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The belief that I matter. Regardless of what I do or don't achieve.

I watched this ep while deep in my cycle of depression, and I replayed this bit over and over and over (I still do!!). Mine eyes were indeed DAMP, yessiree. Bc it pushed home what I'd just talked with my therapist about: I completed a task today, and while that is an achievement I can be proud of, it doesn't define the reason I can be satisfied with myself. Bc my value isn't in what I do or do not achieve, but bc I am inherently worth valuing and I don't have to earn my existence.

#thanks ted lasso i really needed this #esp his grimace of emphasis when he says it comes from in here and up here and down here!#and i can get better #it doesnt mean im an awful person right now bc im not being 'productive'#but it just means i can change and progress #i can practice understanding and wrangling my depression #i can practice my belief in myself #i can get better at being my own best friend #i dont deserve to be mean to myself #i dont want to stay in my mental state just bc its familiar and what i know #change can feel odd and uncomfortable bc its unknown but it can lead to something good #bc the familiar can be harmful #belief in myself #4 me #ted lasso #roy kent #coach beard #jamie tartt #dani rojas #sam obisanya #keeley jones #s3e5 #watch party #bumbercatch #hannah waddington #rebecca welton #i always call her hannah bc i cant rmbr her characte name and i know her more from her musical theatre bg lol #ive watched this so often i can quote it from memory i think

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dduane

Oh FFS

The Hunt For Gollum adds AI-powered de-aging technology to the Fellowship

#WHAT????!! 1st of all what is the hunt for gollum??? and why does it sound like a video game??!#and 2nd did the actors consent to this?!?!?!?!?#are they doing this to their likeness without their consent??!?! bc i wouldnt want my face fed into a plagigarism machine #and 3rd WTF

austenacious

The Other Bennet Sister ~ Text Posts [17/?]

#hehehehehe #the other miss bennet #that lake scene was hilarious #and the bird scene #i will never forget IS THAT A LARK

shelbyblueeyes

eatthekidsfirst

I will never understand why people upload cropped, low-res, uncredited art. Here's the full piece, originally created for a collaboration with watchmaker Ulysse Nardin:

Milo Manara, 2019, Ulysse Nardin, 2, mixed technique on paper

#YES THANK YOU for the full!! i dont understand that either #and CREDIT!!!! i love to see CREDIT!! so we can actually look up the artist and know the context!!#art #and watches #mermaid #milo manara #see now i know 2 more names and ppl that i didnt know before #watchmaker and erotic illustrator #amazing #ulysse nardin

homunculus-argument

I actually really like the thing when you're starting to get the hang of a new language, enough to understand and say simple sentences but you gotta get creative to get more complex thoughts across, like a puzzle. I remember a time in the restortation school when a classmate who wasn't natively finnish and did her best anyway dropped something and sighed, telling me "every day is monday this week. I have had four mondays this week." And I understood.

I don't think I speak much of spanish anymore, but in the nursing school training period I did there, I did manage to get by with making weird Tarzan sentences. I got a nosebleed at some point and startled another nurse. Not knowing the words "humidity" or "stress", I managed to string together: "This is ok. It is hot, it is cold, I have a bad day, I am sad, I have blood. This is normal for me." And she understood.

And sometimes you just say things weird, but it's better than not saying it. One time, I was stuck in a narrow hallway behind someone walking really slowly with a walker, and he apologised for being in the way. I was not in any hurry, but didn't know the spanish word for "hurry", but I did know enough words to try to circumvent it by borrowing the english "I have all the time in the world."

