Rule of thumb: the closer you are to me the further away you are from me.

i hate when people "interaction bait" like: "omg! no way!" and dont tell you what theyre talking about, so that you ask them

i dont get celebrations and there probably isnt a single one i dont think is stupid. 'oh you gotta celebrate something' no i dont tf. im not religious so why would i celebrate religious holidays, im not particularly happy about being here and time is just something we made up so why would i celebrate birthdays, new years just means a new calender and noise. accomplishments are just things i planned. like, i went to university so that i could graduate, no reason to celebrate that i didnt fucking fail. if i wasnt going to graduate then why would i go? if it wasnt my plan then its luck. and why would i celebrate luck?

thinking about getting surgery to remove everything

selective cause i want peace, not attention

nobody gets me. not because i’m really complicated or anything but because i won’t tell anyone anything real about me

my idea of a good time is [white noise fills the room, i melt into the æther]

next week has drained me…

evil anne carson... it is rotten work, especially if it's you

that’s between me and my delusions