Call me Chaos! He/they, too old for this shit // I write smut and kink and also talk about writing // Fandom, fanfic & original fic // AO3 - Patreon - Medium
Figured it was time, the original one has just gotten too unwieldy to keep updated 😂 Also, I have some new shit on the go!
My links:
AO3 for all my fic - Patreon to support (but don't join right now, I'm on something of an unwilling writing hiatus) - Medium for original works
tumblrs: porn sideblog @horny-monkeyy - personal sideblog @deeper-into-the-chaos
My main tags and warnings:
So you can search or filter as you need, details below the cut xx
#chaosfic - my own writing.
#chaos answers and #chaos babbles - my ask replies or posts about my writing, fandom stuff, live read or watch reactions, and random thoughts.
#smut - explicit post content or link to a fic with explicit sexual content.
#(kink) - more hardcore than just smut, blanket tag for most kink, except for...
#omo - holding / wetting / desperation (it’s the pee content folks; and sometimes it's just #p/iss); and also...
#in/cest - pretty self-explanatory.
#its TMI time - real life sex and kink topics (whether my own or in an ask).
#dark fic - heavy non-con (the DDNE level stuff), or angsty/whumpy major character death, etc.
I tag posts by their fandom, and by ship and/or individual characters as applicable. I'm pretty good about tagging consistently for spoilers or by season / book / etc. when it's for newer stuff!
When it's not about #fandom, #writing, or #writer problems, I tag it as #random. Or #cats. I like cats. And also #polls.
Also, just FYI, I rarely bother using tumblr's mature content post thingy. I don't trust them not to just nuke anything helpfully self-flagged for Mature Themes one day 🙃
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kaladin and szeth do have a few things in common. for one thing they are both people who, when asked what their "body count" is, would start listing people they've killed
[image description: tags reading "#except kaladin would be like 'it's impossible to determine a number... battle is so chaotic... does any soldier know the true count of the #lives he has taken at war? how cheaply we hold men's lives that we can kill them and not even know the weight of what we've destroyed' #and szeth would be like 'i've killed 10535 people and each one is a nail i'm driving directly into my eye 👍' #then whoever asked the question is like 'i mean how many people have you slept with' and they're both like 'oh, zero' #stormlight archive #szeth son son vallano #kaladin stormblessed". End description]
Rated Explicit, 7000 words. Ed/various Type 1-6 Negative Investiture Entities and a dragon. Also Ed & Dusk, Ed & Chrysalis, Ed & Starling. Spoilers for Isles of the Emberdark. Summary: Ed comes to realize he has a vore fetish, and like a true academic, explores the possibilities.
A little Teen-rated snippet below the cut:
In his mind’s eye, he looks up, and up, and up, to this tower of a being. He almost can’t make sense of it, it’s so huge; and in the weird horizon of Shadesmar, he can’t help feel that this thing belongs here way more than he does.
He remembers Starling’s description of how this thing hates. Not really self-aware, but conscious, enough to know that it wants to consume every living thing, because something living had splintered it.
He feels like an ant staring up at a human, a human with hate in their heart. Someone who just wants to kill because they think you are a scourge to be eliminated.
Ed feels his heart beat in his chest; his precious life that he only has one of. A life that could be snuffed out at the whim of this giant. His hand lingers on his chest, fingers twitching.
okay, let's poll-write some silly smut together!!! 🍾 And yes I am absolutely making this entire approach up as I go along, I have no idea where it will wind up, so we'll find out if it works 😅
Starting the ride off with...
who's finally gotten a few minutes to himself to jack off?
a series of screenshots of John Oliver explaining "Our main story tonight concerns AI. It saves significant time writing emails, and all it costs us is everything else on Earth."
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Moon Joy June artists!
This is the second week of Moon Joy June, and the prompt is “Moon.” If you’re an artist looking for some inspiration, we have a treat for you: four new and previously unseen images from our Artemis II mission!
All four of these images were captured on April 6, 2026, during flight day 6 of the mission, when the four astronauts aboard the Orion spacecraft conducted the lunar flyby of their ten-day journey. During the lunar flyby, NASA astronauts Reid Wiseman, Victor Glover, and Christina Koch, and Canadian Space Agency astronaut Jeremy Hansen captured photographs and collected scientific observations of the Moon in meticulous detail.
