george,

I’m feeling guilty for not writing in a long time. real life is hard. and I haven’t felt like I had a lot to say in a while. I haven’t written anything in a while. I like to think of it as my body going through a rejuvenation. a resting period. and when it’s over, I’ll be able to write more and live better.

I got a message from a nice follower that prompted me to write this. they asked how I was and wondering why I hadn’t been active. do people really read this? in my head, no one reads this, and one time you read it. I wonder if you’ve looked and become discouraged because of my inactivity. if so, I’m sorry for that.

I hate to think that you’re under the impression that I created this blog to grab your attention in a superficial way, that I was looking for attention. I promise I didn’t. I have problems with finishing things, because finishing things is so permanent.

I just applied to FAFSA (federal student aid) and am taking my Accuplacer on Tuesday. I don’t even know if I want to go to college, but that’s what I’ve always said. and I know I want a career that requires a college education. I know that if I go to college, I’ll be better off than if I didn’t. I feel like I’m going to college out of necessity more than out of want.

I cannot work at a grocery store for the rest of my life. I cannot. where I work, you are either extremely fleeting or there until you die. I’d prefer to get out as soon as I can. I hope to leave where I live at least for a while, go somewhere new and do some new cool stuff. do you ever think about going home and staying there? or do you have no desire to go back?

Kelso: No I don't.

Hyde: [holding up cherries] What are these?

Kelso: Tiny apples.

Hyde: [points at pumpkins] And what are those?

It’s pretty likely that it’s a four digit number, and as there are four digits chosen there, that means that there cannot be any repetition. This mean that there are:

No, no, no. Don’t base your deductions of psychology. Let’s talk chemistry. When you first press a button, there’s more of the natural oils on your skin, and therefore it wears down the numbers on the keys faster. Obviously 0 is the first one, then. Try 0791 first.

The light is green.