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Is it possible for your trauma to affect you years later?

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Can cocsa influence your intrusive thoughts some years later?

Cause I've only just been thinking like a p×d× for a few months and it all started from one dream I had of a boy who looked about 7-10 curled up on a bed b3×t3n and n×k×d, and I don't know if that's just me being fucked up or if it could have been from something that happened to me.

I'm also just in general really p3rv3rted even tho I don't want to be. I wouldn't label myself hypers3xu4l but it's just there a lot.

I don't want to think these things and I just need to know why I am or could be

Is it bad that I want friends who are 2-3× older than me?

Like, I've always prefered to be around adults, the only things I don't like is being treated like a child. Like yes, treat me like im younger than you, cause I am, but don't treat me like im a precious like 5 year old who'll mind will break if you make a simple sex joke or if you explain what your talking about too. Like, INCLUDE ME PLEASE. I want a friend, not a babysitter.

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I need a fake id, a bottle of whisky, and a joint, stat!!

Get me in contact with someone who'll sell me dr×gs and I'll love you forever <3

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A lot of people might say "why would you want to be mentally ill"

Or "why would you want an addiction"

First off, I don't WANT that, I hope I have that because of my issues with validation and inability to handle an unstable view of my life. If suddenly I stop being fucked in the head, I'm going to crash tf out

Secondly, I don't want to think and I need to feel something. I don't care for the consequences, just make me feel good for a short while and I'll be thankful forever

"But you've barely even v×ped"

Bitch I've wanted ac1d and c1gar3ttes longer than I've even thought about dr1nking, shut the fuck up

Okay, I need help

Does anyone know how to buy something online if you just have cash and don't want your parents finding out?

It's mostly clothes and makeup I want but I've also been wanting those eyebrow r4zors cause my eyebrows have been out of control lately and if I try with a regular one, knowing my luck I'll shave half of the thing off.

So any advice on how to get past any age restrictions would be appreciated as well :)

I saw someone mention a visa gift card, but I've never seen one irl before and don't know if it actually works

I lowkey want to tell someone but I just don't think I can

I'm either running away or k/ll1ng myself by the end of the year

Anyone wanna join! (The running away, the running away, the running away, not the other one)

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the masculine urge to say “me” whenever i see the most deranged, insecure, selfish, bitchless loser in a show/movie/game

No need to use my name, just call me verity or even ame if you prefer

Sorry for immediately victimising myself whenever someone tells me I did something shitty

If I don't do that, I'll just keep thinking about k/lling myself instead

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I'd rather d/e than go back into autopilot

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I can't feel shit without an fp and it's driving me mad

I can feel things very faintly but the second I think, what am I feeling? POOF! THEY'RE GONE! and then the "emotions" I was just experiencing suddenly feel so fake. It's such bull

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i feels like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair

What I have for sure: depression, anxiety, social anxiety

What I have suspected I might have over time: before - adhd, autism now - bpd, and only slightly, osdd + ocd

(I will not self diagnose, but I relate and will continue to view content surrounding them and finding comfort in relating to content surrounding them and using the labels to reach people who could help or relate to what I'm feeling/thinking)

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