Ryan || 23 || brasileira || enby lesbian || any/all || biochemist || autistic || obsessed with 80s goth and 90s grunge || please DO NOT repost my posts to other websites!!
Originally from SĆ£o Paulo, Brazil, but lived in LA for 4 years to attend university
I have a bachelorās degree in biochemistry with a minor in science education!
Iām passionate about: 80s punk/post-punk, 90s grunge, 2000s pop punk, biochemistry (obviously), science education (obviously), makeup, alternative fashion, making jewelry, playing bass, and literature
My ultimate goal in life is to be a chemistry professor! Iām always happy to answer any science-y questions, so send them my way! My tag for this is #ryan talks science
My DMs are permanently closed. If youād like to talk to me, my inbox is open.
DO NOT INTERACT:
Sexually with me. Itās ok if you have an NSFW blog, as long as you donāt make sexual comments towards me.
If you are a TERF
If youāre pro bigotry, pro colonialism, anti intellectualism, anti science
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I witnessed something today at the gym that sounds like such a made up tumblr story but I swear to fucking god I saw a man walk in wearing a suit. Button up shirt, dress pants, leather shoes, a fitted blazer. Everything but the tie. He took off his blazer, laid down at the bench press, and did three sets. Then he re-racked the plates, put his blazer back on, and walked out of the gym
Itās strange being a Gen Z lesbian with body confidence when I have a mom whoās still enslaved to 90s heroin chic. Iāve been hitting the gym lately, and I just outgrew my leather jacket. I told my mom and she acted like it was something terrible and assured me Iād lose the weight again. And I was like no. This is a good thing. I want to be a hot lesbian with jacked shoulders wtf are you on about
My mom hits the gym exclusively to lose weight. Sheās never picked up a dumbbell. Her hour at the gym is spent on the bicycle machine and treadmill. Itās just the Weight Loss Headquarters to her.
The fact I go to the gym, spend an hour weight training, and go home without stepping on the scale is incomprehensible. Sheās like what. Youāre going to the Weight Loss HQ and not losing weight?!!!
She canāt fathom that when Iām cooking or working out, being skinny never crosses my mind as a goal. Itās genuinely crazy to her that being thin isnāt my biggest dream in life
Itās strange being a Gen Z lesbian with body confidence when I have a mom whoās still enslaved to 90s heroin chic. Iāve been hitting the gym lately, and I just outgrew my leather jacket. I told my mom and she acted like it was something terrible and assured me Iād lose the weight again. And I was like no. This is a good thing. I want to be a hot lesbian with jacked shoulders wtf are you on about
Too many radfem protofascist lesbians online seem to define their sexuality more in their hatred of men than in their love of women, which is why they deem any lesbian who doesnāt perform that hatred as āfakebiansā
My best friend is a man. Obviously I must not be emotionally intelligent enough to tell apart platonic love from romantic/sexual
I listen to music by male artists. I canāt enjoy art by people Iām not attracted to
I watched and enjoyed the show Heated Rivalry. I canāt enjoy TV unless it directly represents my exact experiences and I personally want to fuck the people on the screen
Iāve gone to gay clubs where I partied with gay men. Of course I canāt find common ground with other queer people unless weāre exactly alike
One of my favorite books is Giovanniās Room by James Baldwin, which recounts a relationship between two men. Iām only allowed to read literature that turns me on
Instead of assuming other lesbians are emotionally complex and intelligent enough to empathize with others and identify their own emotions, these mussolesbian adyke hitlers default to assuming weāre all too stupid enough to know ourselves
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Too many radfem protofascist lesbians online seem to define their sexuality more in their hatred of men than in their love of women, which is why they deem any lesbian who doesnāt perform that hatred as āfakebiansā
Of course youāre going to think a lesbian whoās a fan of a random male celebrity isnāt as much of a lesbian as you are, when all that the word ālesbianā means to you is a repulsion to men in every way, including platonic.
You donāt even like women as people enough to see their interactions with anyone as anything but sexual. The same energy as those incels that think a woman merely being polite to them means they want to fuck. You donāt view women as emotionally complex.
You treat being a lesbian as a sports league where teams can become leaders, beat others, and suffer relegation when their performance is unsatisfactory.
