things i adore about him because i will never shut up about this man
he's a literal child at heart. full of whimsy. so idealistic, never realistic, at least not in the societal sense of what realistic means, and that was one of the core things that connected us. he always finds a way to make even the worst situations into pure light. rain never cancels our plans, he says it just molds them into something new.
he quite literally is a slave to the rhythm. when he's practicing and rehearsing, singing, dancing, your breath is genuinely knocked out of your lungs because of how much of his heart and soul is into what he's doing. whatever he does, he does it because he loves it - never for attention or for the fame. he is pure genuinity.
he always wants me to watch. he does a lot to impress me, and when he's finished rehearsing, he always jogs back to me, wiping sweat off his temples asking me "did you see that?! DID YOU SEE THAT!! DID YOU LIKE IT!!" like a little kid. it's the cutest thing ever.
during human nature, when he sings "see that girl? she knows i'm watching. she likes the way i stare," he has his eyes on me the entire time he sings that line. yes mike, i do like the way you stare LKJSFDLJDLFJS
whenever he's won an award, or he's nominated or anything, he always makes it about me. he starts everything off with "it's all because of my wife".
his love for animals... ugh. as someone who's dream job was a vet as a child, i love being with someone who adores animals. he always gets them from rescue centers, especially endangered species like tiger cubs and always makes sure neverland has space for them.
i love his eyes. he's definitely peter pan at heart, but when i look at his face all i see his bambi. he will always have the prettiest eyes i've ever seen - you can't even see his pupils. that's how dark his eyes are. even in bright lighting or the sun it's hard to tell where his pupils are. and when he lines them with that eyeliner... god he really is the most handsome and prettiest man i've seen, at the same time. sometimes i'll do his eyeliner, i'll insist and he'll let me but most of the time i'm admiring his features. his brows, his eyelids, every little texture and pore on his skin, idc. i love it all.
his love for horror stuff. i got him into five nights at freddy's and creepypasta. he thinks my humor is out of pocket, he definitely questions the stuff i laugh at (my humor is pure brainrot and stupid shit btw lmfao) but i find him laughing and getting into whatever i'm into, always. he started watching those dumb fnaf gameplays with me!! even suggested we get fnaf vr LOL!
the way he fathers our daughter. god he is so, so painfully gentle with her. spoils tf out of her so i have to step up and be kind of the "stricter" parent lol, but every time i see her in his lap, or when she tells him about the lore of her dolls my heart melts. he's bought her a toy castle literally her size, life-sized and regular sized dolls of every disney princess you can name. all the way from snow white to elsa and anna.
we sing together sometimes to our daughter. i sing the lullaby from barbie as the island princess to her. then he'll sing his own to her. the first time i sang he was so shocked because he didn't know i also sing. i just don't do it professionally, more so for fun lol. but i'll have to do it professionally because i'm playing rapunzel in tangled soon.
(nsfw) he's so slow, gentle and soft. always asking "is this okay?", always asking if i want him to stop (i never do lol), but he's not like a super rough, manhandling tough guy who uses you. he just gets desperate and very passionate, but he's so so afraid to accidentally hurt me.
when he's nervous he'll put his hand in his pockets if he has any and look at the ground, then back at me, then at the ground. he stutters a bit, his voice goes up a notch and his face is pure pink.
he. is. obsessed. with. me. he never leaves my side lol. sometimes it's annoying but he does respect my space. the times where he's clingy, he will physically cling onto me, lol
i just love how much he loves children in general. he's like a second dad or at least a big brother to many many other children, and they trust him so much. i also adore children - i have so many in my family that look up to me, that always want to talk or play with me so the children in neverland are just like that for me. that's another big thing that connected us - our love for children, and that's kind of why we decided to settle a little early and have children. we still have our careers of course but he and i are really happy we decided to have our first at 23 and 25 even though that's a bit young.
he's so random sometimes lmaooooo, he'll just be up one morning like "let's go to chuck e cheese!" our daughter loves it there, also in my dr the animatronics still exist which makes it a lot more fun for us (our daughter doesn't like them tho lol), but he will literally just plan a chuck e cheese date. it'll be closed and rented just for us for that night.
his nicknames for me.. angelface, my queen, baby, my girl. when he's talking to other people, he almost always refers to me as "my wife".
i speak around four languages in my dr: english, urdu, arabic and turkish. i've done interviews with him and sometimes the interviewer will be a native urdu, arabic or turkish speaker, and their english may not be good so i'll easily slip into those languages. and i can always feel his gaze burning into the side of my face when i'm not speaking english. he loves hearing me speak another language, he gets absolutely mesmerized and of course the tabloids and fans will make super hyper focused edits on that lol. especially when i join him sometimes on his tour, he'll be in a middle eastern country, or in istanbul, or somewhere in india so he relies on me to translate lol
don't mistake him for the not-jealous or not-possessive type! he doesn't show it right away externally, but his expressions are there. he contains them very well but you can see it on his face. a turkish actor (sukru ozyildiz!!!!!!) met me and we conversed in turkish since english isn't his first language and michael was a little upset that day.. whoops
i love how open and unafraid he is to be vulnerable with me. he isn't afraid to tell me his deepest darkest fears, he's opened up to me about his childhood more than he ever will, he isn't afraid to cry or curl up next to me. i love that he's so open and i love being there for him
he's a little cheesy!! i was watching him perform from backstage once, our daughter was being looked after our nanny (also backstage) and she has a tiny pair of lavender headphones to protect her little ears. but even though he was literally aware billions of people were in the crowd watching him, screaming his name, he kept repeatedly looking back at me. everyone kind of clocked that i was there, and then when the song ended he brought me on stage and spun me around, sung directly to me when he was performing i just can't stop loving you. god it was the cheesiest thing EVERRR, lowk a little cringe and i was so embarassed but i was burning bright RED on stage!! and of course it became a whole global sensation that people wouldn't stop talking about for months!
so just like how i watch him rehearse and perform sometimes, he'll come on my set and watch me act. for context i'm an actress and supermodel, my main project right now is shatter me in which i play juliette ferrars. he loves to come see the crew and cast, and by now everyone is used to him being there and they've gotten over the initial shock of the king of pop being right in front of them lol.
i say this in every post but i LOVEEE how he has saved folder on his private instagram and tiktok full of edits, compilations, fanart and fanmade memes of me lol!! people have turned some of my moments in interviews and lives into reaction memes HAHA and he has them saved. he's watched other stuff i've starred in, such as a medieval period drama i was in before shatter me
i love how outspoken he is. i scripted safety for him and myself so we're able to speak our mind on political stuff without getting silenced or cancelled.
signed, juliette ferrars of sector 45 / the mother of realities.
