, whenever u need that same ecstasy again… tho none will ever be the same ‘cause believe me this man keeps leveling up his techniques n u’ll be wonderin how he does it. He loves how submissive u get for him in bed n how strong u are in everyday life. He loves givin u quick orgasms n slow buildin ones. U always make him explode like a horny teenager.
That’s what u do to him babe. This s3xual union is deep emotional fusion n mystic connection. Very tab*o. Y’all gonna fulfill each other’s deepest knks n fantasies. Y’all got multiple fantasies n desires as a couple, so many illusions n expectations on the intimate level. He’s definitely a lion in bed, can be a gentleman in public but when y’all alone his s3xual energy is so intense n powerful. He loves dominatin with sensuality n controllin ur pleasure so u stay in ecstasy. N even if u got physical insecurities or fear of not bein enough, believe me he’s gonna look at u with so much devotion that u’ll drop all those old wounds n heal completely. His control is magnetic, almost hypnotic. He’ll take the reins with determination n raw physical energy. Y’all’s encounters are def gonna leave a mark, they’re so intense, sometimes unexpectedly passionate where both of y’all just explode in pleasure. I’m seein so many fantasies from both sides in this pile, y’all scared to reveal them but u will.
Y’all love roleplay, playin with textures n specific sensations. It’s a rare type of connection that can get addictive ‘cause it’s not just body, it’s soul. S3x with him will never be boring, y’all love innovatin even with locations. N both of y’all gonna talk about what u desire n trust me u’ll get it. He’s very likely to cum hard asfff n he’s gonna make sure u do too. I see he loves pleasin u n wants to hear u moan his name more than once. He’s addicted to u. Awwww! There’s real hunger here, he could straight up have u for breakfast n dinner. Ufff this gettin hot.
⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile II ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧
My pileeee twoooo, this man ain’t in no rush, he’s gonna make u feel pleasure to the maxxx. He’s gonna wake up ur senses in ways u can’t even imagine. Ur breathin gonna speed up while he takes u to the highest ecstasy u ever felt in ur whole life. U’re gonna wake up tinglin with excitemnt ‘cause even after that night u’re still gonna want more. U’ll guide his hands to ur chest, u wanna feel him goin from ur nps down ur stomach, ur hips, every move so calculated to build that pleasure inside u. His strokes are intense n match ur breathin. U’ll be moanin from pure satisfaction, archin at his mercy.
The 0rg4sm’s gonna hit u so hard it leaves u breathless. U’ll be scr3amin while ur body tenses n shakes vi0l3ntly, feelin every cell explode in pleasure. It’s so intense, so deep it almost hurts, but it’s that sweet pain u never want to end.
He likes drty s3x n he likes B D S M. He’s gonna taste u head to toe with his tongue between ur legs, suckn, lickn n kissin with devotion. He’s gonna know all ur sins, fantasies n naughty side n he ain’t lettin u reach heaven too easy. It’s like he spits ur own juices in ur mouth so u can taste urself. U’ll be beggin to cum ‘cause he penetrates so fckin slow, teasin u, so close yet so far, stressful but so excitn.
Even tho he’s puttin u through hell he can’t stay immune to his own lust so he’ll speed up, slammn into u over n over, grippn ur hips, so in sync, one big growl n one huge explosion of bliss. I see mirrors, he’s gonna fck u in front of mirrors so u can admire ur own body n what u do to him. Most of y’all’s encounters go straight to the point, no long foreplay. Lots of impulsive energy, like quick s3x in fitting rooms when nobody’s lookin. It’s like the desire hits n y’all act on it almost instantly. Y’all don’t take long to get hot.
The attraction is immediate n physical, bodies talk before minds do. Y’all love that chase game, one plays hard to get n the other pursues, that push n pull where the s3xual tension is part of the fun. Y’all can be havin normal convos n suddenly it turns filthy n boom, powerful s3x right away. Pure unfiltered s3xual energy. He’s passionate, direct, physical, adventurous, super confident in his body. Routine bores him, he needs variety n new sh*t to stay turned on. He’s the type to suggest new things n loves surprisin u.
Vanilla ain’t enough, y’all tryin a thousand K*masutr* positions. But that eye contact tho, baby… it’s that “I see u n u see me” vibe. N even tho both of y’all are freaks, this is real, what connects y’all is love n genuine connection. Sometimes y’all’s nights gonna be tender s3x, other times pure physical intensity, n others where the emotional connection takes over without plannin it. U’ll never have boredom with ur husband. The kinks point to lots of spontaneity, changin locations, tension n release games.
⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile III ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧
My pileee threee, the s3x is gonna be straight fireeee, y’all havin s3x in the shower, that’s gonna be y’all’s favorite. He wants to see u surrender in his arms, legs shakin, wet hair with drops runnin down ur hard n1ps mixin with ur juices.
He’s gonna turn u on so much the way he thrusts, his cck slidn in n out while ur body responds, those perfect muscles, ur pssy constantly drippn. Ur whole body orchestratin orgasms full of s3xy images n delicious sensations. U love how he wraps his hands around ur bare skin, grippn ur chest, teasin ur a$s n spreadin it for deeper strokes with his thick cck while playin with ur swollen sensitive clt.
He gets so turned on when u beg him not to stop n he whispers in ur ear not to hold back, just let it flow n c u m. Feelin his c*m runnin down ur a$s as both fluids mix makin that wet s3xy sound.
There’s so much s3xual tension between y’all so u’re always gonna wanna be fckin. Ur future husband loves with his whole body n soul at the same time, he can’t separate physical from emotional even if he tries.
He’s extremely sensitive to ur energy, it’s almost telepathic when y’all intimate. He feels what u need before u say it. It ain’t instant fire the moment u meet, he’s the type that takes his time n watches how the 1ntim4cy builds.
But that don’t mean it ain’t intense ‘cause believe me the s3x with him is intenssssse. Foreplay matters a lot here.
