Heaven Is Here

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

i’m going to be really honest with you guys i think the tendency to read the absolute worst possible intentions into every action you don’t agree with is getting too automatic and it’s eating you from the inside out

I need my weird alone time or I will explode

I worry a little bit that people who refuse to learn about ai as a part of their anti ai position are going to be extremely unprepared to understand what’s actually scary about it and already have their digital literacy at risk tbh

not that I am some genius in this regard but if you follow ai developments even slightly you might change the things you are most worried about. do people know the extent to which ai is already eating itself and how meaningless this is making swaths of the internet. do people know that there are plenty of random mid-sized companies today buying their employees’ likenesses to create digital clones and using these to make hundreds of videos. I am so much more worried about labor and surveillance and abuse than people becoming lazy about writing emails. and idk man I sort of like and respect people who are willfully ignorant about it as a way of minimizing its force in their lives and I am in some ways jealous but also when I see posts that basically still boil down to “chatgpt will never fool me” I am like 😭😭😭 for one thing not the only thing to be concerned about, for another thing I am really sorry but I don’t think you’re right

ever since i was a little girl i knew i was tired

ill be unstoppable once I finally heal this gaping wound

love island should introduce a "scheming eunuch" islander who is like a smart and completely asexual islander exempt from being kicked off or being made to participate in any challenges and they're just there to provide advice and be a sort of sounding board for the other islanders when they need a disinterested party to talk things through with. but the scheming eunuch has secret goals unbeknownst to anyone e.g. a cash prize for talking a certain couple into breaking up etc.

That picture of Lady Gaga as a child where she looks like a child pretending to be Lady Gaga means so much to me

riot grrrl is great because kathleen hanna was like "i want to start a feminist punk movement" and the media was like "No yr making misandry propaganda fucking kill yourself" and Allison wolfe was like "I'M making misandry propaganda" and corin tucker was like "the college has tricked me, corin tucker, into being here so i'm going to portray a semi-closeted homosexual" and carrie brownstein was like "i'm in a dyke film!"

The last of the classically trained tumblrinas