Since I know he reads these salt blogs.
Alright, Salem, how come anytime someone gives you the teensiest pushback, even from your own followers, you genuinely can't handle it? Why do you act like a fucking asshole sometimes and then go 🥺 when someone gives you the same energy? Why do you often preach things and then never seem to apply many of those things to yourself? Can you gain some self-awareness? Why don't you hold yourself to the same standards you hold with other people
Like, let's imagine yourself as an outsider, an observer, who's witnessed someone do all the same things as you? Look at your past actions, look at your behavior, the comments you make, all of that, treat yourself as a separate person for a moment, when you look at that person, see what they do publicly, see the shit they've done, what type of impression would you get, what would you view that person as?
See, a lot of your behavior, the way you act, that's a choice, you CHOSE to make those actions, you CHOSE to pretend to be Asian, you CHOSE to talk to callmegreen, you CHOSE to be toxic and horrible as fuck to Sawyer, did many times before in the past and still continued to do so, you CHOSE to align yourself with nasty ass crackers, you CHOSE to stay in nonblack spaces, even when you complain about it, all of your actions are your own, you are a person with free will, and many times, this is what you decided to do with that free will.
You're a person, Salem, and people are capable of causing harm, whether intentionally or unintentionally, they can still cause harm. You want to move on from your puppychan era? You to let go of being puppychan? Then actually let go, because you CHOOSE to continue to hold on, you continue to act like puppychan. Stop acting like a fucking fool! If you want to act like you're such a different person, then put some effort in, prove to yourself, that you're not like how you were then. Acknowledge that you caused harm, do some fucking shadow work
Let's go on to something I'm genuinely tired of seeing, get a diary. Seriously, you DO NOT need to constantly share all of your thoughts and feelings 24/7, and how come when you post your 'woe is me' shit, why do you cross post many of them? You word for word just take those text and just post the same shit to bluesky or tumblr, why? Look you make those types of comments, worrying your followers, then in a few minutes, oh you're back to normal now, my bad y'all😅. You know exactly what you're doing when you do that. Just recently, you lashed out at a fellow black person, and mind you, all they did was disagree on something, and you couldn't even handle that, then of course you're go back "boohoo, woe is me" You've done this shit so many fucking times before, it's hard to give you the benefit of the doubt. Again, make a diary, it doesn't even have to be physical, you can download a diary app, or just take a digital notepad. Feeling sad? Miserable? Write it in a journal! You need to learn when to shut the fuck up, not every time do you need to yap. And no, people commenting their opinions on things you PUBLCLY do, meaning people can SEE it, is not stalking.
You also do not need to churn out art so constantly, you don't need to post your art every time, you have the free will to stop, you can draw privately, you can take a break, like there's clearly a lot of things you wanna do with your art, your characters, your stories, why not focus more on developing them? Why don't you focus more on things that actually brings you joy? Why don't you play more games? Get into media, or hobbies that you find interest in? Take a break from your accounts, not the internet as a whole, just an actual break from your tumblr and bluesky, take a few days off.
There are many things you can do besides doomscrolling, research things on topics you're interested in, learning about new stuff is fun. Learn new subjects, like botany, psychology, neuroscience, just as examples. Read some books, there's ton of free audiobooks online. You know those oc challenges or questions, do that! Get into different types of fashion, such as lolita! Cook something, bake something, find recipes online, exercise. Do more poetry! Actually gasps, seek out other black people.
Or how about this? If you feel like you'd struggling with a in real life job, then do remote work! Do freelance! Learn new skills! Open your commissions again!
Again, all of this is your own choice, you can choose to stay where you are now. But nothing is stopping you, no one is holding you at gun point. If you want to do more with your life, then put some effort and do that.
