╰┈> you can also call me ian or corvid, but i lovee nicknames (please don't call me dori if you're not a friend or mutual though)! i'm a minor, but i won't share my exact age, please don't ask. ✮ i'm a whole lot of things, so you should keep on reading!!
˙ . ꒷ 🫀 . 𖦹˙— what's my blog about?
most of my stuff is either shitposting and random thoughts of mine or fandom. i might also share some of my art at some point, as i like writing, sewing, and playing music!! ✮ i LOVEE asks, please send em in if you'd like. i also have no dni, but some of my stances will be later in the post
we're not done!! more under here ˋ°•*⁀➷
˙ . ꒷ 🫀 . 𖦹˙— rules and stances
>> i'm nuanceship (pin link bcs i couldn't find def anywhere else :/), and normally kinda uncomfortable with interacting with people super strongly on both sides first. feel free to interact with me though, if you do so i'll do so back!!
>> i'm radinculous. i simply block most rqs, but not all, as some rqs seem to not actually be rqs and just identify as such for a multitude of reasons. no I will not be elaborating. if you see a post of me talking about being neu rq, it's 'cause i was misinformed about the community and identified as such.
>> i'm STRONGLY pro endo and pro willo, as i'm a part of a mixed origin system. more about us will be later, though.
>> i'm anti-harrassment.
>> any questions will likely be answered, and if i'm uncomfortable i'll let you know!! don't be afraid to ask me ANYTHING
>> nothing super nsfw please. again, i'm a minor both bodily and mentally.
>> i follow back MOST of the time if you post stuff i'm interested in. please don't take offense if i don't. however, if i don't follow you back and you STILL want to be moots, feel free to send in an ask :]
>> PLEASE spam like, comment, wtvr if you'd like (as long as it's not like. the same comment over and over. don't do that.) !! i LOVE it
˙ . ꒷ 🫀 . 𖦹˙— more about me
i'm the core of a mixed origin system, and will likely be posting about that a bit!! other folks are also planning on getting their own blogs, and two of us already do!! check out @sysloser and @notlonely-anymore and be on the lookout for others!! i'm also an alterhuman, as are most (if not all) of us (to some degree). i'll probably change blog themes quite a bit,, just indecisive like that (it's probably bcs of the plurality but like whatever). i, myself, am a demifluid tboy (any prns,, and feel free to use neos too!!), and i also use various xenos that i LOVEE to collect. i'm also bi (sapphillean) and aroace spec (+ ambiamorous). holy labels. gulp. i'm also a shifter but i don't really post about that.
˙ . ꒷ 🫀 . 𖦹˙— fandoms
shows: tadc, agents of shield, the magnus archives, the magnus protocol (not technically shows but wtvr), gravity falls, the owl house, knights of guinevere, zombie stage, alien stage, she-ra, dr who (i literally just started this so um. yeah.)
movies/short films: mcu, project hail mary, dead poet's society, spirited away, howl's moving castle, superman (2025), atsv + itsv, i saw the tv glow, possibly in michigan, a quiet place, beetlejuice (i don't watch enough movies bro i NEED recs)
musicals: hamilton, beetlejuice, epic (not technically one but wtvr), hadestown, six, chicago
books: the spirit bares its teeth, compound fracture, the hunger games (whole series), riordanverse, hell followed with us
youtubers: kwite, with uh why, lynn saga, danny motta, one topic, eissocial, markiplier
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the idea that every summer will be as hot if not hotter than this for the rest of my life is unbearable i need to (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health) murder an oil executive
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elias got "promoted" the same year the spice girls released their first album and that makes me really sad. he never even got to listen to wannabe on full volume
i care btw. i care abt the song ur listening to or the bug u saw or how u just got outta the shower or how ur happily hanging out w ur friends or how ur kinda sad or how good was the meal u just had or ur fav character from an indie game nobody knows or if u chugged down some water. i always will
Martin is not kind to people he doesn't know. Or more specifically, to people whose suffering isn't in his immediate vicinity.
