I Love You Im Glad I Exist

if someone says its pronouns are it/its, remember that means its pronouns are it/its!! respect your local it/its user today and get its pronouns right!!

the chasm between who Irina actually was and who Irina was to Ilya is massive and cavernous and such a fun place to play in if you're a sicko freak who likes to hurt your own feelings

if you see me liking contradicting headcanons for the same character just know it's because I do not give a fuck and I have an active imagination #hewouldsaythat

sometimes it’s not about ‘would he say that or do that’ it’s more like that would be hilarious if he did because I have a jester’s heart

shane is so cute. have u noticed

​omg so many have noticed

you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for an amazing reason

Real

yuna wearing medium wash denim and swirling her white wine while plotting how to put her weird gay son on the iron throne is just so vital to me

Listen closely, child, because I only want to say this once. There is no such thing as something real.

you are not immune to inventing an arbitrary set of rules that only you have to adhere to

ilyas last day at the cottage that first summer there is literally impossible for me to think about. i try to and i immediately black out and when i come to i have a headache and a tummy ache and im dehydrated from crying but i have no memory of my time in that headspace

something about the most erotic part of what they do being the ways shane’s body can accommodate ilya’s. finding new limits to push. reaching back when ilya fits a thumb in alongside his cock and being shocked by the stretch. four fingers in his mouth and the threat of a whole fist and ilya looking at him like he can’t believe he’s real. he already knew he could take a hit but this is the first time he’s wanted to lean into one. his body always being a machine and a product but with ilya he actually gets to live inside it, to find out how much it can want, how much it can feel, how much pleasure it can give and take.

absolutely shanesational

absolutely sensashanal

The way all the 2020s have done so far have been making me categorically against every new generation of tech that comes out is insane. Like I'm from a technological boom generation, saw the first portable phones, nokias & blackberries & flipphones etc, and the first smartphones, and the first ipods & ipads & tablets in general while still having cassettes & DVD & MP3 players around so I know how all of it work, I had computer classes in high school, I did the transition between home desktop computers to laptops and back to gaming computers. But then they started to put internet in your printer & microwave, everything has ads & AI now and every update is worst than the last. I literally loved technology and they ruined it