⭐ AKA Nevi, which I go by more but the blog title's kind of an Artifact now and I am too lazy to make up a new one. ⭐ Afniel on AO3 ⭐ 40s ⭐ Nonbinary trans man ⭐ Extremely queer ⭐ He/they ⭐ Huge nerd, chronically ill, ADHDtistic ⭐ One of those nonhuman weirdos ⭐ Currently hyperfixated to hell on Mega Man/MMX ⭐ 日本語も喋る ⭐ Unsolicited fundraiser asks will be blocked and reported. I only reblog fundraisers from people I know and trust ⭐
I realized I don't have a pinned post, so...here is a pinned post, I guess?
Hi, I'm Nevi, though I won't be mad if you forget and just call me Afniel. I've also gone by Moppy since 1998 and that's still how I sign my art.
I'm an ace+arospec but also pan nonbinary genderqueer robotgender trans man, which is only the short version of it because gender and attraction are a complicated fuck like that. He/him/his or they/them/theirs are both legit. It/it/its, bit/bit/bits, and bot/bot/bots are especially cool if you're super chill with Weird Gender Shit.
I'm in my 40s, so if that's something you don't want to interact with, I respect that and won't be mad if you block me. This is generally a safe-for-life blog now, though I do swear a lot. It wasn't always SFW/SFL so beware if you scroll back in the archives too far. I've changed a lot since starting it.
I don't have a DNI, I don't go looking for DNIs, I will definitely not notice your DNI. If you don't want to interact, don't. If I don't, I won't. Very simple. You may block me if that's not acceptable.
I'm disabled and have chronic pain and fatigue, mostly from fibromyalgia.
I've also got the ADHDtism so don't be surprised if I'm overly literal, miss the point, or if I'm extremely fucking funny at words (evidently this is a real side effect, lmao).
I've got some kind of Traumatic Dissociative Thing and I'm definitely a system of some type (I don't want it diagnosed on paper for reasons and I've got it pretty well managed). I'm the only one of me who currently blogs here but that might change at some point.
Less important stuff under the cut!
Pro-all types of systems. I was not born onto this earth for such a brief and brilliant time to waste it telling people that I know what goes on in their head better than they do, and I don't think anybody else was, either. Endogenic, traumagenic, whatevergenic, I don't discriminate by origin and I support anybody in need of support; I just believe and support people when they tell me how they are.
The relationships between fiction, reality, censorship, freedom, responsibility, and harm are far too complex to reduce to any single 'think of the children!' type of argument. I do not trust any government in the world to censor the 'right' things, and I do not think censorship is ever right, nor is harassment an acceptable behavior. Proship not just as in 'in support of imagining whatever the fuck and leaving others in peace about whatever they're imagining, because thoughtcrimes aren't real' (not "problematic ship," which it has literally never meant, except as used by people intentionally changing the definition in very bad faith to make themselves seem morally superior/justified), but also in the 'I couldn't care less about shipping itself, but shipping is only the absolute smallest corner of the issue' way.
I'm pagan but I've gotten so lazy about it. I actually used to blog mostly about that and witchcraft. True story. It's been a while though and I mostly don't now.
I draw and the art mostly goes on @moppy-art.
Gatekeepers are such a lame concept in general. If you consider yourself one, consider reconsidering, because that's a shit hobby to build a personality around.
Xenogenders and neopronouns are fine actually, and clearly not just for children, as I'm in my 40s and using them. It is important to try to make it easy enough for non-native speakers and those with language difficulties, but don't use those with language barriers as props for bigotry either.
I write and that goes here under #Nevi Writes, and on AO3 as Afniel.
I'm a nonhuman weirdo and that goes on @actias-android.
I'm working (slowly) on a whole entire classic Mega Man fangame from the ground up starring Roll, and that goes on @megaman-r.
Vidya james meems go on @moon-lord-big-naturals.
The Mega Man hyperfixation hellscape blog is @being-so-normal-about-reploids.
Je parle un peu de français mais ça fait 20+ ans que je ne l'utilize pas donc je l'ai oublié lmao
I think that's it? I'll add/update as needed.
我学汉语学的很差。But I've got over a year streak going in HelloChinese and I can kinda break my Chinese-speaking friends' brains via Discord now so there's that! (Even if it's mostly because I'm learning mainland and they're Taiwanese...)
