Aspiring Final Girl

Anyways I’m watching Invincible for the first time and I’ve gotten to the Invincible War which iykyk and it’s made me very emo I apologize for my moody nightblogging

Sometimes I just wonder who I would be if I was normal instead of sick, and I make up this whole life I could be living and this amazing person that I could be, and I feel like I’m just repeatedly grieving her

Tired of being in pain and having nightmares every night and waking up nauseous and everything I try to do to get better making everything worse

I was planning on going to this queer event tonight but just found out it’s during the day and I cannot handle changes in plans so maybe I’ll just stay home lol