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Operation Gluttony

why did you move the search button on mobile.

it’s felt like months to me actually, pretty sure it’s been years.

sorry I completely disappeared for a good while. I started college back in August and have been so busy since then I have not been active at all in any of the tumblr community shenanigans. As of now I don’t think I’ll have the time to be nearly as present as I was even during breaks, unfortunately just don’t have the time anymore. I do apologize again for abruptly disappearing and ghosting everyone. I might have time in the near future to show up now and again (although I have no idea where everyone is now), but in the meantime if any of you want to message here on tumblr or on discord I’d be happy to chat and catch up (if you want) with you all :)

so I was playing fireboy and watergirl earlier on cool math games, partially because I wanted to play it with my younger brother but I also just wanted to play it for myself.

While playing a few levels by myself, I realized that for me my gender is and all gender should really be in society is like fireboy and watergirl. Each have specific tasks, each work together in completing one goal, nothing is easier for the other party, and they both individual limitations. I am aware I’m reading way too much into this but this is my first tumblr vent since starting college I think so stay with me.

How I see my gender is the same as this concept, both have limitations. In my case being biologically a woman is..being biologically a woman.. menstrual cycles and all that comes with it, a body shape that I simultaneously am unhappy with but also can and do look good in/take pride in. Presenting as a man also has its limitations, I can’t do it in my own home and nor can I permanently change anything about myself (parents would question it).

I think of myself as both, which is weird saying that because I really don’t care in the grand scheme of things. I’m really just whatever because of society at this point, in my personal life I’ll just switch it up at random to whatever is more comedically appropriate and attuned to what I’m feeling in the moment (in referring to myself as gender), presentation wise I’ve done a great job of amassing a wardrobe that goes both ways (without being too obvious to my parents) and also no ways (androgynous).

To me gender is exactly what I pointed out above, each have specific tasks but at the same difficulty level, working together to complete one goal, and they each have a similar but also individual limitations. To me this is also how it SHOULD be in society, abolish different gender activities and the godforsaken pink tax.