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I feel zero connection to the world and myself

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then-i-saw-you

#img

uglysex

*sigh* why am i better than everyone

#lol #npd tag #txt #do i still use this dumbass blog or wat

me after interacting with someone for 5 seconds: zzzzzzzzz

#actuallyszpd #actuallyschizoid #schizoid personality disorder #schizoid #szpd #szpd tag #txt

should have killed myself when i had the energy

#im so bored im so bored

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disorderrd

hey could you define stock friend?

“stock friend” is an szpd term that refers to people who would probably define you as Their friend but, as we have little desire for relationships, we wouldn’t necessarily consider them Ours

they’re around, and we’re most likely friendly towards them, but they’re not someone we’re genuinely attached to. they could leave us without warning to no protest, they’re mostly just kept for convenience/because it’s easier to let them stay than make them go

ishikirimaru

are you like legit ok. thats just called an “acquaintance”. also the term “stock friend” just sounds straight up weird.

disorderrd

most acquaintances can agree on both sides that you’re only acquaintances.

a stock friend usually is someone who cares about you much more than you care about them, a person who considers you a genuine friend that you do not, someone you “allow” to remain close to you while you care none.

at the end of the day, it mostly means “someone i make myself interact with because they seem to want to interact with me,” so i can understand why “acquaintance” sounds just about the same. there’s just a really strong underlying level of “honestly leave me alone,” for me at least lmao

#also im legit not okay thanks #you probably reblogged this a long time ago but #i just barely saw this and it made me laugh #i didnt come up with the term sorry our terminology is weird to you #szpd tag #txt

mxxngxddess

me, starting friendship w someone: attention is worth the exhaustion of faking emotions. i need attention.

me, 2 weeks later, lying on the floor: it’s not….. worth it…….

#never hav i evr seen SUCH a fcking relatable npd/szpd comprbid post im gnna FCKIN—#npd tag #szpd tag #comorbidity #txt

boywithbpd

i’m so overwhelmingly tired of being alive

#szpd tag #txt #yeah its exhausting huh

tired-of-surviving

#awww yeaahh babeyyyy #dpdr #szpd tag #img #same

isinpai

#same #img

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zarathustra-would-be-proud

#wait that othr post was a repost lol what a dick #reblogging the orig #img #gif #dpdr

reiraaa

Me, reading my old posts: Pfffft- Oh my god, I was so edgy. It's embarrassing, stop-

Me, ten minutes later: I am God. I am chaos. I am sin.

#yikes dhdjgkh #npd tag #txt

i need love and devotion that i can turn on and off

#actuallynpd #actuallynarcissistic #narcissistic personality disorder #narcissistic #npd #npd tag #txt #vent #i dont want it all the time. often i want to be left alone. but when i Do need it i need it instantly

methpool

#img #szpd tag #dpdr #same

snorlaxatives

*sits down next to you and sympathetically looks into your eyes* i don’t care

#fave #txt #same #szpd tag #npd tag

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apxptosis

90% of me talking is just a reflex.

#Literally Same #szpd tag #txt

emptyschizoid

Finding out people care about me is such an uncomfortable experience. Thanks, but you’re gonna be so disappointed when you find out what a selfish, empty, manipulative person i am

#lmao literally #same #szpd tag #txt

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