The man burst into one of those cackling old man laughters that they do when something in this world still manages to surprise them. He had to be somewhere between 70 and a 100 years old, and I guess if there was one thing he wasn't expecting to hear today, it would be a random blond vaguely baltic-looking fuck casually announce that he is the sole owner and keeper of the very concept of time.

squid-thoughts

I’ve mostly learned Chinese in school, so I know a lot of academic vocabulary while having the language skills of a toddler in some basic areas. Once, I forgot the word for sad, which is a really dumb thing to forget. A bunch of the ways to say sad in Chinese are literally just “not happy”, but I also momentarily forgot how to say happy. So instead I said “there is an economic downturn inside my brain”.

scarlettohairdye

When my wife and I were in Japan we went to an izakaya on our first full night in the country, and when it was time to pay we weren't sure where to do it, at the table or at the counter up front? Our waitress didn't speak much English, so I threw myself on that conversational grenade with, "Okane ga koko desu ka? Okane ga asoko desu ka?" Literally translated that's, "Money is/goes/should be here? Money is/goes/should be over there?"

She very gratefully confirmed that "Money goes over there," and we paid and left.

#yes this is exactly it #this is why i love learning languages bc often times #the language learners with their DIY sentences make MORE sense #and its almost more poetic #like hearing the every day is monday this week. is perfect #qqq

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aoya

#this that painting style i wanna try #zhan zhao adventures #art

whichcouldmeanothing

Game Changer 8x04 "Kangaroo Court"

#XDDD #very yes and #so cute #game changer #brennan lee mulligan

johnny-depp-is-loved

what is this genre of photos called

askjennaflorida

"That's NOT For You!"

#haaaaaaaaahhaahhhhhaahhahahhhaa #CAT

escuerzoresucitado

Which vessel would your soul inhabit?

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Voting ended on6h

#oho wow i guess i really am “just like other grls” lolol in good company #10 and 4 were a close runner up for me

rosieandthemoon

#a long long walk

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scribefindegil

I'm still thinking about the guy who saw me realize my wheelchair wouldn't fit in the elevator because he (also a wheelchair user) was already inside it and immediately quipped, "This elevator ain't accessible enough for the both of us."

#LOL #XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #qqq

crowdrinkingcoffee

ayyyyyy, shoutout to bunnings stocking a colour called “ace of spades” for giving me this idea

#*smiles into the camera like im in the office*#so youve caught me

alivedean

girl, get UP

#lmaoooooooooooo #blinders on a horse #sees only <3 #iwtv

grimandghoulish

reblog if you remember what it felt like to walk into blockbuster

willowofthehearth

If you’re reblogging this maybe also do a couple stretches. Gods know our back and shoulders could use it.

lilisonna

The aging of the Tumblr userbase does more for my stretching routine then anything else.

Thank you, my generational cousins. I will go and stretch now.

#and even before blockbuster #we went to a local one called VIDEO VILLA #anyone?!?! anyone???#lol it was great we had a video villa membership too #i liked the store too bc the ceilings were very high and the aisles were spacious somehow #or maybe i was just a short kid lollll probly that vantage point influenced the pov XD #qqq

musings-of-a-rambling-man

#oh frog #i know how u feel #alas we hate the burn out feeling

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theprofessional-amateur

Time for another highly specific resource!

Looking to sew some clothing? Doing historical research on clothing patterns or sewing?

Welcome to the Commercial Pattern Archive!

Patterns going back to the 1850s!

Now, I am not going to lie, searching is not the most user intuitive. It will take some research and playing around with the site if you are looking for something specific. If you are like me though, and just curious to see what you can find, well then enjoy!

Some results from just looking at 10-Gore Skirt options

Patterns are free to print and use for personal projects. As far as I can tell they do not include the instructions that originally accompanied the patterns, just the piecing. They are not instantly ready to print and use but will require some work to use. But at minimum you will have all the pattern pieces and shapes to get you started.

Commercial Pattern Archive - Home

Enjoy!

#good to know #resources #sewing #patterns

wanderleave

the long and quiet days

Jack Abbot is eighteen years old when he gives up on having a soulmate. Samira Mohan never imagines that she’ll have a soulmate.

AO3

#this was so thorough and beautiful and emotional and I- I- I- I!!!!!!#I DUNNO OMG I JUST WANNA SQUEEZE IT AND WRAP IT IN A BLANKET BURRITO AND PAT THE FIC ON ITS HEAD #like you can relax and cozy up now #stay warm by the fire you cutie #mohabbot #fanfic #ao3

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