Nothin gets skipped. He wants to get u soaked before he even slides in, wants u beggin to feel him inside. It’s an almost supernatural intensity. He might seem serious n controlled but u baby, u make him lose it n u’re gonna discover that volcano he carries inside.
hiii loves🫶 i hope this reading finds you in good health, and i hope ure doing well. take care of yourself, and i'll see you in my next reading tyusm for being here☺️
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✧˖°.What thoughts flood your future partner/spouse’s mind when they admire you in silence✧˖°.
in this pick-a-card reading, we’ll uncover your person’s deepest thoughts and truest feelings about you - the ones they keep hidden, yet can’t stop replaying🫣😩. how long have these thoughts been lingering in their mind? how long has their heart been quietly aching for you behind carefully built walls? i won’t keep you waiting, sweetheart. come closer….lets dive into this reading together and uncover the secrets they can’t bring themselves to confess🥰❤️.
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⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile I ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧
"i've fought to be here with you", is the IMMEDIATE energy i picked up. i’m seeing here that your person has gone through a lot just to be with you. they’ve put in a lot of effort, sacrificed a lot, and even left a lot of relationships just to be with you. but do they regret these losses? no, not even a little bit. if anything, they’re more than glad they let go of things that blocked your connection. "i will do anything for you. i will stand against anyone for you. i will sacrifice myself for you. i am your shield and your wall, lean on me for comfort", is the thoughts that run through your persons mind every time they admire you in silence. i’m just in awe because god this person values who you are babe, and you deserve someone who appreciates you so much 🥹🫶. i’m not even kidding when i say that your person will literally take a bullet for you - that’s literally the lengths they’re willing to go for you, love.
your person will devote their life to you, and mark my words on this babe!! they see no one else BUT YOU and oh how they will worship you. "her/his/their laughter, their hair, their smile, their scent....everything about them just captivates me..." i see them thinking. your person is the definition of loyalty. they only care about you, and you only. they don’t have their eyes on anyone else - oh, they won’t even dare to! why would they need to adore anyone else when the real art is in front of them? “i only have eyes for you” by the flamingos is a song that is coming through (maybe this is a song your person wants to channel to you right now☹️🥺).
your person's favourite hobby is literally just admiring you. they love it when you talk, and they die for the sound of your laughter. you captivate them. you entice them. they’re tempted by you. you’ve got them wrapped around your fingers, and you can do anything to them. they’re a puppet in your hands, and you’ve got the power.
your person admires your grace, and they love how fearless you are. they love your daring nature and they love how you will always go after what you want. your dedication, strength and motivation captivates them, and they sometimes wish they could be you. your person admires how you always speak your mind (and i’m also seeing here that they love it when you talk - like how your lips move, and if you have an accent, they’re going to love hearing you talk even more).
"i want to make you mine - no matter how difficult the path is. i will fight for our love and i cannot suppress my love for you any longer. i will do anything to be with you, and im willing to put in any effort. im already yours, but the real question is - are you willing to be mine?"
hiii love, i just wanted to give in my input from what i felt in this reading because the energy here was a little hard to grasp on - so what i’m seeing here is that your person is someone who doesn’t like to openly express their love towards you. i mean yes, they will - but they’re not too “outward” about it - i hope that made sense! their feelings are more deep, more inward, and they’ll show their love in soft, subtle, silent ways and their love for you is something that can definitely not be ignored!! they love strongly and passionately, they just have a hard time showing it because of how intensity they feel towards you. but that doesn’t mean they don’t love you! oh babe, that’s not even a question because your person is DEVOTED to you - but their devotion is like a secret that only passes between the both of you. the raw passion you both have towards each other is only for you, not for the world to see.
⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile II ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧
"i want us to build a life together. i see myself marrying you. i want you to be my wife (the reason i specifically said "wife" is because im channeling feminine energy in this pile - so hi my beautiful ladies ☺️ - but remember love, this is a gender neutral reading). i want you to be the mother of my kids. i want to make love to you. i want to see you next to me. i crave you. and i crave for the connection we have", OH MY GAWD BESTIE YOUR PERSON HAD A LOT TO SAY I'M SO IN LOVE WITH Y’ALLS ENERGY. your person knows you’re the one, there’s no doubt about it! from the moment they laid their eyes on you, they knew they wanted to settle down with you. they want to marry you, babe. they want to see a beautiful ring on that finger and they want to proudly call you "mine". their love for you is so pure, it’s literally melting my heart!! your person is not a “nonchalant” lover - oh bestie, they’re a YEARNER.
i’m seeing here that in the beginning, they’ve pushed aside their feelings for you and acted like they didn’t care. but as time went by, they realised that they can’t even breathe without you. you’ve put a spell on them, and now not even a second passes by without the thought of you in their mind. when they admire you in silence, all they can think about is how they want to nurture you and how they want to make love to you. your person has a lot of sexual energy and i’m also getting a feeling that this connection might rush too fast, so please be mindful if you’re not comfortable with it and take things according to your own pace - don’t be afraid to voice it out, because your partner is very understanding and they’re not going to have a hard time accepting your feelings.
your person wonders and tries to understand what it is about you that captivates them so deeply. i don’t think your person has fully understood their feelings for you yet. all they know is that they feel sure and secure about this connection and something in them tells them that this connection feels right.
i’ll be honest babe, your person might cling on to you a lot because they’re afraid that you’ll hurt or betray them, because their previous partners have either cheated on them or left them all of a sudden, so your person had this insecurity. and what i’m picking up on is that you hate insecure partners. you don’t want a burden on your shoulder and i’m seeing here that you might be a little hard on them at first, but what i want you to do is understand their perspective. for you, love is “distracting” and a “waste of time”, but what you don’t realise is that this person is going to give you their all. they’re clingy because they’re willing to give you everything. but again, clinginess can be a little annoying - so speak up if it bothers you bestie!!
i’m picking up on a lot of insecure energy from your persons side here and i kinda feel bad becuase your person doesn’t need to feel so bad about themselves:(( they feel like if anything bad happens, it’s because it’s their fault and they’re afraid you’ll turn out to be like “everyone else” who will cheat on them and leave them. a little assurance is going to do wonders - trust me on this, bestie. but you need to be patient. ugh, i hate how your person's thoughts are filled with them being scared that you’ll leave them, but that’s literally all they think about😭😭.
