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Heated Rivalry/Hollanov sideblog for @virtualtoybox
ABOUT: Tuesday - 27 - they/he - lesbian - bipolar and autistic
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I am waiting, I have been waiting, I was born waiting.
I feel like I do have to codify the statement Im not a dog person cuz the second you start saying I don’t like dogs people think you’re a fucking monster. But it’s okay to hate cats btw this is normal.
Tshirt that says ask me about my opinion on cat abortion
I literally am rescuing multiple litters of feral stray kittens every single year because no one with power or money gives enough of a fuck about the feral cat population to solve the problem. Like cat rescuers are doing their best out here and the amount of cats dying in the streets is like diabolical we can’t keep this up

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I do think there’s more nuance to the indoor/outdoor cat situation than ppl like to discuss but what there is absolutely no nuance on is that you can’t let your cat outside unfixed. Like I could get into the reasons you shouldn’t let your cat outside at all but that’s not what I’m talking about if your cat is unfixed and going outside I’m going to come to your home and kill you.
Can I be honest and say I don’t really like dogs very much (nothing AGAINST dogs I think they are wonderful creatures there’s many dogs in my life who I have loved dearly I just would never ever own a dog I’m not a dog person) and I think most dog owners are like incompetent at owning dogs. And I think cat owners are also idiots by and large clearly or there would not be a nation wide stray cat epidemic that everyone just pretends isn’t happening. Everyone is so bad at owning animals.
Okay fuck my whole life.
i have developed hudson williams centric beatlemania
Shane & Ilya - I Want You To Love Me, Fiona Apple
and I have been waiting for you to love me

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Shane & Ilya - Strawberry Blonde, Mitski
All I ever wanted was a life in your shape, I picture it soft and I ache
shane, its your invasive thoughts!!!! what if ilya rozanov can read your mind right now???
are you joking. because im autistic and i cant tell if youre joking.
if youre not joking the answer is lobotomy
sometimes i wonder if we have forgotten that sharing creative work is, fundamentally, a bid for human connection. like I'm not posting art or fic for 'engagement' i'm posting it looking for other sickos to play with! i'd be making it anyway for my own gratification because there's something wrong with me, i'm sharing it hoping we can have something wrong with us together <3
Seeing a new therapist for the first time in over 15 years cuz mine retired and im In the waiting room filling out the mandatory screening questionnaire and then I get to the part that’s like are you bipolar ? Are you bipolar you dumb bitch? Can we all laugh and point at the pretty bipolar girl in the waiting room? Are you bipolar? And having to circle yes for every fucking question
ilya bipolar disorder most evident to me in that multiple depressive drops he has in tlg are described as him "crashing" and hes explictly stated to have been feeling on top of the world the night before in one instance as well as describing him just generally in a very high emotional state beforehand making the "crashing" feel even more dramatic. its just very much textually a moodswing

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the thing is shane’s orgasms were never his. first hookup he didn’t want to come so fast, didn’t want to do it in ilya’s mouth… first time anal he got it fucked out of him without warning… tuna melt scene is the closest we get but that was For Ilya so does that even count……
Hi guys I love you I cried thrice today thinking about Shane