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we're not kids anymore.

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Love Begins
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if i look back, i am lost
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Not today Justin
Three Goblin Art
Sweet Seals For You, Always

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I made a video essay! It's about creative (mainly 3d) software -

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Can't decide if I wanna go to the theater to see Backrooms. I used to love going to the movies alone. Backrooms has a special place in my heart because the liminal trend (specifically liminal pools) was one of the art ~inspirations~ that helped me out of my decade-long art block. Some of my first Blender art was liminal(ish) stuff like this:
I spent so much time on water. Just months on different water shaders, caustics, rendering and lightning setups. So many projects I never posted.
Tried the mannequin thing lol
Most of those project files are from 2022. The time really does pass anyway huh? Part of me feels nostalgic. Like I loved all the late nights just learning Blender and more modern 3d concepts. I'm happy that all the practice actually led to getting better. But at the same time I remember all those nights alone just working. And that hasn't changed. I wanted to prove to myself I could still make things even without a "real" 3d career, and I guess I did that. But I'm trying to figure out what's next. I want something that won't leave me feeling empty this time.
The creepy aspects of liminal art were always interesting. But I think the isolation of it comforted me. There's no people to be jealous of or to remind me that everyone else is out living a life while I'm just here. So I could spend a lot of time working in rooms like that in 3d. The pool in the mannequin one is a replica of a real hotel pool my family went to in the 90s. I converted some home movies to digital and took screenshots to recreate it.
Gross, old fake-rock pillars collecting dust.
I hate all these renders btw lol
Woah I felt at peace for a few seconds
my stuffed animal could woop 100 agent smiths
We Need You.

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i dont wanna play the game in the mobile ad but i guess it's not about what i want
Happy Pride
Why do I like it when editors fix my clunky language. Why do I like it too much

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look at her
it’s 2009 somewhere
im a protected species you fucking asshole
RIP to the legend
This goose fucking rocks and had a crazy life!
I really just have to summarize Thomas's entire life:
He was in a committed relationship with a male swan named Henry for 18-24 years before a female swan named Henrietta showed up and mated with Henry.
Thomas was initially jealous of the pair and attacked them, breaking 2 of the 5 eggs Henrietta had laid. However, once the remaining eggs hatched, Thomas warmed up to them and helped raise them.
Henry couldn't fly because of an injured wing, so Thomas taught the cygnets how to fly.
When they needed to reduce the goose population in the pond where Thomas and the swans lived, they dyed Thomas's feathers red so he wouldn't be separated from Henry.
Henry, Henrietta, and Thomas remained in their happy throuple for years and raised 68 cygnets before Henry died in 2009. After Henry's death, Henrietta found another swan and flew away, leaving Thomas alone.
Thomas finally met and mated with a female goose in 2011 and had his own babies. However, another goose named George stole them and raised them himself.
As Thomas grew elderly and blind, he was relocated to a wildlife center where he raised orphaned cygnets.
His caretaker at the center described him as "pretty high maintenance."
Thomas died in 2018 at the age of around 40. He had a funeral that included a small coffin and a procession that was led by a bagpiper. He was buried under the stone where Henry was buried, the two finally reunited in death.
Before and after his death, Thomas has been celebrated as an icon of the LGBTQ+ community for obvious reasons.

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Normal groceries like milk or bread or whatever running out is whatever. Just anotha day. But when stuff like salt or cooking oil or rice runs out it feels like You’re supposed to be here for me and you’re leaving. You’re just like everyone else
Me: wow… i really have been so unplugged today… [sees that I posted every hour on the hour] well. Okay