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would aiming for $1500 - $2000 for appliances and furniture be outrageously insane of me, or does that sound like it would make sense for a first time apartment where we have to acquire everything for the first time?
the closed mouth doesn't get fed, and even the mother forgets the child who doesn't speak up, soooo...lemme try my luck while i've bamboozled myself into feeling i'm worth it/deserve to have a nice home, before i second-guess and talk myself out of it and think i'm not worth the scum on the bottom of a bootlicker's gooch.
$0/$2,000 - P*yP*l - Ko-Fi
This is my first time living on my own (with a roommate) in a place that IS ours, not temporary, so we're building a life from scratch. The place is small, but we're gonna make it feel safe. Anything you can spare, for what I hope sincerely is the last time, will get us sorted and then Life (and Health) and Getting Better can follow from there.
I also just wanted to say...thank you to everyone who's helped us finally come home, whether that's through reblogging my posts, or donating what you could, or even just smiling and wishing us well in your thoughts and prayers. I sincerely, truly, deeply appreciate each and every one of you, and I read and love every note attached to donations or left in tags. Thank you. I love you all so much. ๐ฅน๐ฉท
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also this amv by CapricornTori was one of the first AMVs I ever remember watching and it's how I was introduced to Relient K and especially "Who I Am Hates Who I've Been" [I fucking LOVE this song and Relient K, they're ridiculously relatable when I'm in my angst era (which is always)]. This AMV is turning 20 in just a couple of months, I feel ancient. ๐ญ
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Emergency Vetted fundraisers: Tahrir and Nabila need help! .!. My Last post (Grandparents, and daughters campaigns)
We need a new tent for family a
We need to get the the child Amir to a specialis for chronic illness.,(see below or latest update of Tahrir's chuffed). Tahrir Lost all stuff when forced to evacuate
Nabila' (the grandmother's) paralyzed husband is in hospital as of April 17, 2026 needs ulcer meds and blood thinners.
Ghada is still alive and her baby could use hel
paralyzed husband freezing, kids need medical support test blogs @nabila6 @tahreer-amir1 @ameerota @nabila1960 https://www.tumblr.com/ghadaknann
nabila6 : Hello, my dear, how are you? My husband has been in the hospital for three days and his condition is critical. He needs surgery as soon as possible. I hope you can help me and donate whatever you can. Please don't let me down.
April 20ย 5:33 PM
Tahrir campaign update
Hi everyone, Iโm writing this to make an urgent plea for help. Tahrirโs tent was recently infested and destroyed by rats, leaving her family surrounded by filth and disease. They desperately need to purchase a new, safe shelter. Please consider donating to help them get out of these dangerous conditions.
Help Amir Get To A Specialist (from chucced)
Hello everyone. I am posting an urgent update regarding Amir.
As many of you know, Amir is very deeply and constantly sick. Tahrir needs your help to finally take him to a specialist who can provide a real diagnosis and perform the necessary tests to find out why he is always so ill.
We are at a crossroads: Amir needs this expert care now to prevent his condition from reaching a critical point. Your donations will directly cover the specialist's fees and diagnostic costs that Tahrir currently cannot afford.
PLEASE donate to help him get this crucial care. You are doing more than just giving money; you are helping to save the life of a child.
Vetting and screenshots
Tarir fundraiser has been reblogged verified by 90-ghost, (see also here. ) Also vetted by association with sfaamq10 this post explains Sfaam10 switch to new platform
NabilaVETTED BY 90-GHOSTย and Sfaamq10 confirmed to me this is her motherย so vetted by associationย as well
fyi @/90-ghost is a palestinian blogger who tries to find and support legitimate Gazan fundraisers) .
Others in family: sister/daughters sfaamq10 safaa, (latest boost) Ghadaย and family freind: Hammaโs sister is a friend of Safaa
Vouching and conversations below
Mar 27 2026ย 4:43 PM
Hello, how are you? I'm sorry to bother you. Could you please help me find medication for my husband's ulcers and blood thinning? His condition is difficult.