You can find more images from the lunar flyby here.
If you’re feeling inspired to make some art dedicated to our celestial neighbor, you can share your creations on Tumblr with the #ArtemisArtShow hashtag!
Save the banner below (or create your own - or just do text!) and use it for your own post.
Share something that you're working on. A draft, a snippet, an idea you're currently vibing with. Give the people a peek behind the curtain. AND/OR
Share a work in progress from someone else that you're excited about. Talk about what you're looking forward to or hoping for. Give the creator a shout out or a pep talk. AND/OR
Tell a creator directly that you love their WIP and why you love it - either in a comment or an ask or in tags on a post.
BONUS: share a prompt that you're never going to fill yourself (for whatever reason) and tell folks to run with it.
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okay, let's poll-write some silly smut together!!! 🍾 And yes I am absolutely making this entire approach up as I go along, I have no idea where it will wind up, so we'll find out if it works 😅
Starting the ride off with...
who's finally gotten a few minutes to himself to jack off?
okay, let's poll-write some silly smut together!!! 🍾 And yes I am absolutely making this entire approach up as I go along, I have no idea where it will wind up, so we'll find out if it works 😅
Starting the ride off with...
who's finally gotten a few minutes to himself to jack off?
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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Anya is LIVE right now
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So we all talk about being in fandoms for things that are charmingly bad, and being able to acknowledge that they’re charmingly bad. But of course some people are in fandoms for things that are Actually Amazing. There are people out there who write fanfiction for The Best Science Fiction Novel Of The Twentieth Century. Or who draw fanart exclusively of The Best Movie of All Time. And there are even more people who are in fandoms for things that are Actually Pretty Good, which is not quite amazing but is closer to it than to Charmingly Bad.
And sometimes, you have a string of fandoms that are Actually Pretty Good. And the danger of this—the very great danger—is that when you have a string of Actually Pretty Good and even Actually Amazing obsessions, you start to believe that maybe you have taste. Perhaps you are now immune to the indignities of losing it over something mostly bad.
And then it is shattering to discover that no, bad things can still stick a fork in your brain. 😔
So I understand why the “transformative fandom gathers around things that are not good because there being a problem makes people desire to fix it” model is popular. I even agree that it’s accurate in many if not most cases. However it is not what this post is about. Plenty of people do transformative and creative fandom activities for things that are very, very good. Simplified models do not encompass everything.
And frankly, it’s starting to really get on my nerves when people read “I think this thing is good. I wouldn’t change a thing about it and frankly I don’t even think there should be more canon added to it, but I am still going to write thousands of words of fic, make a cosplay, and draw fanart” and then completely misunderstand and respond with “yes I agree—I like things that are good too. But I never feel the transformative/creative fandom instinct for them because they are too good.”
Some people do not feel it. Other people do. Stop misreading me to avoid having to adjust your mental model of how fandom works.
one of the ways a Canon work can be fandom bait is by missing something that fans want to fix, i.e. "it's bad", but i think this is only one way out of multiple that something can be fandom bait.
compelling worldbuilding (invites interaction with the setting)
interesting gimmick (see: daemons, drift compatibility. subcategory of compelling worldbuilding)
shipping bait (duh)
original character bait (in-universe categories/factions and design elements that make it fun for people to create their own characters)
compelling narrative (invites interaction and tweaks to the storyline: AUs and fixits and so on)
basically anything that invites interaction and recombination. but fandom also has a sort of multiplying effect: the larger the interactive audience of fandom is, the more likely it is to generate ideas and works that draw in more participants. so:
network effect (the larger the established fandom, the more likely it has subfandoms and infrastructure that appeals to niche audiences)
Oh no! One of your favourite characters has been whisked away to be a Wholesome, Morally Pure witch looking for their cat in the mountains! Who would suffer the most?
anon help, is this an idea for a poll, or are you just asking? ..Because there are many excellent character possibilities, but I think the most honest answer here to who would suffer most is "Me" 😂