Three Raccoons in a Trenchcoat

Hi we are the system known as Mugwort, we've known about being plural since 2017 but were only recently diagnosed with DID and come to terms with it, largely because in 2017 we were living in what was basically the plural version of the final fantasy 7 house (dubbed the "Bushwick system apartment") and completely disconnected ourselves from anything that went on there after the fact up until recently. we are trying our best to live as openly as possible in our day to day life in the Brooklyn underground Hardcore Rave scene (not an easy task, people definitely have their stuff about things; particularly mental health, but all and all out friends are supportive) the story of how we came to that conclusion of our plurality is a real doozy and it starts with Noise; perpetually 29-year-old, anarchist extraordinaire (read: does all the things we can't talk about on the internet), aspiring EMT and street medic, DJ who loves to spin straight bangers, Protector™ and father figure to the rest of the system and most importantly (at least to this story) alleged "factive" (he hates the term but w/e) of DJ Paul Elstak. so I Puck (the host) have been working on a comic; a deconstruct-reconstruct BL set in the 90s Rotterdam Gabber scene, and for research on that comic ended up watching a lot of interviews with Elstak (he's largely considered the "godfather" of hardcore, even though Lenny Dee has been doing it longer but whatever-- so glad I don't have a Lenny Dee factive that would e so weird considering I know the guy IRL, everybody always asks if Noise is a factive of Lenny all the time it's really funny, sorry-tangented) but anyways we watched a lot of interviews and listened to a bunch of music we began obsessively listening to the song Rainbow in the Sky, and remembered that we were also really obsessed with the song when we were 13, in foster care, right before we were sent to the mental hospital and experienced man-made horrors beyond our comprehension (you see where this is going, y'all see where this is fucking going) and well I proceeded to have a manic episode and started to experience "Paul Elstak psychosis" where I would hear him yelling at me in "Dutch" but then when the episode ended the "psychosis" didn't go away and I was left with the realization that there are in fact other people in my head. I have one other Alter, her name is Charlie s/he is a 13 year old scene kid who loves Happy Hardcore, Brokencyde, and Genisis P-Orridge (that's what's with the pronouns) s/he's got a lot she needs to work through as she's the main trauma holder for a lot of the childhood stuff. Idk if I, Puck the one who is writing this needs an introduction, but you'll find out more about me as we chronicle our journey. welcome to my twisted mind or whatever~