This blog is ancient. If you keep scrolling back, you are, guaranteed, going to encounter uninformed opinions, outdated information, and bad takes. That's just life. You live and, hopefully, you learn. If you run into anything you're uncertain about here, you can always send me an ask about it, though you'll likely need to include a link so I know what you're referencing because as I said, this blog is old. I definitely don't remember everything I've said here over the past 10+ years.
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Damn it, every time I reread Failure to Compile I see like 50 more instances of the word 'even' that I want to take out. The others don't have it nearly this badly!
...but I went and cross-posted it to fanfiction.lol so I'd have to fix it in two places now.
Yesterday I officially surpassed "I'm older than everyone here" straight into "Oh no I'm older than some of y'all's parents..." 💀 But it's cool, it just means I'm really good at having birthdays.
Also thank you 🥺 💜 wait, wait, what
Post cancelled, it turns out you really are what you eat
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(For some reason the link is...a giant empty square, so, just in case that isn't just something being fucked up on my end: Proper Link To The Stream)
Well I've been absolute pants at remembering to advertise my shit anywhere but anyway, I'm streaming Ultima VII, if anybody wants to come see a pretty formative retro cRPG!
there’s sixteen Colorado counties that their most searched was “wolf furry”, plus thirty-odd counties (not counting either Arapahoe or any of the ones marked here as “Insufficient Data”) which may well have had plenty of searches for “wolf furry”, just fewer than for whatever they’re labeled here
and “skunk furry” searches in Arapahoe County outnumbered “wolf furry” searches in the entire state of Colorado
as an adult, some adults really aren’t mature enough to separate fiction from reality or understand the basic concepts of fiction not necessarily reflecting someone’s real life moral compass and it’s embarrassing. how are you a grown adult and still acting like a mean girl who bullies real people for the sake of fictional characters and feelings morally superior
my bugbear of the day is that i think its odd when people say "femme trans man" or "masc trans woman" they automatically assume it means no hrt. nothing stoppin someone from going on estrogen and also being butch. you can be 8 years on testosterone and be camp about it. being gnc is a whole spectrum babey open your eyes.
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not to be all "these two words will change your life" or whatever, but I promise you, programming in "good catch!" as your response to people correcting you/pointing out errors or whatever removes so much friction from interactions, and comes with a delightful happy meal toy of "not hating yourself so much for making mistakes"
I had a high school science teacher who would say "if you admit you're wrong and change your mind..." and the whole class would respond back "... you aren't wrong anymore!"
And when a kid would assert something incorrect In class, he wouldn't tell them they were wrong, he would help lead them to the right answer and then when they admitted/ accepted the new information, he'd say "now we're both right! Nice work!"
For a bunch of gifted kids whose identity and reputation often was staked on knowing more than most people, it was a great safety valve. No shame in making a mistake, because if you accept it you have learned! Now you are smarter! It always made me feel better.
Okay you know what. I've been annoyed by this for a while but I'm extra annoyed today for whatever reason. I would happily cross-post my fic to FFN but I do not appreciate their hate boner for author's note chapters. My shit comes with multiple appendices, man, I am not backing down from that or leaving chapters off! I literally cannot follow this.
"The chapter system is not to be used as placeholder for non-story content such as author notes. You can add short author notes to the beginning or at the end of stories but never as individual chapters."
Sorry not sorry that I can't fit the enormous amount of worldbuilding I personally did, which is still transformative fan work, in three sentences. It's staying. FFN is just gonna not host any of my work other than what it already does.
(There's a single, ancient story of mine up there. It's not great, I won't tell you where it is or what my name was, but I wouldn't mind rewriting it maybe...)
I just gotta figure out how to put three novels plus some short stories over on fanfiction.lol because I like its vibes and I'd be the first one in my fandom there, which entertains me. It's such an old fandom that older sites tend to have a lot of very 90s-00s fics, and newer sites often have nothing. That's what's gotten me thinking about cross-posting, I think.
I heard back from the site admin and the inability to import from AO3 is, sadly, hardcoded. I would imagine that digging into and finding exactly where would be a task that sucks to do, evidently hard enough that all forks of AO3 suffer from it. So. Manual import it is.
Task for today: copy over just Failure to Compile. That's "only" 25 chapters. I can do this! I can. Really.
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