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my biggest wish for season 2 thats not gonna happen is that i want shane to read ilyas plane crash instagram goodbye messages and not have a chance to find out ilyas alright until he has had the biggest meltdown of his entireeee life like i want him to read the messages and scream like hes been shot and collapse to the ground i want him to freak the fuck out i want him doing the classic autisim meltdown behavior of using your fists to pound your head and pull your hair i want hayden to have to call yuna like 'i cant get him to calm down and he is definitely gonna pass out if he keeps scream crying like this' and he puts her on speaker so she can try to talk to him and she tries what she knows but shes literally never heard him sound like this. i want her to try to talk reason about how they dont know anything yet nothing is concrete and hes just crying that he cant do it without ilya hes not gonna do it without ilya ilya his baby his love his ilya. i want him convinced ilya died badly until he hears ilyas voice again im like so serious

that one fic where some girl starts a support groupchat for women who hooked up with rozanov and were done dirty and ilya joins as lily okay thats great but divergence from that and shane joins as jane and ragebaits these poor women by texting shit like "oh he never text you guys back? thats crazy... we text all the time :/ are you sure he gave you the right number?? i know he gives out fake numbers when hes not into someone :/"

The best thing a character can be is autistic the second best thing they can be is bipolar the third best thing they can be is in a bipolar4autistic relationship. Which is why heated rivalry fucking rules.

I just know the heated rivalry season 2 long distance relationship era labi siffre bless the telephone edit is going to go so fucking crazy…..

Was gonna be in the area and stop in for Build a bear $15 bear sale and also the Trader Joe’s cutie striped tote bags but car battery is dead literally no one on earth has it harder than me right now…….

I know the ldr hollanov I have nothing to say but I just wanna talk to you phone calls were so unbelievably pointless and lasted literal hours because they were both always so reluctant to get off the phone…. I just know Ilya was talking about the most boring parts of his day because he already talked in detail about all the important stuff and I just know Shane was asking questions like it was all he wanted to know about in this whole world….