Nabila1960 to
Please, donโt ignore my messageโฆ My husband is disabled, and I carry him myself every time we need to move because we donโt have a wheelchair. Iโm reaching out because I canโt do it alone anymore. All I wish for is a simple chair to help him move and ease a bit of our struggle ๐ Any support, no matter how small, means life and dignity for us. 1:10 AM
UPDate! Nov 6
Hello my friend, unfortunately when the army ordered me to evacuate my city immediately and, we left without anything, neither clothes nor tent. Now it is very cold at night and there is no food or shelter. I live under a tent made of torn cloth. I want to buy a new tent to protect my family from the cold. I hope you can donate what you can to us. The war is not over and our suffering is still ongoing. Please donate what you can, my friend.
Ameerorta aka Tahrir
Hello my friend, unfortunately when the army ordered me to evacuate my city immediately and put robots in front of our tents, we left without anything, neither clothes nor tent. Now it is very cold at night and there is no food or shelter. I live under a tent made of torn cloth. I want to buy a new tent to protect my family from the cold. I hope you can donate what you can to us. The war is not over and our suffering is still ongoing. Please donate what you can, my friend.
Oct 19ย 11:52 PM
vouching Nabila pingintechOct 9
hey everyone nabila is a close friend of mine i care for very much she is suffering with diabetes and has trouble affording her medication in the middle of everything else happening in gaza and she needs enough money for her and her husband who face a number of medical issues and bills on top of needing money for basic necessities like food and shelter please PLEASE please give anything and everything you can and spread the word around
Vetting by association/confirmation sister is sfaamq10
[from whats app Jan 26] ." Hello my friend, how are you? I want to ask you to add my sister Tahrir. She was in contact with you, but unfortunately Tumblr closed all of her accounts without reason, and she is living in a state of depression, so I ask you to add her and send her a message. I am very sad about what happened to her. I will send you her link. https://www.tumblr.com/tahreer-amir1?source=share
a picture taken by Nabila she used when I explained the non-personal images she use might make people think she's a scammer
Tent destroyed! Tahreerโs children are hungry and Tahreer is in dire need of vitamin C and Vitamin D foods. Tahreer sufferers from calcium deficiency and osteoporosis whileย Father is paralyzed from a stroke and mother (Nabila) is diabetic
I have boost Tahrir and Nabila separely in past despite being daughter and mother, but it seems Tahrir's campaign is also supporting Nabila. Nabila used to use a lot of stock photos or her own photos used by news media without permission, and in response she
UPDate! Nov 6
Hello my friend, unfortunately when the army ordered me to evacuate my city immediately and, we left without anything, neither clothes nor tent. Now it is very cold at night and there is no food or shelter. I live under a tent made of torn cloth. I want to buy a new tent to protect my family from the cold. I hope you can donate what you can to us. The war is not over and our suffering is still ongoing. Please donate what you can, my friend.
Nov 9 2026 Nabila: says
Please, donโt ignore my messageโฆ My husband is disabled, and I carry him myself every time we need to move because we donโt have a wheelchair. Iโm reaching out because I canโt do it alone anymore. All I wish for is a simple chair to help him move and ease a bit of our struggle ๐ Any support, no matter how small, means life and dignity for us.
Male socialization is such an evil rhetoric. Yeah I guess not transitioning at the age of 5 is my fault and I'm evil for it. Yeah I guess not having the childhood I wish I did means I'm a danger and I should perpetually apologize for it
"The fact that socialization is a specious argument became obvious to me during an exchange I had with a trans-woman-exclusionist who insisted that my being raised male was the sole reason in her mind for me to be disqualified from entering women-only spaces. So I asked her if she was open to allowing trans women who are anatomically male but who have been socialized female โ something thatโs not all that uncommon for MTF children these days. She admitted to having concerns about their attending. Then, I asked how she would feel about a person who was born female yet raised male against her will, and who, after a lifetime of pretending to be male in order to survive, finally reclaimed her female identity upon reaching adulthood. After being confronted with this scenario, the woman conceded that she would be inclined to let this person enter women-only space, thus demonstrating that her argument about male socialization was really an argument about biology after all. In fact, after being pressed a bit further, she admitted that the scenario of a young girl who was forced against her will into boyhood made her realize how traumatic and dehumanizing male socialization could be for someone who was female-identified. This, of course, is exactly how many trans women experience their
own childhoods."
