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i believe so so strongly in bipolar ilya theory that when someone actively announces they don't think he's bipolar im like honestly and genuinely confused... i do with all of my heart believe that if you don't agree with bipolar reading you just don't know enough about bipolar disorder. and yes im being serious!

Gonna rb some of my best Ilya posts in honor of the worlds biggest reddest firetruck and his beautiful birthday

TW: suicide discussion: okay so like The real difference to me is not “Ilya would kill himself if Shane died young and Shane would suffer but live if Ilya died young” (bad take lmfao) but the fact that I know in my heart that if Shane died young Ilya would completely crash out and burn as many bridges with loved ones as possible so no one would miss him if he killed himself which completely backfires when he ends up in the psych ward instead of dead whereas Shane would get the news Ilya died and not hesitate one single second before buying a gun and shooting himself.

Have an au on my mind where Shane gets suspended for the rest of a season for telling a homophobic metros player to kill himself like during a face off like another player is like (some extremely homophobic thing I don’t feel like thinking or typing) and then Shane just says “you’d have a better shot at another cup without me as captain with a shotgun in your mouth” and ofc wins the face off but optics are bad and he gets suspended cuz it becomes this whole long drawn out thing anyways in my mind in Shane’s beautiful no hockey hockey season he’s co-hosting a season of love island with Rose Landry (he hates this job)