"you're everything i've ever wanted - and that's exactly why it hurt's so much", awe this is the last message i could channel from your person☹️. i hope your person realises that you’re here to stay and that your connection is meant to be. though they’re aware that you guys are meant to be, there’s still a lingering sadness and insecurity that fills their heart, and if they don’t work on it, then they’re going to be in this loop of uncertainty and doubt.
⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile III ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧
there is a sense of confirmation and assurance that floods your persons mind when they admire you in silence. a confirmation that you both are meant to be, and an assurance that this connection will work out. "i feel fulfilled, respected, and lucky to have you", is a thought they think about. you're like a wish come true for your person, and oh babe trust me when i say this - they will prove to you how much you mean to them. your person is the type who will spoil you, and all they can think about is how they want to declare their affection towards you. you bring them a sense of satisfaction, and every time they’re with you, things get better - you’re like their lucky charm🥰🤭. your person thinks about how happy you make them feel, and how happy they want to make you feel.
your person wants to be your rock, they want to be your shadow, and they want to support you in your journey. i honestly love how your person is always by your side because they’re so wise and caring, you deserve this love babe🥹❤️. your person thinks about how they want to settle with you, and how you always confirm that you’re made for each other. you both fit very well together (like your personality’s). you both compliment each other and you both share the same values and beliefs, and conversation seems to flow easily between you guys. you both love each other fully and truthfully, and ugh this connection is to die for😩😮💨.
"i'm doing this for us", is something i see your person thinking. i’ll be honest babe, i’m seeing here that you’ll be getting a 50 of whatever your person does. "if we're in this, then we're in this together". i have a feeling that your person might be someone who is a little older than you because they seem so mature and secure. your person screams abundance and security and they’re willing to do whatever it takes to win your heart.
you’re high maintenance, babe (AS U SHOULD BE PERIOD😘💅) but you’re never a high maintenance for your person. OH YOUR PERSON IS GOING TO SPOIL YOU SO MUCH, IT WILL TAKE THE BREATH OUT OF YOU. you might even beg them to stop spending so much money on you😭😅. but will they stop? NOPEEEEEE , you’re their partner and they want to take care of you. ugh babe, this person is a keeper 😮💨. (*sighs* in single).
i wouldn’t be surprised if your person knows you more than you know yourself. they’ve paid attention to your movements and your expression. honestly? they’ve paid attention to YOU. and now they’ve become a master of your needs and wants. before you even ask for anything, they’ll get it for you. you might even ask them, "how did you know i wanted this?" and i hear them saying, "i know you, babe". BYE I JUST LET OUT A BIG GIGGLE RIGHT NOW IT GOT MY GIRL HEART FLUTTERING🫣🫠.
"whatever i do, i do it for us. i want to be your protector. i want to be your peace. you heal me. you taught me how to love. you bring balance and structure in my life. you don't even know it, but i will pick you in every lifetime. no one can tear us apart, neither can anyone make me doubt you. lean on me, and together let's discover the depths of this love". ugh your person is just so wonderful - lemme go grab some tissues because they got me feeling emo asf🥲🤧.
hiii loves🫶 i hope this reading finds you in good health, and i hope you are doing well. it’s been so long since i posted and i miss posting regularly 🫠🥲 but i’ve been so busy, i hardly even have a day to myself☹️. but i’m going to try my best to post regularly!! this reading is a little short compared to my usual ones, but like always - i’ve given my best and made sure to channel as many details and messages as i could🥰. i would be so glad if you could like my post and re-blog it, and please let me know which pile you picked - i would love to hear your thoughts and know if this reading resonated with you!! take care of yourself, and i will see you in my next reading. thank you for being here☺️❤️
(note - tarot & oracle cards provide guidance and possible insights into what could happen based on current energies, thoughts, feelings and actions. the cards can highlight potential paths or outcomes, but they do not predict the future in a fixed way. this is a general reading so take what resonates!)
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PAC 🏆✨ ⭒ YOU WAKE UP FAMOUS! Congrats! Can you handle the fame?
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GROUP ONE
cards · the chariot (reversed), queen of wands, knight of pentacles, the devil (reversed).
channelled songs · something about the rain by pip millet. rules by doja cat. tes petites fesses by lynn.
hey there group one ♡ at first, you may be incredibly overwhelmed with the fame, attention, and money. the money, most of all.
because you are seeing more money than you have ever seen in your life, you may become a bit untethered and start to lose control. just spending money wildly and on a whim – until someone has to reel you in and give you a harsh wake up call. this will likely be another famous person who was in your exact shoes and doesn’t want you throwing away your newfound success.
this person will likely take you under their wing. advise you, and possibly set you up with a good accountant and management team that will make sure you are securing and not squandering your bag.
GROUP TWO
cards · the lovers, seven of swords, wheel of fortune, four of pentacles.
channelled songs · hold me tight or don’t by fall out boy. mama, you been on my mind by jeff buckley. temptation by raveena.
hey there group two ♡ you may take to fame easy-peasy, as if you were always meant to be famous. as if you were born for this.
but… your partner may not be able to handle your sudden fame at all. your partner may become jealous and possessive – and, more than anything, scared of losing you to any one of the hundreds of thousands of admirers that you now have.
they may become anxious that there is a better person out there for you, someone who meets you on your new level in every way. and the harsh truth is, there is.
this can go two ways, you can move on or you can push your partner to become a better match for you.
GROUP THREE
cards · nine of wands, knight of swords, page of swords, seven of pentacles.
channelled songs · you’re in love by joe hisaishi. so young by portugal the man. honey by mariah carey.
hey there group three ♡ you may have been working towards fame and public recognition for some time, however, and frustratingly, to no avail.
you put in the hours. you put in the work and the effort and you waited and waited and waited for something to take off. maybe this time your video will go viral. maybe now you will land that role. maybe now you will be scouted. and each time, nothing but disappointment.
but then – wham! – lightning strike! fame finds you suddenly and in a way completely unrelated to the other methods you were using to try and become famous. and when it comes you grab it by the horns because fame is fame.
i see you being business-minded and smart enough to capitalize on this sudden fame to lay the foundations for a brand or to get your name out there or your business off the ground. everything falls into place at the right time and you are able to handle it well.
dividers by @noxtiia (moth/rose/cross), @saradika (reblog) and me (do not copy)
Instruction: Choose the group that you feel drawn to. Try not to use more than one, unless you feel strongly drawn to multiple. Interpret according to your situation.
