what if we kissed in the 5 and 1/2 minute hallway

"work in progress" is actually so misleading like it assumes that im actually making progress on my work

I KNOW when characters are bisexual. even when it’s not explicitly said

never be good at your job. it's a trap. they'll just give you more and harder stuff to do and it'll pull you away from your true passion of writing gay fanfiction for people on the internet

Something nobody prepares you for is that the better you get at writing the harder it becomes. beginners write freely because they don't know enough to know what's wrong. then you learn. and suddenly you can see every single flaw in real time as you're making it and you have to write anyway while your own brain is in the corner going "that's a weak verb. that transition is lazy. you've used that word three times." getting good at this is mostly just getting better at ignoring yourself.

felt crazy again had to calm down

what doesn’t kill me leaves a pit in my stomach that never goes away