PROTECT ME FROM WHAT I WANT

my 5 year plan is a beautiful middle-aged woman takes advantage of me

[becoming crazed] art should physically harm you

ets just say i have a close relatinhsip with surgury

inviting a girl over to cut symbols into you and she keeps agonizing over what to use. alchemical is too fake, catholic is boring, etc. eventually you propose a pentagram just to get something moving and she says that'd be "poser gnostic shit" and walks out

guys its actually so over in ways you cant comprehend omg. i am at risk of not graduating rn

its fine were so back. but i am realizing this site exacerbates my anxiety and ruminating which have been really bad lately so i am sad to say i will be taking a hiatus from blogging for my mental health (yes i know this is a funny thing to say on the depressed suicidal website) so i can like. seek help lol anxiety has been really interfering with my life recently. love you all very much ! if youd still like to see what im up to ill still be on and off instagram so shoot me an ask and we can be mutuals on there :^)

i feel like time is running out i need to get in an age gap relationship while i can still be the young one