Groups:
1 - 2 - 3
4 - 5 - 6
If you don't feel drawn to any group, this reading is not for you!
Disclaimer: Energy is constantly changing. This is only for entertainment purposes. Reader discretion is advised.
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Cards: 2 of Wands horizontal, The Hanged Man rx, The High Priestess, 3 of Swords, 9 of Pentacles rx, Gilded Regret, Artificial Heart, Alone In The World, Uranus, Sun, Cancer.
The Reading:
Your cards made me sleepy and tired. I also read the book for Dark Mirror Oracle and paid attention more about what certain things mean in the book.
You might be into spirituality, occult or witchcraft. Hell, you're probably very much in the craft and practicing. Could be an expert of sorts or just really devoted.
You tend to lose yourself in the spiritual realm, fantasies and dreams. You apply everything that happens to you to some higher power (sometimes ear ringing is just a medical issue, not a message from the Universe). You connect everything that happens around you to spiritual intervention. You give advice like a priest or a pretentious new age witch, instead of just saying your best friend's boyfriend is an asshole. Everything doesn't have to mean something, stuff just happen for no reason sometimes.
It's loud. So loud in here. There's a crowd in your spiritual world, but not in a sense you're being attacked by multiple energies or having a lot of guides/spirits around you. It's unbalanced. There's too much happening all at once. Scattered. You made your energy oppressive, loud and overbearing. I am not saying you're a bad person, but this heaviness is prevalent and more sensitive people will automatically move away.
You're very defensive about your craft and I see your friends are slowly moving away from you. Now, people similar to you obviously will indulge you in your delusions, which is a great recipe for a massive ego and lack of critical thinking (it will leave you with fake friends; doesn't matter if someone is in the craft, they can be a bad person too). You don't like hearing people tell you that sometimes you're going too far into spirituality, instead of living on earth you devote yourself to the invisible. It's not necessarily bad, but we are human beings and balancing both material and spiritual is very much needed.
Reeavulate your priorities and the way you think. Before erupting into the monologue, stop and ask yourself if you're stepping into that mindset again. You have a choice. You can remain as you are, continuing the way you exist, but bear in mind the consequences. It would be also good to keep your ego in check, as you may be selfish and not even realize it. You need to reflect on your behaviours, do some shadow work, see your flaws. Learn to listen, not just hear.
Be careful of fake prophets and spiritual mentors. Those with a silver tongue might be your downfall, putting more belief into your delusions and convincing you of your greatness.
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
New Moon (time of rebirth, renewal and introspection) with Bargain.
"Building oneself to specifications. Steeling oneself to adversity. Dreaming of electric sheeps."
You might have been manipulated by someone. If you wanted to change your ways, but someone keeps shifting your mind, stop and think critically. Why are you bargaining with yourself?
"If I don't feel the warmth of the sun, will I blame the sun or myself?"
Waning Crescent (wisdom of endings and the importance of rest before renewal) with Bargain.
"Memories are like floating underwater; safe, warm and murky. Yet they held the scent of death."
To begin something, you must end the old. Just by seeing your patterns and acknowledging when you're wrong, you take a huge step towards the future.
"I feel like living in the past. Please, give me five more minutes to linger."
Third Quarter (wisdom that comes from release and the courage to let go) with Acceptance.
"I made my home a cloister, my heart a chalice for the faintest breeze, and yet I stand alone."
Do not give up if changing yourself is too hard. Keep going. Do not let easy words manipulate your future.
"In solitude I stand; in solitude I may shine."
You can be individual and unique without putting others down or showing your superiority. Allow space for others. Delusions and selfishness. Big ego paired with insecurity. Emotional manipulation. Playing a victim. Defensive. Dramatic. Possible mental disorders like personality disorders (especially narcissism).
Any of these can be important dates/number (especially 12, 2, 20). You need balance. Life is all about duality, spiritual and material working together. They coexist. Can't have one without another.
GROUP TWO
Cards: 7 of Cups rx, The Star rx, Page of Wands, Ace of Wands, The Hanged Man, I Won't Cry For You, Fated To Suffer, Artificial Heart, Aries, Leo, Libra.
The Reading:
Been writing and deleting words, not being able to put what I feel coming through into words, so pardon if it's a little chaotic.
For majority of you, it's about a romantic attachement, for others it can be friendship or family, but regardless what exactly it is, it's about an important connection in your life. There is nothing to salvage here. I know it, cards know it and you know it. You're holding onto hope, a fantasy, a potential. They triggered the unhealed parts of you and you confused it for affection. They don't care, not truly or not in the way you'd want them to care. You need to find the strength to leave, but even if you don't, they will leave on their own. The outcome is the same. Some of you still may have this person in your life, for others this person have already left and you're trying to pick up the pieces.
This connection wasn't healthy, you have lost yourself in it. You've morphed yourself into a version that was easier to swallow, that was more up to their liking. And what did it leave you with? Emptiness, sadness, them not even noticing. Now, you might be looking in the mirror, wondering what is wrong with you. Nothing, you just chose a wrong person. You're not unworthy of love.
You're not meant to suffer forever. You're not meant to be alone forever. Don't close your heart, don't go into a dangerous mental place from which it's difficult to come back. Don't feed into your sadness and bad thoughts, just because it didn't work out.
Don't lose your identity for the sake of being loved. Don't trap yourself in connections that bring you nothing but pain. You deserve better.
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
Third Quarter (wisdom that comes from release and the courage to let go) with Acceptance.
"I gave you my last gift. I shed my last tear for you. It's time not to let you free, but to let myself free."
