Having a moment rn. Its gonna be 19 degrees tonight. My cats are running around downstairs, completely unaware that its bitterly and dangerously cold outside. They are slightly chubby and want for nothing. I am warm and well fed, watching a YouTube video under a heated blanket. I have come such a long way. I am doing so well at taking care of myself and two creatures who have no idea how good they have it, which I'm so happy for. I hope they never find out. I know, in detail, how good I have it right now.
I am so proud of myself for taking care of myself the way I have. I am so grateful for the opportunities I have been provided to build the life I have. I do have great fears for the future. But those can wait till tomorrow. Right now, I'm happy.



















