un jour je serai de retour près de toi

Okay so as mentioned last week, we're finally in our longterm place, lease signed, rent & security deposit paid, stuff is happening. We should be good in the near future, literally we just need some help with furniture and then after that we should be stable and able to take care of ourselves without help from here on out, just....we're so so so so SO close. This week was a best of a hellbeast though, people who follow Leila know why, but I have not been able to get started on the job hunt/odd jobs for furniture funds because of stuff going on with that but got some stuff lined up for tomorrow/next week. If anyone can toss a couple bucks our way for food though, I've been out for awhile and sorry to be vague, not trying to be, its just not really MY shit to get detailed about and spell out, I was just preoccupied with it....ugh, its complicated. Just looking for ten bucks or so to refuel and then I'm gonna try and start cracking with some online writing/design gigs, I'm just out of meds until Wednesday and low on energy so hard to actualize anything from my current....status quo. I'll stop being weird and vague now. Iykyk. Anything is appreciated! Fingers crossed this is the second to last one of these I ever do! We're in a good position, even if it doesn't seem like it, just.....the timing sucks and has made it hard to capitalize on.

and this isnt even an english phenomenon, it is worldwide

england when it's time to play a meaningless game for consolation points: