my roommate's friend who i don't know super well was over for dinner tonight. the thing we all have in common is the extracurricular my roommate and i did in high school and he started helping out with as an adult. naturally the Teacher of Eva's Formative Lesbian Crush Fame came up in conversation because it's basically her fault that it got way too competitive at our school and i was soooooo normal about it :)
#i did NOT tell him that i stayed in this club despite not being very good at the main competitive activity#so that i could go to events and stare at her like this 👁️ 👁️#which is what i consider being normal about it i guess#we're not at that level of me revealing how much of a little gay freak i was yet lmao#anyway longtime followers of this blog probably know what extracurricular this is but i shan't say now#my roommate and i did give each other a Look though but idk if he noticed#because of course i did not reveal it at the time because i was first in denial about being attracted to her#and then i had a girlfriend and felt guilty about being obsessed with a hot woman from our real life that we both saw all the time#but my roommate DOES know pretty much the full extent of my absolute clown shoes gay crush situation now lol
