worlds most well adjusted emet-selch enjoyer

like naturally avoiding everything that triggers your ocd is not always good it is often actively not good but i think for the time being i live in conditions where i really dont need to try & therapy myself into having less compulsions i think frankly that would only make things worse for me

wait right i have to filter deltarune again FUCKKKK 😭😭😭

mandatory groaning about having to add more terms to my filtered terms list because everyone wants to put triggering content on everyones dash these days

but this game has the problem of being so good & having so many notable characters it's hard to really decide what counts as minor & which ones are my favourites. because. They're all important to me. not gegeruju

now why am i being followed by so many blogs with nearly identical usernames

good grade at pt today i did all of my exercises to the end & communicated all my body aches without being scared of complaining too much so my pt could actually accommodate the exercises for what i need. now. everything hurts

rubbing my temples guhhh they're gonna wanna talk about my fucking trauma arent they. im not here for trauma counseling im here bc im fucking sick in the head & need pills

that said i have been trying to earnestly decide on what would happen to hilde if he didn't become the wol. i think he still has the same start he does in his regular canon & he may still have the echo he's just not the wol. & that's a little weird. he would probably be among the party in praetorium still bc i cant imagine him not sitting through nero's monologue

i love my videogame but i have pt in 2 hours so well it is what it is

trying to not turn evil everytime some kind of game announcement event is happening