Quite explanatory on its own. It's time to move on from this exhausting stagnation. Don't wait for them to change their mind. Change yours and find something better.
"Sometimes when it's over, closure must be created, not found."
Waxing Gibbous (final push before achievement and the importance of patience, refinement and perseverance) with Depression.
"If you know the future, you forsake your choices. Only with no fate, life is free to unfold into unknown shores."
You might not get the answers that you want. Let the question remain and move forward. Sometimes, there are no answers to be had. Sometimes, the question itself is the answer.
"Feeing confined into a script, forced by other and never really fought. Heading towards a destination of pain."
New Moon (time of rebirth, renewal and introspection) with Bargain.
"Building oneself to specifications. Steeling oneself to adversity. Dreaming of electric sheeps."
Making yourself to liking of others, will ultimately make you hate them if they grow to like you. Because they like the carefully curated version of you, since they hasn't seen your true self. Let people see you for who you are.
"If I don't feel the warmth of the sun, will I blame the sun or myself?"
Astrology:
Libra, Leo, Aries, Aquarius, Neptune, Scorpio, lots of Fire.
Invest in yourself, have fun, don't treat everything as seriously. Try things out, change your perspective. Learn how to love yourself. Meet new people to get experience. Buy new clothes. Go to clubs. Take up sports, like boxing.
Any of these can be important dates/numbers (especially 12, 2, 7). You can look back and reminisce if it helps you soothe your nervous system and move on. But remember not to get lost in the good memories; try to recall how this person made you feel, how unregulated you were, how they hurt you. Be equal with good and bad. Ask people to help you. Spend time with friends.
GROUP THREE
Cards: 9 of Wands, 3 of Pentacles rx, 8 of Cups rx, Death rx, The World rx, Forgetting Oneself, Sacrifice, Is This Me?, Leo, Neptune, Scorpio.
The Reading:
Where's your integrity? How many people did you betray and deceive to get ahead? Is this what you want? The first thing I heard was "this is karma" so I assume that whatever is going on in your life currently, this is a reflection of your actions. If you're aware of this predicament of yours, of your fake persona and being two-faced, just know you haven't changed much. You might have tried (or more likely promised someone, but it was a half-hearted promise), but ultimately failed (let's be honest, you haven't put much effort into it since being like that benefits you greatly).
You're not cruel, you're just opportunistic. If you want an excuse for being like that, I must disappoint you. No, your behaviour doesn't stem from any mental illness or trauma (and if it does, it's still not an excuse, I've known a person like that). I feel like you know it subconsciously, but it's easier to wallow in self-pity. Quit playing a vitctim. More often than not, you're a perpetrator (unaware perpetrator is still one) and you can convince yourself otherwise, so the guilt won't devour you.
Do you have genuine people around you or did you betray them all, shocked that they all left and wondering why they didn't want to help you? How many good people did you took advantage of, to just discard them when someone more beneficial to be friends with came around? Fake smiles, fake compliments, lies small enough not to be detected.
You're deep in denial. You think highly of yourself, but at the same time you're so insecure. You avoid difficult topics and facing who you are and how your actions affect people. People pleaser to wrong people. Using people who want the best for you. You don't deserve their loyalty, because you will use it and betray them.
If you were drawn to group four, check it out too.
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
New Moon (time of rebirth, renewal and introspection) with Acceptance.
"I cannot recognize myself. But I'm still me."
Very often, people are surprised how they could have trusted you. It was so obvious once they looked at all the signs, but they liked you and had no reason to doubt you. You were so kind and helpful. They hold a lot of resentment for you and how you treated them.
"I cannot recognize myself. As I can't remember the road that led me here, how can I see the road ahead?"
Waning Gibbous (sharing of knowledge and wisdom gained through experience, gratitude, sharing, and giving back) with Anger.
"Even if I have to break apart, as long as it serves a purpose."
You're going toward your goal even if it means stepping over bodies. The road to success is paved with blood, isn't it?
"I have accepted my duty and in my release I found freedom."
Waxing Gibbous (final push before achievement and the importance of patience, refinement and perseverance) with Denial.
"Time as an eternal present, not fleeting but locked. No progress is no regress either."
You're greedy. You take what isn't yours. You want what doesn't belong to you. But when you have it, you don't desire it anymore. This is how you treat people.
"Eating the lotus flowers, numbing our identity to go by the sound of a music that was never ours."
You tell small lies that cannot be verified. Overtime, they snowball and kick you in the ass. People loyal to you remember and they leave because they see your true face. You are in deep denial. Short-term charm, long-term pathetic ass-kissing.
Any of these can be important dates/numbers (especially 21, 7, 17, 13, 8, 3). You are constantly surrounded by people. You know a lot of people and find it easy to make friends/talk to strangers. This is a great skill. You move from person to person, jumping quickly, never quite slowing down to think and reflect. You're not someone reliable. You're fleeting, shaky.
GROUP FOUR
Cards: 5 of Cups rx, 8 of Wands horizontal, 6 of Swords rx, 10 of Cups rx, Judgement rx, Parasite, Masquerade, Hiding Your True Self, Scorpio, Fire, Earth.
The Reading:
You're very adaptable, are you? But do you know your own dreams and hopes? Do you know what are your likes and dislikes? You've mastered the art of showing people what they wanna see so you can blend in better, to have friends, to be a part of something. It's all so superficial, so shallow, but it looks good on pictures that you post on social media and it sounds good when you tell stories.
You get along very well with popular people (be it celebrities, influencers, artists, coworkers or party goers; it all depends) since you share the surface-level need for connection. If you wonder why someone doesn't like you or doesn't naturally gravitate towards you, it's because they recognize what kind of person you are.
Some people are not deep and that's okay. You're one of those. It might sound bad, but there's nothing inherently wrong about it. However, you might have thought of yourself very highly but the truth is, there's not much under the suface. What you see is what you get.
I see that sometimes you'd love to be the mysterious one, alone in the corner, nobody knowing what's on your mind. You can even try to imitate it, thinking it looks cool or gives you a strong aura. You paint yourself as more than you actually are.
