Hi! Hello! (Idk how to do these things smakvdlsla)
My name is Kipling/Kilo (I used to go by CxSm0s)
I'm currently 20 (my bday is 06/27)
I like whatever I'm into (indie games, "cringey" things from the early internet and niche aesthetics)
I got recently diagnosed with ADHD, anxiety and mild autism (even though its spicy for my brain). be patient with me please, it takes me a while to process things. I also have a chronic illness that affects my joints. (if you see me with a cane, its for stability and balance) I age regress sometimes when I'm online (dw, I won't interact much)
I Yumeship with;
Folly (Regretevator, romantic, non sharing, pls respect)
Dealer (Buckshot Roulette, romantic, sharing)
The Kress Twins (Outlast Trials, romantic & Familial, sharing)
Ask me questions or just silently follow, thanks
(I'm going to post art soon, but don't hold your breath... It takes a while :)
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I need to remake my Buckshot roulette dni banner- But before I do, what do you think I should add this time??
I want your input on it since we both rlly like the dealer :3
Honestly? Maybe something dark or rustic, maybe a similar artstyle of Mike klubnika or his games? There are a bunch of pngs (ei. Bullets, blood, casinocore and such if you put in keywords when looking for pngs)
Whatever you make is good though! I'm not too picky :3
It was late into the evening when I arrived at the castle. Thankfully I, a bright star, hadn't needed rest in millenia. Most of the occupants were princesses, princes, guards, kings or queens from neighboring kingdoms (I assume). I was washing myself when I felt a familiar presence. I haven't seen or felt my dear knight's touch since we last spoke, and yet, it was him. I immediately went to him, not caring if I knocked over precious vases or paintings with my massive wings.
"My Angel."
'My knight'
His dark tunic and chainmail was a perfect contrast against his silver armor. His deer skull helmet perfectly encapsulates his utter devotion for me... My puppy. My dark, demonic puppy. Always at my beck and call whenever I needed him. Sure, he was big and fat, but those curves bounced whenever he laughed at my jokes or flirtatious remarks.
'Sir knight, come sit with me.'
"As you wish your holiness."
As I sat down on a nearby marble bench, he sat down next to me, my large form dwarfing his body. He may be big and large, but a divine being as I is much larger next to even a tall mortal human. Then again, when you're next to a divine-like being, you cannot help but feel small and vulnerable.
'My my, I can feel your heart's mad thumping, nervous sir knight?'
"Nervous? No, I would never feel nervous next to you your holiness...although, I do feel..."
I knew what he felt, but I could never speak of it out loud here, far too many eyes and ears to know what goes on between us. I hadn't even noticed it was morning until my dearest knight had informed me he needed food.
After we had our food we visited the nearby village to see all the shops and amenities they offered. We returned to the castle to freshen up and readied ourselves for the upcoming ball tonight. I, however, as being divine and angelic needn't any expensive gowns or any jewelry (at least for approval from others at a simple ball).
'Oh my, no helmet for the ball? Are you not worried about how they will look at you?'
"I am never worried when am in your presence my love"
Not long after we attended the ball, and we danced graciously like how life and death dance forever on the edge of each other. How life forever brings new beginnings, but for those beginnings to exist, death must take that life away to make room. As such, life cannot exist on its own, as can death exist on its own.
'I am honored to see your lovely face tonight. It's very... cute' My voice coming out softly yet firm.
"It is my pleasure." His voice rough but gentle, how his hands have hurt others but held my body with such care, as I was a perfected marble statue that would break on impact.
'Although, I am quite jealous that others get to see your face too. As my body only gets to be seen by your eyes only, I alone may get to see your face, understood?'
'As you wish, your holiness."
As the night wore on, the dance concluded and as we finished I told him to meet me in the gardens. Of course he accepted, he always does, and I ran off once we departed. I found him moments later in the greenhouse, anxiously awaiting his arrival.
'Out of all the flowers here, you are the best my dear knight,'
"You took the words right out of my mouth."
"You are my bright shining star that pray to every night."
