Another good thing I should mention is I’m in a play and I’m making huge moves as an actor, I’m about to get LA representation and will likely be living for the last half of 2026 in Cali (remains to be seen what area will work best for me to go back and forth to auditions). I am excited!!! I’m doing exactly what I said I’d do!!! And I’m gonna do more!!! Yes, I’m fucking suffering because Matt’s cat died suddenly in the middle of the night and it traumatized me,,, but I’m going to live for the cat!!!!
I will be happy!!!!! I don’t want to be a miserable cunt like my mom was dedicated to being. And I’m gonna protect myself from the creepy men that always try to trap me and hurt me!!! I WILL KILL THEM!!!! Or I will maim their penises. I have a creepy old man stalker now but I’m putting a drop dead ward for the next time he tries to manipulate me into going into his house (he did not rape me but I’m pretty sure he’s planning on it next).
Sorry I’m not well and this is the month my mom died, go two year death anniversary! I’m not gonna be normal but I will be OK and that’s what matters.




















