HE'S A SHORT FAT MIDDLE AGED DUDE

I couldn’t decide which colouring I liked best

So like she gets the recordings and realizes Yao and Ilyukina are dead before he wakes up so he’s got no pilot, no engineer, and no memories.

And then you also have to remember that the EXISTENCE of these recordings and the fact they were accompanied by the Taumoeba means that an amnesticized Grace somehow managed to save earth without a pilot or engineer and shoddy memory that only vaguely gives him enough to work with as he works.

it’s genuinely so disappointing reading stuff regarding our “lack of desire” when the main reason we haven’t given up yet is because we want to shift! like, don’t go and turn someone struggling to shift into some kind of proof that they don’t want it enough

also. it doesn’t matter if you actually enjoy your life here. like, i wouldn’t say my life is perfect, but it’s not bad either. but that doesn’t change a thing. because no matter what your life looks like, the fact that you’re still here after years of trying says more about your desire than your lack of it. it’s enough proof that you do want to shift. not because we have to prove anything to anyone

that literally force and corner my brain into accepting my desires are inevitable to play out in the 3d.

the only reason i feel doubt, anxiety, twisting suffocating feeling in my chest is because my brain senses the 3d shifting. obviously it might happen right after affirming/deciding on something, because the 3d shifts instantly. and i also decided my 3d fully conforms within 3 hours, so that's on par.

whatever i'm visualizing, daydreaming, creating scenarios about is an inevitable preview of what is about to happen in the 3d. (does not apply to intrusive ones, of course)

not wanting something is more than enough for me to not experience it. wanting something is more than enough for me to indeed experience it

i don't give two shits how i feel or what i think, if i want it, i'm getting it. let me repeat that: I DON'T GIVE TWO SHITS HOW I FEEL OR WHAT I THINK, IF I WANT IT I'M GETTING IT, BECAUSE IT IS ALREADY MINE AND ALREADY BELONGS TO ME.

no matter how "impossible" it is, no matter how "silly" it seems, if i desire to experience it i am fucking experiencing it no matter what.

plan b does not exist. there is only one reality, one destination, one sole outcome. and that is the one i decided on.

i don't need more posts. i don't need more videos. i don't need more information. if i want it, IT IS HAPPENING PERIOD.

no matter what i see, no matter what i hear, no matter what i think, no matter how i feel, no matter who else wants it, i'm always getting exactly what i want, because it already belongs to me, there is no competition i am the sole queen of my reality, not anyone or anything else.

again, I DO NOT GIVE A SHIT. I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK. I DO NOT GIVE ONE SINGLE FLYING FUCK. I DO NOT GIVE A RAT'S ASS HOW "UNREALISTIC" IT SEEMS. IF I WANT IT, I AM GETTING IT. I AM EXPERIENCING IT. BECAUSE I SAID SO. ego, go take a fucking nap bitch.

❀࿐favorite moments from my mha dr

: ̗̀➛ Getting boba after school

At this point me and the class 1-A have a tradition to get boba every friday after class. In my dr there's a really cute boba cafe close to Ua and I swear it's ALWAYS packed with students after school cuz the boba is soooo affordable and actually good!!

: ̗̀➛ Art club hang outs

In my dr, students from any sector can join any after school clubs. Even tho we are usually encouraged not to join any of them as usual the hero course students are always overworked. I still went my way out and joined the art club, and I kid u not! I'm so glad I joined the club!! Both Yui and Ibara from class 1-B are there along with Momo as well. I initially wanted to get close with them so I'm happy we're in the same club(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) they're so nice too!

: ̗̀➛ Dinner at Bakugo's house

Sounds CRAZY ik!! Even I was surprised. The thing is after the sports festival there was a parents meeting held in every class in my dr(I don't think it was cannon tho...) and Bakugo's mum being the true diva she is, decided to invite all the students she saw her son interacting with😭. She invited Izuku, Ida, Kirishima, Mina, Denki and me. She wanted to invite todoroki as well but Bakugo crashed out so hard that she ended up not inviting him😭

: ̗̀➛ Trying on dresses with Aoyama

As I mentioned earlier in my dr we have tons of after school clubs so natural Aoyama decided to join the fashion club(obviously). He constantly shows off his works to us and even made me and Mina try on and model a few of the dresses he made😭

: ̗̀➛ Denki failing to cheat on the math test

The thing about this moment is, I remember watching a shifting success story here before I shifted and there the girl was talking about her mha dr, she mentioned Denki failing to cheat and I thought that was so funny but I didn't think much of it. But guess what!! In my dr that fool did the same thing! He literally wrote the answers on his palm before the answer. But when he wanted to ask a question he literally raised the SAME HAND showing off his cheat sheet to the whole class and Mr Aizawa 😭😭

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Now, somehow, their entire mental health is based on the continued life and happiness of this fairground goldfish that they picked up.

Neither of you know the first thing about how to care for even a healthy fish. This fish has been poorly cared for, has multiple diseases and the person who handed it over explicitly didn't expect it to live nearly as long as it already has.

You're frantically googling how to set up a fish tank, where to buy fish food, can you even take a fish to the vet? Your partner wants you to know that they're happy they made it home and survived their horrific ordeal, but also that if anything happens to the fish then they're going to kill everyone on this planet and then themself.

You're honestly wondering if you're even helping the fish, or just prolonging its suffering, but your partner will only accept medical help for their many injuries or engage in basic self-care once they're confident that the fish is being looked after.

So you get a tank. You set up a filter and all that stuff. You learn way more than you ever wanted to know about water temperature and ph and nitrate levels. The fish is safe. You start to develop some affection for the little guy. Your partner begins to recover. The fish begins to recover.

Which is when you learn that in its 'healthy' state, the fish regularly refuses to sleep when tired, keeps begging for food that is obviously unhealthy for it (and struggling to eat the food that you do provide because “it tastes gross”), and continually tries to persuade your partner to take it out of its nice safe tank so it can go explore the wonderful world of Outside, where the slightest mishap will kill it instantly.

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