blood manipulation

and these quotes by rumi (the poet) really gives me rumi (kpdh) vibes;

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” “The wound is the place where the Light enters you.” “I want to sing like the birds sing, not worrying about who hears or what they think.”

[these are translated very obviously because i cannot speak persian but i just think its a neat detail] [i shared this cs ive been thinking abt it ever since i read your post on rumi being named after a pattern which is genuinely the coolest detail ever]

IVE BEEN SAYING.

Rin you get it.

ultimate boyfriend 🧘‍♀️

lily is me i am lily

OH MY GOD YES no ofc i dont mind the rant INFACT IM GONNA KISS U PLS RANT TO ME WHENEVER U WANT ESP ABT BOOKS I LOVE IT SM hehheheeh what did u think of it i need 10000 details and play by play reactions trust

ALSO MY AMAZING BSF THE LOML @haeerizm HAS ALSO READ IT infact she is also the one who recommended it to me so hehehe 😛 u can go check her out as well shes awesome sauce

BUT YES TELL ME EVERYTHING

OKAY SO icl i found it v v boring at the start it was taking me a while to go thru but !!!!! It started getting better slowly and by midway i was thoroughly hooked and THE LAST 200 PAGES KR SO OH MY GOD??? WHAT WERE THOSE IM ABT TO KMS THR PLOT TWIATS AT THE END??????? MORTMSIN WAS THE LAST PERSON I SUSPECTEF liekk i always knew nick was evil altho it did break my heart for tessa at one point i never thought he'd be that heartless tho like wdym he killed aunt harriet fhfhfhs icl lmao at one point i suspected nick of being the magister and then i was like hmm no the magister wantef to marry tessa thatd be incest and at one point i thought magnus bane could be thr magister but it js genuinely turned out to be mortmain and i was like wtf i had to put the book down and stare at the wall w my mouth open BECAUSE NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS COULD I HAVE SEEN THAT COMING im still shocked man whoa

AND WHY DID AGATHA AND THOMAS DIE NOOO💔💔💔I FELT BAD ABOUT THOMAS DYING i shipped him and sophie sophie deserves someone☹️☹️ also i hate will wtf is wrong w that guy like i love him hes hot sighs and also i know hes going thru a lot but why is he treating tessa like that he pmo he clearly likes her. THE EPILOGUE THOO IM DYING TO KNOW WHATS UP W WILL WHY WOULD HE GO TO MAGNUS BANE what did he mean by i cant tell anyone else abt this djdufhsjs

I LOVE JEM THO HES SUFH A CUTIE BUT HES DYING???????? WTH???? I DONT WANT MY POOKIE TO DIE pls tell me he doesnt omg also i can lowk feel a love triangle coming up but i hope im wrong will and jem are bsfs their bond is so cool ion want a love triangle to come between them but like im pretty sure jem likes tessa too and honestly i cant decide who the better person is for her between them LMAO

And uhh i also didnt like jessamine she pmo sm too like she has sm potential i was hoping for her to grow out of her little delusional self absorbed shell by the end of the book and have HER boaedacia (or however u spell it) moment but sighs she didnt💔💔like she has her moments but then they end and then i dislike her again like when she js genuinely left thomas sighs. i genuinely wanted to see a badass female shadowhunter in action lmaoao like i knkw we get charlotte but i was rooting for jessamine and i got disappointed💔😓 im still hoping jessamine will turn out fine in the next 2 books and im also hoping for a proper jessamine and tessa friendship

HEHHEHE YES I LOVE HANNIE ok ur right at first i was like hmm whats going on here 🤔 cs yk she gets abducted and everythings so confusing cs what does the magister want with her why cant they js let her go to her brother vro 😞 i was so sad BUT YEAH AFTER THAT IT GETS SM MORE INTERESTING THE LAST PAGES AND THE PLOT TWISTS ARE SO INSANE KSJAKSJKS

omg i cant spoil this other series that i also love sososo much but the brother who turns out to be evil trope 😞✌🏼 sigh nick i never suspected u BUT YEAH MORTMAIN EVEN THO WHEN I WAS READING IT I WAS LIKE HMM HE SEEMS SUSPICIOUS BUT NAH ITS PROBABLY NOTHING bro i had my eye on magnus i was like theres no way hes just really that sweet and endearing there has to be something wrong 😠 I LOVE THE PLOT TWIST SM AND IT GETS EVEN BETTER FROM HERE OMG

hating will at first is SO valid girl we've all been there 😛 in the clerb we all dislike will at first hes such a confusing lil guy like why are u being so overdramatic extra ajeeb bro just chill ✌🏼✌🏼 like hes such a drama queen later on in the series too dw he gets better later on (book 2 will wreck your soul) AND BRO OMG I MISS AGATHA AND THOMAS SO MUCH i shipped him and sophie SO BAD but dw SOPHIE ENDS UP WITH SOMEONE REALLY CUTE AND DESERVING OF HER TOO HEHEHEH

so yk how theres people that haunt the narrative and people who disappear from the narrative right and then we have whatever magnus is because bro is something completely different he is INCORPORATED in the narrative infact i think the narrative is incorporated around him hes js my special boi i love magnus DW TOO MUCH ABT WHY WILL WENT TO MAGNUS its prolly cs magnus seems the most trustworthy out of all the other options plus will doesnt really want to tell his shadowhunter friends his problems (cs yk drama queen alpha guy what can i say)

I LOVE LOVE LOVE JEM SO MUCH jem is literally my husband i wont even deny it like if i could marry jem bro i would. hes my gem idc. AND YEAH HES DYING ☹️☹️☹️ I HATE THIS SERIES UGH BUT DW THE NEXT BOOK IS REALLY REVOLVING AROUND JEM AND HIS CONDITION AND STUFF BOOK 2 IS AMAZING AND SO SO WELL WRITTEN IN TERMS OF DEVELOPMENT

ahahahhahaha love triangle..... love triangle.......... i shan't say more........

jessamine dislike is valid she pissed me off too but more on that in book 2 shes quite interesting as character to dissect esp her motives and why she is the way she is

BRO I LOVE CHARLOTTE SO MUCH. I CANT SPOIL UGH BUT YOULL UNDERSTAND WHY SOON SHES SO STRONG AND SO RESILIENT I LOVE HER CHARACTER