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If you don't know what sensitivity readings are, they are essentially having someone with the lived experiences of your characters (for example, black characters, gay characters, non-binary characters, Muslim characters, disabled characters, etc.) read over your manuscript and point out what they feel is realistic, authentic, and resonates with them, as well as areas of improvement and stereotypes that are harmful and reductive in nature.
The purpose of a sensitivity reader is to help you avoid those pitfalls and polish your manuscript with the experience and authenticity of someone who shares the identity of your characters.
I have been doing this for several years now, and I would like to do it full-time because I'm good at it. Like, damned good at it. Not only has it reinvigorated my childhood love for reading and voracious appetite for literature, it also allows me to channel my critical thinking skills towards your works and help parlay that into something that benefits both you and me.
If you book with me, you can expect in-line comments within your document (preferably Word (.docx) format, please), as well as a write-up at the end. My aim is to ask you pointed questions, help you realize areas you excel in and areas you could work on, and get you to think critically and be introspective about some unconscious biases or habits you may fall into within your writing.
I've edited manuscripts for everyone from independent writers to those repped by publishers like Penguin Random House, Macmillan, HarperCollins, and more. I excel at what I do, and now I want to do it for you.
My preferred genres are fiction and specifically fantasy, but I will read pretty much anything. I also read for erotica and NSFW stuff, as well as fanfiction, so if you want to feel secure that your black and/or queer characters aren't harmful depictions, then I'm your go-to pal for that.
Payment is based on word count, and my rate is $0.009/word. I usually have a turn-around time of two weeks, but that might scale depending on the length of your manuscript. I work on a half-up front, half-upon completion system (or alternatively, you can pay in full upfront if you'd like), and payment can be received here. The email for paypal payments is [email protected] or PayPal.me/sabouraleh, in case the links don't work on mobile.
If you want a quicker turn around time, I can most likely accommodate that, at anywhere from a 1.25 to 1.5x multiplier of my rate, depending on just how fast you want the feedback returned to you. Next day feedback is possible, in some cases, but is of course subject to the multiplier.
If you would like to work with me, feel free to send me an inquiry at [email protected], and tell me about the story, the word count (this is crucial), what you're looking for in a sensitivity read (specifically if there's any characters you want me to pay special attention to), and how soon (or late) you'd like it returned. Remember, the default is two weeks (which is rather quick, since others tend to go for three to four weeks minimum).
If you have ever donated to me in the past, send me a screenshot of it and you'll get a 10% discount off your first two reads. If you like what I do and am satisfied with the result, please do recommend me to your friends, I'm always looking to take on clients.
I do reserve the right to decline a project, and if I find the material within the manuscript extremely objectionable, I reserve the right to cancel and refund you. I am not easily disturbed, however, but I thought I'd mention that anyways.
Under the cut (as well as on my website), you can find a list of stuff I read for. I'll also include the two levels of edits I do, "Write-Up" (this is shorter and quicker, with no in-line comments), and "Sensitivity Read" (this is the premium package with the in-line comments, thought-provoking/armour-piercing questions, guaranteed to make you do some introspection, and write-up at the end).
Thank you for taking the time to read this! Have a wonderful day/night!! :)โค๏ธ๐งก๐๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ค๐ค
What I read for:
The following are topics (and genres) Iโm willing to read for. If something is not listed here, it doesnโt necessarily mean I donโt read for it! I am definitely willing to broaden my horizons, so feel free to ask.