I've honestly been debating whether or not to post this, but I think it might be useful to hear. I think, as a fandom, we've gotten better at seeing Martin's cunning side, rather than seeing him as an innocent person who must be protected at all costs. But from what I've observed, most fans tend to characterize Martin as far kinder than he actually is, overlooking a lot of his flaws.
Let me be clear. Martin is absolutely kind to the people he cares about. Most of the actions Martin takes in the story are for Jon's sake, rather than his own. Granted, he can get possessive at times, he has horrible self-worth, and he blames himself for practically everything, but those are different topics.
Martin's whole thing is that he's nice. He's polite and helpful, awkward in a way that's meant to endear himself to you. This is a survival strategy he's developed due to trauma. Ultimately, when interacting with people Martin doesn't know, he's nice, but not kind. He doesn't actually care about these people, even if he pretends that he does out of some sort of moral obligation. And he especially doesn't care about theoretical suffering. I have several examples of this. Spoilers for seasons 4 and 5 of the podcast.
In MAG 158, during the scene between Martin and Jonah in the Panopticon, Jonah remarks that Martin doesn't care about what happens to the rest of the Institute staff. This could be Jonah trying to mess with Martin, but Jonah has always preferred awful truths to lies. And The Lonely only amplifies Martin's sense of indifference. It doesn't manufacture it.
In MAG 187, Jon says that if Martin saw Helen's victims up close, he might try to get Jon to smite her. The key here is that Martin's already aware of Helen's victims. He knows that Helen is evil, but she's helpful and nice, so Martin likes her. Thus, Martin is able to wave away the idea of theoretical people suffering, purposefully ignoring it so it doesn't interfere with his sense of justice. Martin is like Basira in this way.
In MAG 196, we see Martin taking book breaks while walking with Annabelle to Hilltop Road. This is partly to allow Jon to catch up and partly to let the suffering people around him have a break. But when the topic turns to Salesa and his death, we get this conversation.
And that's the crux of the matter. Martin didn't know them, so he's able to wave away the suffering caused by someone he has a positive opinion of. If Martin had simply heard of Jon hunting rather than directly hearing a statement from one of Jon's victims, I doubt he would've interfered.
This all comes to a head in MAG 199. Martin is a firm supporter for spreading the Fears to other realities. However, he only brings up saving the world as an afterthought. His primary concern is and has always been Jon and his well-being. He doesn't want Jon to sacrifice himself, even if thousands of other universes are sacrificed in the process.
Essentially, Martin tries simplifying things into black and white. If something doesn't fit into this framework, he ignores it until it's right in front of him. Martin tries to operate by society's sense of morality, but ends up abandoning it to protect the people he cares about. He's a hypocrite and he knows it. But even if it means dooming everyone else, he'll do whatever it takes to save Jon.
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ALSO..some more masturbation facts about me. theres a nonsexual scene in a book where a kid gets spanked for some reason. it was set in like the 40s and he was in a boarding school i forget. but i think i either misread the scene . or maybr the author actually did write this and theyre just fucking weird. and i thought the protag got hit (with like a ruler or something). on the penis instead of on the arse. and i remember my 11 year old brain being like. i wonder why i think that would feel good.
and so my first ever "experiment" with masturbation was. slapping my dick with a ruler. and when that felt good. my first ever way of masturbating was. stacking heavy books on my penis. and then hitting the top book. so that the force was distributed down the series of books. into my penis. and of COURSE it didnt work i was punching books into my dick but it laid a strong foundation for a great gooning career . hey everyone PLEASE pretend you didnt read this post
stupendously coherent and high effort polished rendition of my awesome incredibly serious idea for an au subplot where jonah's eyeballs get scooped out and put in a jar in the breakroom fridge and elias himself handles the trauma of being like 45 suddenly and having everyone hate you and probably back pain too im not sure i haven't reached that age yet
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