Two of the Dark Mirror Oracle cards are about hiding yourself (Masquerade and Hiding Your True Self) which is quite ironic. What makes me even more certain about what I'm reading here is that two of the cards (Masquerade and Parasite) are basically mirror cards, both showing the same person (but one is naked with no accesories, and the other is clothed prettily) and the moon phases shown here complete one another, making the full moon. So it's basically telling me this is you, this is who you are, there's nothing more to say or uncover.
On the brightside, you won't suffer as much as all those deep people. You can go through life happily and sure, there will be obstacles like always but you will never feel alone in the crowd or misunderstood by everyone around you. Cheers to you for not being cursed with that grim existence!
If you were drawn to group three, you might want to check it out!
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
Third Quarter (wisdom that comes from release and the courage to let go) with Acceptance.
"Hiding is keeping things inside. Lack of trust becones lack of hope. So there must be a limit."
When you accept your reality and who you are, instead of trying to appear different than you are, you will be much happier with the relief you'll feel.
"You could be in front of the mirror or you could hide behind the mirror, yet you chose to be the mirror."
Waning Gibbous (sharing of knowledge and wisdom gained through experience, gratitude, sharing, and giving back) with Bargain.
"What I can't have forever, I will have for a minute. What I can't have for a minute, I will hold to me for one second."
This reading might have hurt you. However, try to look at the good side. Stop trying to be someone you're not. It will only make you miserable.
"Under the guise of Cupid, I will come to you. Under the guise of a thief, I will fly away."
Waxing Crescent (growth, learning, hope and potential) with Depression.
"When the only answer to lack of self-efficiency is to cling to another one."
Your type might be people with baggage or deep people (or people pretending to be all mysterious). If you find those types of connections working for you, that's great! But if they don't, then you might want to reflect on the past and try people similar to you.
"What can't survive alone will seek company. But instead of growing together, they will wither together."
This is something that will take time for you to see and maybe accept. You might change your ways and say "fuck it, I choose to be happy" or continue as you are, deeming me a hater or the reading not resonating (it might not resonate, it needs your discretion, but it is something to think about it if you came across it).
Any of these can be important dates/numbers (especially 8, 14, 15, 16, 20, 10). Your life might be hectic and busy, so deep connections might complicate things for you. It might also mean that you move on quite quickly or don't really get attached, which is makes it easier for you to swim among people. This reading might have seemed harsh, but in my opinion, it's really not that bad!
GROUP FIVE
Cards: 7 of Swords rx, The Lovers, King of Pentacles, Queen of Wands, King of Wands, Black Flower Fragrance, Perchance To Dream, Downcast Pride, Saturn, Fire, Sun.
The Reading:
Now, my friend, what have you done? Honestly, this is just karma as the consequences of your actions. You either cheated on your partner in a romantic relationship, betrayed a friend or chose to trust a romantic partner over a best friend. Most likely you are a woman and this is about hetero relationship (doesn't have to be, but the majority of this group is a hetero woman).
The main scenario I see here is you cheating on your boyfriend/husband with another man and you've been caugh red-handed, haven't you? You might even still be in a relationship with your partner which is absurd and I pray for that man. He wants to forgive you and move on from this incident and you're more than happy to oblige, but you cannot blame him for still processing what you've done. He might be cold, withdrawn and unlike himself. Don't be ungrateful and pretend like you don't know why he's behaving like that (of course if he's abusive, leave his ass or ask for help). No, you can't go back to how things were because they will never be the same. You can try and salvage what is left with his help, but don't stand there and wonder what's his problem. Honestly, it might not even be the first time for you and you don't see it as a big deal. If you've done the same thing to him multiple times then you're a horrible person and you should really look at yourself with a critical eye. No, you're not a baddie who slays, you're a cruel and selfish person. Big ego, you shit higher than your ass is, strong sexual energy, you're also quite charming. You take good men and you crush them. Your confidence is over the roof, but your lack of achievements/success really speaks for itself. Go to therapy, find a man that is equally unfaithful or look into open relationships/polyamory.
Another scenario is about you trusting your romantic partner over your friend. More specifically, I see your partner hitting on your friend and then accusing your friend of trying to seduce him when your friend rejected your partner. You chose to trust your partner. You cut off your friend, might even talk behind their back and made them a villain which turned your shared friends against your friend. Maybe your partner tried to cheat again or actually cheated with another friend of yours who was not as loyal as the previous one. You might have found out after an extended period of time, so the cheating would be going on for a long ass time while this current friend who you trusted was lying to your face. You might be asking yourself all types of questions like what did you do to deserve this and sure, it's a horrible thing to happen, but your previous friend who had your back, you decided to discard. Now, you battle this obstacle alone. This is your karma. It's unfortunate, but so is your behaviour toward the previous friend. If you're polish, basically the Kasia Meciński, Wonsik and Aniela situation.
TRIGGER WARNING: Taking advantage of a minor (no explicit details/not necessarily sexual).
For very little of you it's you basically having connection with a minor, 16 years old I keep hearing or a problematic age gap. There's nothing illegal here per se (or at least nothing to be taken to court for), but you've been called out by someone. I don't have many details and I don't want to expand on the topic.
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
Full Moon (completion, fulfillment, and peak energy) with Anger.
"The world is unfair. Fuck off dear world. Fuck you."
You think of yourself as a baddie, but you're not. Having things and being happy because you sacrificed someone else it not the slay energy.
You might not want to even admit that you were in the wrong. But you were. You're angry, but who are you really angry with?
"If we want to go dark, go black. Don't stop to the evening, but embrace the night."
New Moon (time of rebirth, renewal and introspection) with Depression.
"Bending to adapt becomes an excuse for the habit of bending."
You're only upset because you got caught and got served the consequences. You would have been happily doing the same thing over and over.
It's time for you to reach out to the friend and apologize. Get yourself this closure at least.
"The root of sadness and grief is deeper than the skin. The only delusion is the grey sky."
New Moon (time of rebirth, renewal and introspection) with Denial.
"If I sleep long enough, when I wake up the pain will have been gone."