'Because I alone give you your strength to fight'
But even a immortal capable of giving strength and power to live, must leave to attend to other duties.
'Sir knight, I must depart. Do not fret, I will write to you.'
"As well as I, I feel my strength waning. And I will read whatever send towards me."
A whole day and night to ourselves, ignoring the other royalties and knight's as we continued our love's embrace.
"Goodbye your holiness."
'Goodbye, my knight.'
(AN: this was written in a singular day and on my notes app, please forgive any spelling and grammatical errors, I write for fun not profit.)
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Knight X Squire this, Kinght X Royal that (and Knight X Jester that too also) but what about Knight X Angel?
Knight who swore to protect a lonely angel (the angel is very powerful and hard to look at without going insane), or what a demonic knight who acts like a puppy just to feel loved by the angel because the knight knows the angel would love them regardless of their origin or loyalty because the knight loves the angel back.
Someone write a fanfic now, 5k words, strangers to friends to strangers again to friends then quickly lovers
(Unless you want to try, @hellh0und-seraphim? No pressure ofc)
🪽 ┆ you’re really cool,,,
🕊️ ┆ online crush,, eek,,
🦢 ┆ i see you as a close friend/moot,,
🪞 ┆ i wish we were closer
🌫️ ┆ i admire you a lot from afar
⭐️ ┆ you’re my idol,,
🌨️ ┆ i dont like you,,
🐑 ┆ i want to be you
🦴 ┆ i get excited when i see you in my notifs/on my dash
🐁 ┆ if you asked me out.. i wouldn’t say no,,
🤍 ┆ you’re my guardian/caretaker ♡♡
🌠 ┆ you are my angel, and i want to treat you as such
💫 ┆ i want to be worthy of your attention,,
send anyone who reblogs this asks with some/one of these emojis and see their response,, with or without anon if you’re feeling brave ♡
Hated hating myself so instead I treated myself like a angel. So far my mental health has improved slightly. Also liked wearing gowns like royalty... Also I'm very fucking flexible??? So it just seemed right. I'm not normal in any way soooo...
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Okay y'all, June is coming up (and so is my birthday :3) and I want your honest opinion. And besides, it'll be very hot and most likely inside staying cool 😎
Should I post my first selfie or stay mysterious and draw myself instead
Selfie of yourself
Stay mysterious you gremlin
Voting ended onJun 1
^ Average summer midwest weather btw (it was hail and we're in the middle of tornado season)
I must do my angelic duty and continue drinking energy drinks. they are god’s special elixir made with force beings and refracted light and holy frequencies. They shall vibrate my molecules apart and bring about my apotheosis
f/o who knows you aren’t okay. who noticed that you sleep more, eat less, that your feet drag when you walk.
f/o that lets you break down, even when you’re the happy friend. the emotional support friend. the okay friend.
f/o that comes home to find you in the same spot you were in when they left, and goes into the kitchen. they come back with tea and your favourite treat. they sit you up against them and they feed you. they hold the water to your lips.
f/o that doesn’t give up on you.
f/o that isn’t going to let you go, isn’t going to sit and watch you suffer like this. who holds you when you cry, who sits in all the hurt with you. who hates that you feel this way about yourself, about life.
f/o that believes you deserve a life better than this. and stops at nothing to give it to you.
f/o that knows you can do it, just that you need help. they know you don’t like asking for help, so they do it silently.
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AYYYY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOOT! I may have not known you you for very long, but your fanart has known me since the beginning of buckshot roulette! Here's to many more wondrous years!!
THAT'S ME! As this weeks Silver (then bronze) weekly donators! Out of all of the lovely and cute cosplays I've seen, a Folly Self shipper has made it <3
Thank you Yeucc, Catjammi, Nicant, NillaWafer and many others for making my most favorite game on roblox (admist the drama of course lol)
(If anyone was wondering, 👁💭/ DivineNightmares is our yumeship name :3)
((Also also my user is @SacredPulse0 if you want to play with me [no pressure ofc])