Jainus's Den

I fucked up my dinner again (I feel like I just got bad beans tbh) so I fixed the rice that I cooked with it up with some canned chili on Tuesday. Really much of an improvement. It really just shows how bad it is tbh. I fuck up the meal for the week, my week is terrible. Also, bonus breakfast sandwhich: Eggs and Turkey Bacon on cinnamon swirl bread I got from the food bank. Needed to finish the eggs and bread so I made a sandwhich.

I was enjoying my pasta last week so much I forgot to put a picture down, OOPS. I got the pasta and the meat (corned beef hash) from a food bank, I love my local food bank, they've saved me a lot of cash from time to time. Please donate whatever you can to your local one in this winter! Don't look down on people who use them.

It was my birthday yesterday, so I celebrated with a spam and egg breakfast burruito, and had an apple/pumpkin pike for desert. Oh yeah, I had a frozen pizza for dinner. Nothing too crazy. If you could donate anything to me for my birthday, that would be such an amazing gift!!! https://ko-fi.com/jainus19271/goal?g=62

Dinners (the sausages) and Lunches (quesadillas) for the week. I'm doing really well for these few days tbh.

I started this earlier this year and I never finished it

I am, really fucking tired of scraping by for food. I said to myself "Oh yeah, I can get onto SNAP", and fought my stress to get on it for a month. Called in first week of November. Wasted over an hour to call in. Waited 2 weeks to get ANYTHING from them (still no card at all). NOW I gotta worry about being immediatly taken off before I really get to use any amount of money. (still haven't gotten the card btw) I've lost so much weight since I ran away in august cause I haven't been being force fed, but it's to the point where even my underwear don't really fit me anymore, though it could be just wear & tear (I really only have two other pairs). I'm starving cause I don't have money, and I don't have money cause I'm starving. I hate how the US basically wants to kill it's lower class at every given moment.

I think I def have a calling as a baker. After the AMAZING garlic bread last week I decided to make no bake vegan cookies (a roommate is vegan) and they're SO FUCKING GOOD. I think next time I will make it into a cake form then cut strips