and you burn inside my memories so well

there’s iris. iris is the baby she’s the bestest and she’s sooooo pretty and soooooo sweet she’s like the kindest oerson in the universe. she’s also innocent as fuck like she doesn’t understsnd half the jokes someof us make cause theyre all dirty lol.she’s not very good in like sxhool and it’s stessung her out a lot a lot a lot and. yeah. a lot of the teachers just assume she’s lazy which pisses me off so baddd like sOrry she isn’t working 10 times as hard as everyone else to get the same result. but she’s like really really nice.. deserves better friends than me tbh. deserves better overall

there’s. carl. carl is just um. I don’t fuckin know he’s ljke an asshole buf like he’s an asshole jn a nice way does that make sense. and anywag most of my friends don’t like him but I think they just don’t get him??? or maybe I’m just desperate and lonely and I’ll put up with anything

carl is uh like I’m 98% sure he’s queer in some form buf he says he isnf so I’m just gonna leave that there. he couldn’t really say tho because we’re in a hyper conservative school and he’s supposed to be one of the good kids

carl is really really really good at art. granted he goes for classes but like. he’s very good. he’s kinda the one who got me into drawing in the first place so like yeah yay. he *is* a bit of a dick sometimes about how good he is. not just in art in academics. but idk it feels like he’s idk overcompensating bc he actually hates half of the stuff he does and is kinda hard on himself??? also like he jhst has high standards for everything in general

idfk if he even consideres me a friend because i cant tell the differenve between joke and actual intent and vant read social signs for some reason. I mean I could ask him but noooooo

it could ve like??? friendly rivaltry???? we do jokingly bicker a lot and sometimes ljke. steal stuff. From each other. fhis js mostly me but I like do that to most of my feiends and he doesn’t complain so I’m guessing he’s fine also like ive seen him actually pissed and he doesn’t act like that with me?? I think

also we’re both friends with people who don’t get along tbe best with the other. buf carl just has made enemies of so many people that all of his friends are also friends with his enemies j think

then there’s zoe who I’m convinced hates me buf I don’t have any proof she just acts weird around me. and like idk what to do bc she’s friends with all of my kther friends except carl bc carl is like ThatTM so I can’t really say anything

there’s austin. austin is very close with zoe and iris. austin doesn’t like carl bht like ive never seen them actually seriously fight they just bicker over stupid things. theyre not friends tho

also!!!!! he likes heather by conan gray!!!! only irl who knows him which makes me soooooooooo happy

there’s iris. iris is the baby she’s the bestest and she’s sooooo pretty and soooooo sweet she’s like the kindest oerson in the universe. she’s also innocent as fuck like she doesn’t understsnd half the jokes someof us make cause theyre all dirty lol.she’s not very good in like sxhool and it’s stessung her out a lot a lot a lot and. yeah. a lot of the teachers just assume she’s lazy which pisses me off so baddd like sOrry she isn’t working 10 times as hard as everyone else to get the same result. but she’s like really really nice.. deserves better friends than me tbh. deserves better overall

there’s. carl. carl is just um. I don’t fuckin know he’s ljke an asshole buf like he’s an asshole jn a nice way does that make sense. and anywag most of my friends don’t like him but I think they just don’t get him??? or maybe I’m just desperate and lonely and I’ll put up with anything

carl is uh like I’m 98% sure he’s queer in some form buf he says he isnf so I’m just gonna leave that there. he couldn’t really say tho because we’re in a hyper conservative school and he’s supposed to be one of the good kids

carl is really really really good at art. granted he goes for classes but like. he’s very good. he’s kinda the one who got me into drawing in the first place so like yeah yay. he *is* a bit of a dick sometimes about how good he is. not just in art in academics. but idk it feels like he’s idk overcompensating bc he actually hates half of the stuff he does and is kinda hard on himself??? also like he jhst has high standards for everything in general

idfk if he even consideres me a friend because i cant tell the differenve between joke and actual intent and vant read social signs for some reason. I mean I could ask him but noooooo

it could ve like??? friendly rivaltry???? we do jokingly bicker a lot and sometimes ljke. steal stuff. From each other. fhis js mostly me but I like do that to most of my feiends and he doesn’t complain so I’m guessing he’s fine also like ive seen him actually pissed and he doesn’t act like that with me?? I think

also we’re both friends with people who don’t get along tbe best with the other. buf carl just has made enemies of so many people that all of his friends are also friends with his enemies j think

then there’s zoe who I’m convinced hates me buf I don’t have any proof she just acts weird around me. and like idk what to do bc she’s friends with all of my kther friends except carl bc carl is like ThatTM so I can’t really say anything

there’s austin. austin is very close with zoe and iris. austin doesn’t like carl bht like ive never seen them actually seriously fight they just bicker over stupid things. theyre not friends tho

there’s iris. iris is the baby she’s the bestest and she’s sooooo pretty and soooooo sweet she’s like the kindest oerson in the universe. she’s also innocent as fuck like she doesn’t understsnd half the jokes someof us make cause theyre all dirty lol.she’s not very good in like sxhool and it’s stessung her out a lot a lot a lot and. yeah. a lot of the teachers just assume she’s lazy which pisses me off so baddd like sOrry she isn’t working 10 times as hard as everyone else to get the same result. but she’s like really really nice.. deserves better friends than me tbh. deserves better overall

there’s. carl. carl is just um. I don’t fuckin know he’s ljke an asshole buf like he’s an asshole jn a nice way does that make sense. and anywag most of my friends don’t like him but I think they just don’t get him??? or maybe I’m just desperate and lonely and I’ll put up with anything

carl is uh like I’m 98% sure he’s queer in some form buf he says he isnf so I’m just gonna leave that there. he couldn’t really say tho because we’re in a hyper conservative school and he’s supposed to be one of the good kids

carl is really really really good at art. granted he goes for classes but like. he’s very good. he’s kinda the one who got me into drawing in the first place so like yeah yay. he *is* a bit of a dick sometimes about how good he is. not just in art in academics. but idk it feels like he’s idk overcompensating bc he actually hates half of the stuff he does and is kinda hard on himself??? also like he jhst has high standards for everything in general

idfk if he even consideres me a friend because i cant tell the differenve between joke and actual intent and vant read social signs for some reason. I mean I could ask him but noooooo

it could ve like??? friendly rivaltry???? we do jokingly bicker a lot and sometimes ljke. steal stuff. From each other. fhis js mostly me but I like do that to most of my feiends and he doesn’t complain so I’m guessing he’s fine also like ive seen him actually pissed and he doesn’t act like that with me?? I think

also we’re both friends with people who don’t get along tbe best with the other. buf carl just has made enemies of so many people that all of his friends are also friends with his enemies j think

then there’s zoe who I’m convinced hates me buf I don’t have any proof she just acts weird around me. and like idk what to do bc she’s friends with all of my kther friends except carl bc carl is like ThatTM so I can’t really say anything

there’s austin. austin is very close with zoe and iris. austin doesn’t like carl bht like ive never seen them actually seriously fight they just bicker over stupid things. theyre not friends tho