Too many radfem protofascist lesbians online seem to define their sexuality more in their hatred of men than in their love of women, which is why they deem any lesbian who doesnāt perform that hatred as āfakebiansā
Would be helpful if instead of clicking on vague ass tweets to figure out what theyāre about, they just came with a short subject line describing the movie/book/controversy theyāre referring to. Iām nosy but donāt like digging too far for the lore. Just give it to me upfront and weāll all be happier
That feeling when I write the most beautiful, devastating line imaginable but no one can read it because itās 23 chapters ahead of the current timeline
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The optimal wordle game for me is 4-5 guesses. If I solve it in 2-3, itās over too quickly and Iām underwhelmed. But if I need to make a 6th guess Iām way too stressed. The game should be long enough to savor, but not so long that Iām gutting the dictionary in my head for answers
Itās odd when men blame women for the āmale loneliness epidemicā because oftentimes men are lonely in their own friend groups. Of course youāre lonely dude, your friends know literally nothing about you. You havenāt had a vulnerable moment with them ever. They donāt even know your surname. Instead of leaning on a random woman go lean on your buddies bro
So many times a man will take his own life because he feels so lonely, and his friends will be genuinely shocked, because they had no idea he was even depressed. You need friends and you need to talk to them. You donāt need to trauma dump to a woman you just met on Tinder. How about that buddy youāve known for 10 years? Or your brother? Or your dad? Or literally anybody you consider a friend?
No amount of sex will fill that hole in your heart. Itās your buddies and perhaps some antidepressants thatāll save you. Instead of talking to hot women try your buddies and a therapist
Itās odd when men blame women for the āmale loneliness epidemicā because oftentimes men are lonely in their own friend groups. Of course youāre lonely dude, your friends know literally nothing about you. You havenāt had a vulnerable moment with them ever. They donāt even know your surname. Instead of leaning on a random woman go lean on your buddies bro
Working an office job will truly make you have the wildest enemies, bc why is my nemesis rn a woman Iāve never met and who exclusively haunts me by sending diabolical emails, and also a specific guy who left my company before I even worked here and made the system so fuckass that it ruined procedures for like a year
Yesterday my nemesis (woman Iāve never met and whose face Iāve never seen) sent my office an email so rude, basically saying we had fucked up every project she ever ordered from us, one of the worst emails Iāve ever read in my life.
And it pissed me off so badly that I spent the ENTIRE WORK DAY today compiling evidence from every project my team has ever done for her, pulling past emails sheād sent us, putting together an entire case proving that she had been the problem all along. That she got projects mixed up, that sheād made requests that were nonsensical, literally everything you could possibly imagine. Screenshots of emails, reports weād submitted, EVERYTHING.
This woman in particular has been terrorizing my team for years, her name is almost a slur in my office, I had simply had ENOUGH of her.
I put all of this evidence together and sent it to all of my bosses at 4:30pm. Then I took a long break to eat a sweet treat and drink some tea.
After my break, my bosses all called in an emergency meeting with me and they said they read my report and fucking loved it. And I sat on a teams call with my bossā boss as she wrote my nemesis the scathing email I had always fantasized about sending, using the evidence Iād compiled, and hit send.
It was the most satisfying workday Iāve had since I got hired.
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Please for the love of the Gods I *need* an update regarding your work nemesis, so I can live vicariously through you. <3
Ok, so my boss sent my nemesis that email, and then it was silence since we had state holidays so we were OOO for 4 days. Hence why I took a while to give an update.
For my nemesis, letās refer to her as Laura from Pfizer (different name and different company but same gist)
The summary is: we will now charge extra for Pfizer projects from Laura, and Pfizer will also have stricter restrictions on her. Hopefully thatāll make working with her easier š
Iāve also gotten questions on why exactly Laura is my nemesis, so Iāll explain that below:
We do research within the pharma industry, and companies can reach out to us to buy/sponsor that research. So theyāll ask us to research a specific medication/condition, to understand the prescription habits of doctors, the barriers to treatment, etc.
So Pfizer will tell Laura to find out X thing about Y medication/disease, and sheāll buy that research from us, which we will do correctly. We charge by project size and methodology, as per method we have different procedures, team size, third parties, etc.
But Laura must not understand our methodologies very well, so sheāll frequently buy the wrong type of project. This has catastrophic implications for us. Because when the projects are drawing to a close, Laura will reach out to us and ask for results which are not included in the methodology she ordered. So when she canāt deliver the results Pfizer asked of her, she blames US! Sheāll literally slander us to her superiors and tell us we caused damages at Pfizer.
This causes financial damages to us too, because Pfizer is one of our biggest clients and names in the industry. Laura is also incredibly mean in her emails to us, to the extent some of our employees have actually cried reading them. Sheās not only incompetent at her job, sheās also a bully.
And the thing is, we donāt have access to Pfizerās internal communications, so we donāt know what they actually asked of her. Laura is our only point of contact, meaning we have to go by what she says. And her information is often wrong.
When this happens, weāll often have to scramble to alter the fieldwork last minute, revise project timelines, reprocess our data, and so many more awful things. Our employees have had to work late countless times because of Laura, and realistically miss out on bonuses too. Merely saying her name in my office produces winces, stressed sighs, and facepalms.
Hopefully you can understand why I had enough of her, why I dedicated an entire day to take her down, and why my coworkers were willing to take on my work for the day because of it. Thatās also why my bosses loved my report on Laura so much ā she also causes them a lot of stress lmao. Pfizer having harsher restrictions on her means that there will be other employees reviewing her work, which hopefully means that sheāll make less mistakes when ordering research from us.