Fantasy (Especially Urban Fantasy)
Noir/Neo-Noir
Sci-Fi
Horror
Thriller
Mystery
Whodunnit
LGBTQ+ (anything queer, especially MLM)
Childrenโs Books
Young Adult
Comic Books
Manga
Anime
Video Games
Geek Fandom
In addition to original fiction, I also read for fanfiction and erotica/NSFW content.
SERVICES OFFERED
Write-Up
No, not like when you get in trouble at work! (You wonโt get in trouble, I promise.) In academic terms, think of the write up or a full-sensitivity read as a peer-reviewed work, vetted by those with the expertise in the relevant experience(s).
This is the simplest service I offer. I read your work and write-up my thoughts. This includes areas I think you did well, and areas of improvement.
The content contained within the edits are suggestions, not expectations for change, and it is ultimately your work and your decision as to whether or not to incorporate the feedback.
Turn-around time is usually two weeks, but depending on the length or requested turn around time, this is subject to change.
Quicker requested turn-arounds are subject to a 1.25x to 1.5x multiplier, depending on how soon you would like the material returned with my notes.
I work on a half upfront, half upon completion payment model, via PayPal only. You can pay in full upfront, if you so desire.
The price for this is $0.007 USD/word.
Sensitivity Reading
The fact that youโre even here indicates your desire to do right by the marginalized communities represented in your work. That shows your intentions are good, and I would be delighted to help make your literary dreams come true.
You will receive in-line comments and feedback as I read through your piece, as well as a detailed Editorโs Letter, explaining areas of strength and pin-pointing areas of improvement, as well as suggestions for how to resolve any issues raised.
As always, the feedback are ultimately only suggestions as opposed to expectations, and you are free to choose what you take away from the feedback provided.
Turn-around time is usually two weeks, but depending on the length or requested turn around time, this is subject to change. Quicker requested turn-arounds are subject to a 1.25x to 1.5x multiplier, depending on how soon you would like the material returned with my notes.
I work on a half upfront, half upon completion payment model, via PayPal only. You can pay in full upfront, if you so desire.
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would aiming for $1500 - $2000 for appliances and furniture be outrageously insane of me, or does that sound like it would make sense for a first time apartment where we have to acquire everything for the first time?
the closed mouth doesn't get fed, and even the mother forgets the child who doesn't speak up, soooo...lemme try my luck while i've bamboozled myself into feeling i'm worth it/deserve to have a nice home, before i second-guess and talk myself out of it and think i'm not worth the scum on the bottom of a bootlicker's gooch.
$0/$2,000 - P*yP*l - Ko-Fi
This is my first time living on my own (with a roommate) in a place that IS ours, not temporary, so we're building a life from scratch. The place is small, but we're gonna make it feel safe. Anything you can spare, for what I hope sincerely is the last time, will get us sorted and then Life (and Health) and Getting Better can follow from there.
I also just wanted to say...thank you to everyone who's helped us finally come home, whether that's through reblogging my posts, or donating what you could, or even just smiling and wishing us well in your thoughts and prayers. I sincerely, truly, deeply appreciate each and every one of you, and I read and love every note attached to donations or left in tags. Thank you. I love you all so much. ๐ฅน๐ฉท
would aiming for $1500 - $2000 for appliances and furniture be outrageously insane of me, or does that sound like it would make sense for a first time apartment where we have to acquire everything for the first time?
the closed mouth doesn't get fed, and even the mother forgets the child who doesn't speak up, soooo...lemme try my luck while i've bamboozled myself into feeling i'm worth it/deserve to have a nice home, before i second-guess and talk myself out of it and think i'm not worth the scum on the bottom of a bootlicker's gooch.
$0/$2,000 - P*yP*l - Ko-Fi
This is my first time living on my own (with a roommate) in a place that IS ours, not temporary, so we're building a life from scratch. The place is small, but we're gonna make it feel safe. Anything you can spare, for what I hope sincerely is the last time, will get us sorted and then Life (and Health) and Getting Better can follow from there.
