in the interest of fair whackings my favorite ilya flaw is his obnoxious martyr complex that is actually breathtakingly selfish and a way of avoiding intimacy to keep from getting hurt <3 there is just so much there to explore!!!
the sentence βshane obviously does not want to be in a relationship with the giving treeβ just popped into my head fully formed and of course i felt the need to share
Ilyaβs Iβd do anything for youβ and Shaneβs βI donβt want that/god are you okay?β Is so meaty to me.
It betrays such a lack of self worth but it also has him assuming negative things about Shane and how Shane perceives him. Shane doesnβt want Ilya for what he can give him and Ilya has such a difficult time internalising that it makes him resentful in his martyrdom ughhh. I love him
That one post
This is the exact post I had in mind!

















