Dysautonomia is so insane, on the one hand it feels normal after so long and it’s hard to remember what it’s like to feel remotely comfortable in my body, on the other hand it is so so intensely awful that I am constantly aware of something being wrong. I’m so irritable and overstimulated all the time, I have to remind myself that it’s physiologically not normal to react to stimuli the way I automatically do, and the people around me are not in a heightened state of arousal like I am
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