I also just wanted to say...thank you to everyone who's helped us finally come home, whether that's through reblogging my posts, or donating what you could, or even just smiling and wishing us well in your thoughts and prayers. I sincerely, truly, deeply appreciate each and every one of you, and I read and love every note attached to donations or left in tags. Thank you. I love you all so much. ๐ฅน๐ฉท
would aiming for $1500 - $2000 for appliances and furniture be outrageously insane of me, or does that sound like it would make sense for a first time apartment where we have to acquire everything for the first time?
the closed mouth doesn't get fed, and even the mother forgets the child who doesn't speak up, soooo...lemme try my luck while i've bamboozled myself into feeling i'm worth it/deserve to have a nice home, before i second-guess and talk myself out of it and think i'm not worth the scum on the bottom of a bootlicker's gooch.
$0/$2,000 - P*yP*l - Ko-Fi
This is my first time living on my own (with a roommate) in a place that IS ours, not temporary, so we're building a life from scratch. The place is small, but we're gonna make it feel safe. Anything you can spare, for what I hope sincerely is the last time, will get us sorted and then Life (and Health) and Getting Better can follow from there.
I also just wanted to say...thank you to everyone who's helped us finally come home, whether that's through reblogging my posts, or donating what you could, or even just smiling and wishing us well in your thoughts and prayers. I sincerely, truly, deeply appreciate each and every one of you, and I read and love every note attached to donations or left in tags. Thank you. I love you all so much. ๐ฅน๐ฉท
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would aiming for $1500 - $2000 for appliances and furniture be outrageously insane of me, or does that sound like it would make sense for a first time apartment where we have to acquire everything for the first time?
the closed mouth doesn't get fed, and even the mother forgets the child who doesn't speak up, soooo...lemme try my luck while i've bamboozled myself into feeling i'm worth it/deserve to have a nice home, before i second-guess and talk myself out of it and think i'm not worth the scum on the bottom of a bootlicker's gooch.
$0/$2,000 - P*yP*l - Ko-Fi
This is my first time living on my own (with a roommate) in a place that IS ours, not temporary, so we're building a life from scratch. The place is small, but we're gonna make it feel safe. Anything you can spare, for what I hope sincerely is the last time, will get us sorted and then Life (and Health) and Getting Better can follow from there.
I also just wanted to say...thank you to everyone who's helped us finally come home, whether that's through reblogging my posts, or donating what you could, or even just smiling and wishing us well in your thoughts and prayers. I sincerely, truly, deeply appreciate each and every one of you, and I read and love every note attached to donations or left in tags. Thank you. I love you all so much. ๐ฅน๐ฉท
would aiming for $1500 - $2000 for appliances and furniture be outrageously insane of me, or does that sound like it would make sense for a first time apartment where we have to acquire everything for the first time?
the closed mouth doesn't get fed, and even the mother forgets the child who doesn't speak up, soooo...lemme try my luck while i've bamboozled myself into feeling i'm worth it/deserve to have a nice home, before i second-guess and talk myself out of it and think i'm not worth the scum on the bottom of a bootlicker's gooch.
$0/$2,000 - P*yP*l - Ko-Fi
This is my first time living on my own (with a roommate) in a place that IS ours, not temporary, so we're building a life from scratch. The place is small, but we're gonna make it feel safe. Anything you can spare, for what I hope sincerely is the last time, will get us sorted and then Life (and Health) and Getting Better can follow from there.
I also just wanted to say...thank you to everyone who's helped us finally come home, whether that's through reblogging my posts, or donating what you could, or even just smiling and wishing us well in your thoughts and prayers. I sincerely, truly, deeply appreciate each and every one of you, and I read and love every note attached to donations or left in tags. Thank you. I love you all so much. ๐ฅน๐ฉท