. ݁₊ ⊹ enya ₊ ݁˖ ⊹

not because i feel guilty about leaving this reality behind, but because this reality is what feels most familiar. it’s like i’m holding on to every little thing here, even though none of it is important at all!

because every time i decide to shift, there’s another plan that feels more important, or sometimes, “i’m not so sure of this thing i scripted. i might want to adjust it, or add something else?”

i also realized that i don’t have to permashift right away. i can simply shift to my better cr a few times, use it as a little break from here and get familiar with everything. then, every time i come back here, i’ll naturally start to realize that my new life isn’t more complicated to experience than being here. like, i literally feel way better now knowing i don’t have to permashift first thing lol

i can also treat it as a kind of “test reality.” basically fuck around and find out lmao. i don’t think anything will go wrong btw, it’s just a way for me to experience it and see if there’s anything i want to change, add, or adjust before actually staying there for good. like, does it make sense for our family to own a cabin only to visit it like once every summer lol? and is stranger things 5 actually better bye..

⋆𐙚 ̊. it doesn’t matter how you say your affirmations

starting your affirmation with “i’m going to,” “i will,” or even “i want” does not keep your desire in the future and it doesn’t mean you’re in that fuckass state of lack.

who even came up with that? i see those statements being repeated all the time as if certain affirmations are somehow more affective than other affirmations. ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

what some of you don’t seem to get is that affirmations are literally just words. wow, shocking. the universe or whatever isn’t sitting there scanning every affirmation you say to make sure you’re doing it correctly.

“oh, what do we have here? i will shift. nope! wrong wording! they can’t say that. manifestation denied.” like, please people. stand the fuck up.

you’re doubting your words instead of trusting your intention behind the affirmation, because words don’t have any special power or meaning unless you give them a meaning. that’s why it doesn’t matter what you say or how you say it.

like, you can literally affirm “i will go home” and have the same effect as saying “i will shift.” because you know what home means in that context. it doesn’t mean home as in your house here, it means your dr because that’s the meaning you’ve given it. the words aren’t what matters, your intention is.

if i affirm “i’m going to wake up as enya dale,” my intention isn’t “i hope this happens someday in the future!” no, my intention is that i’m going to wake up in my dr once i fall asleep tonight, because i know what i mean when i say it.

same thing as the present tense “i have shifted.” the core idea is the same. you’re affirming it because your intention is to experience your dr. it’s just said in a different font.

at the end of the day, how you choose to affirm is based on your own preference and what feels right to you. but don’t go around and claim that present affirmations are the only way, because you genuinely sound stupid. “we’re limitless!” until something doesn’t align with you lol. yes, i’m lowkey irritated because this has been bothering me for a while. ˘³˘

affirming in present tense has never really clicked for me the same way future tense does, because that’s simply my preference and what makes most sense to me! i’m not going to use a different wording because user loa123 decided that present tense is the best and most affective way. and neither should you.

the universe, your subconscious, consciousness or whatever you prefer to call it, genuinely doesn’t care how you phrase your affirmation lol. it doesn’t keep it in the future, please know that.

what actually matters is that you know what you mean, because you know the intention behind your words. simple.

don’t use a certain tense just because it worked for someone else. what feels comfortable to them might not feel the same way to you. ditch anything that doesn’t feel right! you’re not affirming to please the crowd because this is not a group project lol.

your affirmations should make sense to you, not anyone else.

then out of nowhere i thought of this, “you know what to do. think of me.”

it’s genuinely so disappointing reading stuff regarding our “lack of desire” when the main reason we haven’t given up yet is because we want to shift! like, don’t go and turn someone struggling to shift into some kind of proof that they don’t want it enough

also. it doesn’t matter if you actually enjoy your life here. like, i wouldn’t say my life is perfect, but it’s not bad either. but that doesn’t change a thing. because no matter what your life looks like, the fact that you’re still here after years of trying says more about your desire than your lack of it. it’s enough proof that you do want to shift. not because we have to prove anything to anyone

”a step backwards is still part of the dance, and it gives you room to make a bigger leap.”

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ vsco summers

ever since summer 2019, vsco has basically become a summer tradition. as soon as june starts to get close, everyone jokes that the vsco girls are defrosting lol! but in a good way wink

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ jellycats

everything is way cheaper in my reality, so why not buy every piece of jellycat i can find :,) it’s a tradition between me and my girlfriends that we’re gifting each other a new jellycat every birthday and christmas

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ baby lips

so nostalgic! i mainly wanted these to be popular again because i had a favorite baby lip that disappeared and i still haven’t found it pls. i’ve had fomo ever since lmao

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ digital cameras

how fun to capture moments with a digital camera! then uploading them to photos, sharing it with my friends and printing it out for my album <3

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ children are still playing with petshops

they still play with toys in general, but specifically lps because i need every child to experience that