#3am thoughts

younger!bf who loves hearing just how good he’s being and how perfect he is for you

younger!bf who’s equally submissive as he is dominant, who can take control or give it up freely, who decides how he wants to act based on what you’re feeling and what you need today

“tell me what you need today baby”

“we don’t have to do anything at all”

“we can just cuddle, or i can leave you alone if you need some space”

“you can take control, own me if that’s what you want”

“whatever you’d like, pretty girl”

younger!bf who goes down on you like it’s exam day and he’s been studying all week to make sure he nails it

younger!bf who begs for every touch, every taste, any little piece of yourself that you’ll allow him

“please, i’ve been waiting for you all day”

pretty eyes staring up at you, waiting patiently for you to allow him some of your time

younger!bf who moans and whimpers so prettily while you tease him. your nails running over his chest and nowhere else is torture but he’ll take anything he can get from you. utterly obsessed.

younger!bf who breathes you in, who embarrasses you by how deeply entranced he is by your cunt

muffled between your thighs “everything, you’re everything”

“i could die here”

“i can’t remember my life without you here, a goddess walking the earth” he says it with a joking tone but the adoration in his eyes is almost frighteningly intense.

it would be frightening if you didn’t feel the exact same way about him

younger!bf who’s an overachiever, who takes care of you, who wants to make sure you’re beyond satisfied, to say screw you to anyone who underestimated your relationship with him, to anyone who said he wasn’t mature enough or man enough for you

younger!bf who knows just how to twist his words to make sure he gets what he wants

“c’mon, one more for me baby please, i know you can do it” “just cum one more time for me”

“don’t you think i deserve another one gorgeous? you told me you’d always tell me when i was doing good, show me please”

its never just once more

younger!bf who talks you through it, who knows how to be commanding when that’s what you need from him, who knows how to let you shut your brain off and just follow instructions

*over the phone* “i know it was tough today, do you just want to stay on the line with me? i’ll be back tomorrow night” — “of course i’ll help you pretty girl, just lay back for me and listen to my voice yeah?”

younger!bf who above all prioritises your safety and how you’re feeling

“i know you’re tired baby, but you promised me one more”

“remind me of your safe words beautiful, c’mon you know what they are, tell me what they mean”

“okay so you know your safe words, traffic lights pretty girl, you can tap out whenever you like, don’t be afraid to use them, i won’t be mad i promise”

“give me a colour baby, can you give me another one?”

a shaky nod, a breathy exhale

“words for me beautiful”

‘green’ “ohh my perfect girl, you’re too good to me” a stroke of your hair, a kiss on your forehead, before he’s back between your legs, thighs clasped around his head, suffocating him, allowing himself to be suffocated, you trying to muffle your moans, biting down on your own hand before he snatches it from you, entwining it with his own and puppeting your other hand to grasp onto his hair

younger!bf who says everything outright because who has time to be coy

“harder baby”

“pull it like you mean it”

younger!bf who surprises himself every-time with just how loud he is when you finally do listen, tugging at his hair and inciting something deep within him. every-time.

younger!bf who will spend the early am’s running you a bath, shampooing your hair, and changing the sheets while you’re still hazy from the countless “just one more for me”s he managed to pull out of you

younger!bf who loses himself in you and welcomes it every-time