The Big Boy Blog

Whose regression looks like long nights crying and squeezing a stuffie because you feel so very small and the world feels so very big.

Whose regression looks like using pacifiers to avoid biting your nails or worse.

Whose regression looks like laying in bed watching cartoons because your disability prevents you from doing much else.

Whose regression looks like longing for a childhood you never got to have, and feeling like you're drowning in nostalgia for a time of your life that never truly existed.

Breaking men into being babies is easy, but some boys are little trouble makers. Some men are submitting very fast, some need time to accept their new role in life, but some boys, like you, give up a fight thinking they can eventually win.

Daddy knows best, and daddy knows how to discipline a bad-mannered boy like yourself.

Before you met daddy, you were considered like a hotshot in the dating world. You went out for countless dates, only to have as much sex as you could. You took pride in your sexual conquests. Daddy knew it was your weak spot and he targeted it. He knew if he will hurt your pride, you’ll fall like a baby into his arms.

Daddy had a plan for your special boy parts. A plan that he saves for his toughest cases.

Daddy took you over by his force and locked your penis in a cage. At the same time, he lubed your hole real good and forced a hollow anal plug into your butt. You cried as your penis pulsed in pain trying to get erected in the cage. More tears dropped from your hole stretching from the plug. Daddy shushed you as he began diapering you.

He left you alone in the room, telling you to think about the way you acted when he tried to be nice the first time he introduced you to diapers, and how you thought you were a big man and argued you’ll never be babied, so he had to take drastic measures.

SONGS FOR BIG BABIES - Music for Adult Babies!

So, being the music junkie I am, I decided to make a whole playlist / compilation of music that could apply to us, the adult babies of the world! I mean, there are playlist about everything: Books, Movies, songs to do exercise, songs that talk about love, songs about friendship. You can make a list of songs that relate to anything, but do we have one?

I don’t know if there is an AB/DL music playlist out there… and that’s NOT okay!!

So, I compiled a playlist and made it on Spotify and YouTube so you can listen to it. The songs are rad! And I made the cover using the image of my book, The Book Of Changes, with Robin and Carter chilling and a lot of baby-themed cliparts.

And the playlist goes like *drumroll* this!

1. I Don’t Want To Grow Up (feat. Marty Mar) - Sleeping Sunset

I just love the chorus of this song, the lyrics are golden!

“I don’t wanna grow up! I just wanna live my life like it’s three in the afternoon! I don’t wanna grow up! If I have to go to work then I’ll miss my Looney Tunes!”

Isn’t it ridiculious or is it us? Tell me you can feel it too I don’t ever wanna change at all

I don’t wanna grow up!”

2. Little Boy - Kosheen

This is just one of those songs to reminds us not to grow up so fast.

3. (I Don’t Want To) Grow Up - Spiraling

This one speaks about remembering our childhood and the dread of growing up. There are some nice lyrics. 

“You have always been there Searching for the answers to the universe And I have always been here In the basement with my action figures But it won’t be long before I learn you can’t come out and play And it won’t be long before I’ve got to put the toys away And it won’t be long before I learn that time’s not going to stop But until then I don’t want to grow up”

4. When I Was A Boy - Electric Light Orchestra / A Great Big World

Another one that reconnects to the dreams we had as kids, and we, as Adult Babies, know that we CAN make them still true. Even if just for a little while

5. Grow Up - Simple Plan

This one is a classic! Who doesn’t agree?

I like to stay up late spend hours on the phone. Hanging out with all my friends and never beeing at home. I’m impolite and I make fun of everyone. I’m immature but I’ll stay this way forever, Until the day I die, I promise I won’t change. So you better give up! I don’t wanna be told to grow up! And I don’t wanna change, I just wanna have fun. I don’t wanna be told to grow up, and I don’t wanna change. So you betta give up, cause I’m not gonna change. I don’t wanna grow up.

6. I Won’t Ever Grow Up - MiniMaxKiddo

This one isn’t avalaible on Spotify, but it is on the Youtube Playlist. A song written and composed by an Adult Baby himself, our very beloved @minimaxkiddo

He was awesome at his lyrics, about how we AB have to hide, but no matter what, we won’t ever grow up.

7. Innocence - Avril Lavigne

There really is no other way to describe innocence but this song. Avril Lavigne and Evan Taubenfeld wrote together in what I imagine was a very emotional journey backwards

8. I’ll Never Grow Up, Now! - Twister Sister

A bit of hard rock to give pump to the list! It is about being rebellious and immature and telling everyone who tells you to grow up to walk to them and shout “I’ll never grow up!” in their faces.

9. Stay A Kid - Ticklefish

This song is a very chill and rythmical song about realizing you’re not a little kid anymore, but the other way to make life easier is to stay a kid at heart, being a little immature because being a little kid was cool.

“So jump up and down, get crazy, spin around Until you’re dizzy and falling on the ground Hey, what you say? Act my age? No way! Today I will stay a kid.”

10. I Don’t Wanna Grow Up - Thommy

I just LOVE this song! The chorus is awesome!

“I’m gonna be a kid for the rest of my life I’m gonna have fun, stay up all night! Cause, I don’t wanna grow up! No! I don’t wanna grow up!

“Chugging on my ice cold Yoo Hoo! Making stupuid big baby woo hoos! I see a train and I’m still saying “Choo choo!” I get a cut and I still say “Boo boo.”

“I’m gonna be a kid for the rest of my life I’m gonna have fun, stay up all night! Cause, I don’t wanna grow up! No! I don’t wanna grow up! “

I’m pretty sure this Thommy guys is an ABDL… maybe he’s around here

11. Here’s To Never Growing Up - Avril Lavigne

That song about cheering with your friends the fact that we can choose to grow up and become boring adult or stay adventurous, rebellious, and in our case… a little soggy.

12. Younger  -  A Great Big World

Another song that reminds us the simple things of childhood, and how being younger is what we need now.

13. Being A Baby (feat. Edwin McCain & Will Hoge) - Calhoun Kids

This one is a bonus on the YouTube playlist. It is really about being a baby!

“Being a baby is kinda cool But the bad thing about it is that you drool You habe to eat your baby food that doesn’t taste so good But your mom rocks you fast asleep and that feels good”

Yes you rock! Yes you rock! As you rock! It’s kinda cool!”

And so here are the playlist! Do YOU have a song that would fit this playlist? Share it!

SONGS FOR BIG BABIES - SPOTIFY

To continue the reblog series on kinky stuff I am into: Hypnotic Conditioning.

There are so many hypnosis tracks out there catering to almost every kinky fantasy you can wish for. Especially in the context of ABDL lifestyle, hypnotic conditioning may be used as additional means to help you fill out your role. While some files aim to make you adopt more babylike behavior, others assist with with diaper training and the pursuit of actual diaper dependence. Even, if it does not work as intended, the mere possibility of it to actually have an effect on you, is very exciting. And if it does work, well you are meant to become a baby anyway…