⋆ midnight sad boy ⋆

i’m still chained up in your basement and i’m calling out your name choking on the ashes as the walls go up in flames i’ll always say that I don’t need you while i’m burning through my chest she’ll hold my sins up high above me while I’m trying to confess you lit the fire but at least i’m not left in the cold oh, i hate watching my folks grow old

hardly sober on a tuеsday don’t text me on my birthday i wasn’t worth it you weighеd that risk

i think i was made to be an older sister

Love.

it would be better if we had just never met

wander, and more than the body becomes free

it’s not where i'm going but maybe it's what I’ve been through

when i think of that summer i hope i choke

i wish i never responded to all those texts it would be better if we had just never met

you bring me the joy i thought i had left as a kid

i wish i never responded to all those texts

i hope it's always us

when the ego wears off and i'm just a kid who wanted to prove to others that they were wrong

i wish we'd never met

there's something so intimate about catching up with someone you thought was out of your life forever

maybe one day you'll understand how i felt

does knowing me more lead to loving me less?