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fighting the classic 4AM insomnia time urge to just rewatch lawrence of arabia.

#if i had a copy of close range handy i'd be re-reading that but i DON'T. it's sitting on a library shelf. sigh.#but 3h48 minutes of peter o'toole in the desert? omar sharif's beautiful eyes? landscape so gorgeous it hurts to look at?#i shan't. but mostly because i'm lying down & have turned off my computer. ausgeschaltet.#thank you to the german module of my brain for supplying that tidbit. we've reached the linguistically unsound stage of insomnia.#gonna try closing my eyes again. hundredth time's the charm?#rambles

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chemicalico

who wanna be friends with drawbacks

wastrelwoods

new mychart message! aw damn....doc says my reality and existence lab work was wayyy off so she's referring me to an Ontologist

cleverreports

We report: the light is thick and sluggish today. It laboriously works its way through the air, and stays suspended in the dust. In the afternoon heat, we also find our movements slow and heavy. We feel as though we can tell each ray of light apart as they hit our face.

farmgf

if you can’t fix it you’ve got to stand it being the last line of the brokeback mountain novella is so crazy it makes me feel like my guts are falling out. if you can’t fix it you’ve got to stand it. jesus fucking christ

farmgf

god. god

#and because of that it's the very last sentence of the short story collection it's in #it's awful & perfect. annie proulx!

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it's stupid that i'm so surprised at this but if i don't take my meds i really just don't sleep. like, there was a part of me that thought maybe by now my body was back on a normal sleep schedule, but apparently not. i have to get chemically knocked out every twenty-four hours presumably forever.

#last post is what made me check the time. hadn't realized how dire things were.#haven't had a stretch of more than 1-2 non chemically-induced normal nights of sleep since january. which i'm sure is fine.#rambles #that's not an exaggeration. six months. do we think i'm ever gonna be capable of sleeping normally again.#life as a pill bug #<- never been more relevant.

aurpiment

I wish insomnia at least gave you more usable hours in the day instead of just more hours where you are stupid

#it's.... 3AM!!! and i am... stupid!!#excellent post as always!

sailermoon

do not raise a foul word against tofu in my presence

#my grocery store has been out of the cheap tofu brand on & off for the past month. literal agony.

sugarcarnation

no i’m fine it’s just that lestat can recognize claudia by the the way that she walks and the sound of her heart :(

#don't dothis to me.#tvl

reticent-vampire

#his big haunting eyes...#tvl

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lottienats

A bunch of vampires trying to kill me. Same old, same old.

#oh i should read the books again...

hiveswap

Not now, kitten, m- da- m- your parental figure is in the middle of a gender crisis

#finally one that i can reblog in good conscience

pjharvey

god. they're churning out so many good sentences this week

#looked it up too & it's literally a good joke. so.

redstonedust

never know what to do with myself when i finish watching a movie. i cant just go back to what i was doing before bro i just had my mind permanently altered by cinema. i should have movie aftercare i should be sitting with the directors having my needs tended to as i process what i just experienced.

#every day i miss the cinema i used to live at just the right distance from to walk back in a daze & process the movie.#saw a couple of all-time favourites there...#anyway the answer is go outside & walk 10-15 minutes preferably in the dark. in silence.

brainscrewz

tbh if someone just handed me a pressure washer and set me loose in the streets i would go into a trance and just start hosing shit down indiscriminately. it's not a question of how much i could clean, but how long until i get hit by a car and die

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resetme

She had shut her mind off to me for some time then. And so I was left to revisit old haunts, desperate for connection. "Claudia, come home. I know I hurt you. I know I can make it right again."

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#louis....

it's also so incredible to me that for their protagonist they presumably saw many middle-aged white men's auditions, and they went for the least energetic, least charismatic, sleepiest sounding dude in the whole world. i've grown immensely fond of the character, but that man does whatever you call the opposite of radiating charisma. he constantly sounds like he's at the library trying to convey critical information without getting shushed. can't believe someone saw that guy & thought they should cast him as the protagonist of a show.

#this sounds mean but i'm genuinely baffled. i'm sure there were more obvious options??#to be clear i like it! i like that he's such a non-entity! i think it fits with his backstory!#so you know. i might be wrong & he's just a really good actor following very precise stage directions!#but there really are so many times when people find him so charismatic (and when they're women often hot) and it's like. what.#he's like if a lukewarm boiled potato was a guy. i like boiled potatoes but i would be surprised if anyone said it was their favourite meal #anyway. wow. bold choice! or whatever the opposite of bold is.#my procedures

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