Emmy's Lonely Thoughts

This would be so lovely to walk.

Has anyone figured out how to be a real person yet

I tried. It didn't quite work out.

The universe never cared, but it was nice pretending it did.

Yeah.

god, i wish i were gone already. forgotten. as if i never existed at all.

Having a severe disability that gets progressively worse over time is such a lonely experience. The more you decline, the more your loved ones leave because your limitations become a “burden” on them. Meeting new people is exhausting because you have to constantly explain your disability just for them not to understand and end up leaving you anyway. You’d think that people would wanna support you when you’re in such a vulnerable position in life but people are just quick to throw you away. Disabled people are forced to deal with the physical and mental distress that chronic illnesses cause all ALONE because society refuses to be empathetic.

This. I went from being able bodied and weird with friends at a young age to disabled with only my boyfriend. People will show you kindness, but they don't want to be your friend.

For me, people have gotten more cruel towards me. I don't even receive kindness.

i wish i had a small l ground of friends that understood me completely and we did everything together

my ultimate fantasy is having a brain that lets me enjoy life instead of making me feel like i’m at gunpoint over every tiny inconvenience.