*insert transgender-coded mountain goats lyrics*

i need to bottle up my emotions forever but thats really unhealthy and itll hurt both me and my friends so i need to be open and honest about how i feel but if i say something wrong that will worry my friends so i need to bottle up my emotions forever but thats really unhealthy and itll hurt both me and my friends so i need to be open and honest about how i feel but if i say something wrong that will worry my friends so i n

girl with ptsd voice: hey, so something really bad is gonna happen, right? you guys are picking up on that too, yeah? The other shoe is about to drop, I just know it.

a real hurter can be hurt as fuck by things they dont even know

reading back through my blog to remember who i am supposed to be #normal

(Guy showing up to the ER with multiple bullet wounds) I'm such an attention whore. I should leave. So that I'm not taking away help from people who actually need it

Literally me in the ER because I had seizures

i feel like there is a sleep in me that needs to be slept but each time i sleep i don't sleep that sleep

there is a really stupid and embarrassing darkness inside of me

Harry du Bois would say this.