You're ignoring the root of the problem. But it will catch up to you sooner or later; the form it takes depends on you.
"To die. To sleep. Perchance to dream."
You're very stubborn and set in your ways. Big ego. Facing obstacles. Major turning point in your life. Sexual energy. Confidence and charm. Smooth talker. Knows how to use words.
Any of these can be important dates/numbers (especially 13, 23, 26, 16, 28). Reflect on your actions and your past. Go to therapy if needed. Do things step by step, do not rush. It's okay to take your time and evaluate what you need to do going forward. Change takes time.
GROUP SIX
Cards: The Hermit, Wheel of Fortune rx, Ace of Pentacles rx, Page of Pentacles rx, 5 of Cups rx, Triumph Of Lies, Atonement, Colorless Angel, Cancer, Pisces, Venus.
The Reading:
You're asocial one, the one who spends most of the time at home, safe and comfortable. It is easy when you don't have to face other people or make difficult decisions. It's easy when there are no obstacles on your path. But this is not what life is supposed to be. You're meant to explore and experience. With no new experiences, you stagnate. You don't improve or develop.
You hold the key to your cage, but you'd rather sit imprisoned because going out would mean there is a possibility of being hurt. You protect yourself so fiercely, but there is no happiness with no pain. I know it's hard to put yourself out there, but my god, would you be rather stuck like this? With no way to expand? There are so many thing to experience and learn, so many new perspectives to gain.
Things that happened to you and the trauma that still haunts you... it's a terrible challenge to battle everyday, but at some point you have to take a risk and go out. Yes, you might be hurt again, but maybe it's worth it if you find kindred spirits or your life purpose. You're a sensitive and vulnerable little thing, which makes it harder for you to exist in this weird world. You need to learn how to protect yourself without isolation or harshness. It is possible, but you need to try and believe.
Moon Phases, Grief Stages and Excerpts:
Waxing Gibbous (final push before achievement and the importance of patience, refinement and perseverance) with Bargain.
"If something hurts me, I change myself so it can stop."
Do not empty yourself of feelings and your sensitivity. Do not become something you're not. Do not diminish your pain, but don't let it devour your future.
"Not all that glithers is gold. Emptiness is felt when there is nothing under the dress."
First Quarter (critical decision point, balance between moving forward and letting go) with Denial.
"Is it better not to feel, rather than feeling pain."
You cannot be saved unless you face the dragon. And the dragon hurts. Of course it does.
"Apathy is the crowned king of nothingness, and the shining queen of whatever."
Waning Gibbous (sharing of knowledge and wisdom gained through experience, gratitude, sharing, and giving back) with Depression.
"Accepting the full burden of responsiblity. The fair, as well the unfair, with no discount."
Never forget what happened, but let it flow. Do not hold onto things that are no longer there. If closure wasn't given, make one. Acknowledge, accept and leave it behind.
"Accepting pain is a way to survive the pain. Not all things burn, but some should."
High emotional intelligence. Deep emotions. Sensitivity. Fear of rejection. Neglect and abandonment. Fear of the unknown. Outcast. Shy. Introvert. Unconventional hobbies. Chronically online. Overthinking.
Any of these can be important dates/numbers (especially 1, 10, 16, 12, 4). Close certain chapters of your life and start anew. Grab the opportunities life throws your way and stop thinking so much for a moment. Just live in the moment and enjoy.
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PILE 1
Alright, so I feel that you might be underestimating your resilience. You don't realize how strong you are and how you're able to go through situations that other people have difficulty handling. I also sense that you might find yourself in situations where others would have completely freaked out. You also underestimate your emotional intelligence sometimes. I feel like you think you're being too much, that your emotions are too much, that you’re feeling too much, and everything is just overwhelming. But you need to realize that this is your superpower. The way you feel and the way you express yourself is your strength. Do not let anyone tell you that you're too much or cringe. Your kind heart and your emotional depth are your strengths. Sometimes you might underestimate your ideas, your passions, your hobbies. Please know that you have the ability to make your dreams come true, alright? You're underestimating your potential and you need to realize it soon enough before it slips away. Honestly, I think it's never too late to explore yourself or discover a new version of you, but still, some things are better done sooner than later. And I also see that you might underestimate your beauty, darling. How should I convince you that you are the most beautiful person in the entire universe? Beauty is subjective. Just because someone doesn't understand your beauty doesn't mean you're not. And you should definitely not be underestimating the way you dress yourself. You are literally an inspiration. You are literally a fashion guru. I see that in the past, a lot of people around you doubted your ideas and the things you wanted to do. Maybe you wanted to become a fashion designer and someone in your family told you that it was irrelevant. I'm especially getting something related to fashion, makeup, styling, and things like that.
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PILE 2
You are underestimating your intuition, because the message I'm getting is that a lot of times you get a vision, a dream, or a feeling that something is about to happen, and when it does, you get shocked like, babe, you saw that coming. Sometimes you doubt yourself. Sometimes you think that if you share this with somebody, no one is going to believe you. But I want you to know that your intuition is amazing. I feel like some of you could actually be psychics. You are underestimating your vision and your passion. I see that you might be stuck in a cycle where you are doing things you don't even want to do, just for the sake of it, and it is getting you nowhere. You are underestimating your “I don’t give a f***” energy. I know you care deeply for people, but when someone crosses your boundaries, you are out. You won't even look in their direction for the rest of your life, and that is the level of your energy. Sometimes you may have forgiven your friends or even family for terrible things because you thought you were being too much or too dramatic. But you are underestimating your courage to walk away. I feel like some of you might resonate with pile one, because I got a similar energy for both these piles. Some of you might be thinking about starting your own blog, but you believe you are not skilled enough or need to learn more. The truth is, you already are. You already know enough. Just do it. Start that business, that YouTube channel, that influencer journey or UGC page. You may feel like you need to learn more or that what you know is not enough to get you through, but trust me, it is.
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PILE 3
You are underestimating your voice and your words. I feel like you might not talk much, but when you do, it’s like words of wisdom flow out of you. You could genuinely profit from the way you speak. You could be a great writer or someone who has the ability to inspire others with your words. Sometimes you feel like nobody is going to listen to you or care about what you have to say, and that’s why you stay quiet most of the time. I also feel like you underestimate your social skills. You might be a Gemini or have Gemini or another air sign in your Sun, Moon, or Rising. You are underestimating how much your thoughts are affecting your self-image right now. You might be overthinking or struggling with anxiety, and I feel like you need to do some throat chakra healing. You are restricting yourself from reaching your full potential. And honestly, we all do that sometimes when we are not in the right environment, around the right people, or when our thoughts and ideas are not being understood. In those moments, we start doubting ourselves and shrinking who we are. You are also underestimating how much of a control freak you can be. When things start slipping out of your hands, you lose your calm. But you don’t need to cling so tightly to the idea of feeling safe. Letting go does not mean losing yourself you know
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While channeling these thoughts I felt as if I was being a chicken when you two were talking 😭 because like tell me why am I here while you two are talking in your bed cuddling eachother and laughing dearly 🫠
Pile एक
I think every woman wants a man to look her in the eyes, caress her cheek and tell her to take her fucking pant*es off...
You know you're fuc*ed when their voice turns you on.
When you're so turned on that you can't even think or talk.When all you want is to feel that body against yours.
Date someone you can have rough s*x with and deep conversations with whether it's two in the morning or two in the afternoon.
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Pile दो
Getting fu*ked to sleep every night by the love of my life is what I deserve tbh.
When their gentle side makes you weak & their dominant side makes you w*t.
Casual s*x is dead.I wanna fu*k you and feed you and care for you and support your goals and do shit with you and help you out and nap with you dammit!
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Pile तीन
I like that "morning baby" kinda relationship. The no games, great communication, lots of s*x, lots of ki*sing, lots of cuddling, lots of flirting, lots of being goofy kind of relationship. That makes you want to run 100 miles, read books, clean up your bad habits kind of love.
Every person deserves to wake up in bed next to a man\woman that is happy to see her\him\them beside him\her\their , that kisses her\him\them in spite of morning breath, and can't get out of bed before making love to her\him \ them again.
It's easy to take off your clothes and have s*x. People do it all the time. But opening up your soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes, dreams... that is being nak*d.
I'm sorry but s*x will never be enough just for me to stick around. I need my soul fed. Spiritual growth. Teach me. Mold me. Guide me. Talk to me. Love me. Connect with me and UNDERSTAND ME
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Intimacy is such a huge fucking turn on. Not just physical intimacy but the kind where someone lets you in their mind. The closeness of being mentally, emotionally and energetically connected is hot.
I like that "morning baby" kinda relationship. The no games, great communication, lots of kissing, lots of cuddling, lots of flirting, lots of being goofy kind of relationship. That makes you want to run 100 miles, read books, clean up your bad habits kind of love.
Forget about sleeping together. The real question is, can you still love her\him\them when she\he \they is\are overthinking, sending you 10 messages in a row because she\he\they need(s) reassurance? Can you support her\him\them when she\he\they is\are anxiously making sure she\he \they still wanted, and that you won't leave her\him\them when times get tough? Real love is about being there through her\his\their insecurities, calming her \him \ them fears, and proving that your commitment is strong. It's about showing her\him\them that she\he \they is\are loved and valued, even when she\he \they feel(s) most unsure and vulnerable.
You can be a genuine, loyal, and good-hearted person. AND YOU CAN ALSO BE A DIRTY, H*RNY, LITTLE S*X MONSTER. They are not mutually exclusive.
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🌕 Sturgeon Full Moon Pick a Card Reading: What to Expect?
Take a deep breath, center yourself, and choose the image that pulls you in the most. Your intuition knows where to go. ✨
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🖼 Image 1: Rising from the Depths
Message:
You’ve been carrying emotional weight possibly something you’ve pushed beneath the surface to “deal with later.” Under this Sturgeon Full Moon, deep truths are bubbling up, but not to drown you to free you. Expect revelations around your emotional health, family patterns, or an old relationship. This moon brings a powerful opportunity to release, forgive, and finally let go. Think shadow work, journaling, or ancestral healing.
You may feel extra sensitive over the next few days, but that vulnerability is the beginning of strength. The universe is giving you permission to cleanse yourself heart first.
Affirmation:
"I am safe to feel, heal, and release. My emotions guide me toward freedom."
🖼 Image 2: Fertile Ground
Message:
This moon is shining its light on your abundance mindset. You may soon see unexpected blessings show up—especially around career, finances, or creative projects. If you've been planting seeds (applying for jobs, building something new, manifesting), things are about to sprout. Expect confirmations: synchronicities, lucky breaks, or small signs that your path is blessed.
Don’t underestimate small wins this month they’re proof that momentum is building. Stay grounded, keep showing up, and say yes to new opportunities.
Affirmation:
"Everything I need is flowing to me. I trust the process and celebrate each step."
🖼 Image 3: The Turning Point
Message:
Big shift energy. You’re standing at a crossroads, and the Sturgeon Full Moon is your cosmic flashlight. Over the next few weeks, expect clarity about a choice you've been delaying. Whether it's a relationship, a move, or a lifestyle change, this moon will illuminate what’s real and what’s just fear in disguise.
This isn’t about rushing it’s about recognizing. You’ll feel a deep sense of knowing soon. Trust that the right path will feel like a coming home, even if it’s unfamiliar. Pay close attention to your dreams they’re guiding you.
Affirmation:
"I trust the signs and make bold choices aligned with my soul’s truth."
🖼 Image 4: Inner Warrior
Message:
The Sturgeon Moon is activating your strength and resilience. This is not a passive time for you you’re being called to act. Expect situations that test your boundaries, courage, or voice. But instead of being drained, you’ll feel a fire build within you. This is your sign to speak up, take your power back, or finally put something behind you for good.
You’re stronger than you think, and this moon is reminding you of that. You don’t need to prove anything you just need to be the powerful, grounded version of yourself that already exists.
Affirmation:
"I stand tall in my truth. My strength is rooted, calm, and undeniable."
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