At the weekend I went to the Paul McCartney exhibition at London's National Portrait Gallery.
I'd seen some of the pictures, but I still wasn't prepared for just how fond it is. Tumblr is enchanted by Soft John, and yes, absolutely - but the whole exhibition has this warmth and freshness to it. I'm sure some of it's smart curation and hindsight, but the observation and attention and choice of subjects is so full of affection.
Some of the earliest shots are at a London gig. There are portraits of George's mum and dad, visiting their boy, looking alert and intelligent and bursting with pride. Because of course they are, and of course Paul took pictures of them.
It's late 1963, but the Finsbury Park Astoria looks stuck in the 1950s, all post-war austerity and support acts with towering teddy boy hair. Backstage looks cramped and freezing and dark: no wonder they went to the pub to try to do a photoshot. Then they go to Paris and the world opens up around them.
And Paul is so thrilled by it all. He's trying arty camera angles (some don't work). He's putting little crosses on his contact sheets, using a special pencil like he's seen the proper photographers do, because he's a complete nerd. And of course they were all arty nerds, trying out techniques and watching other artists (in whatever medium), getting excited and doing their art projects and trying to be cool.
Some are technically not-very-good photographs: Brian laughing right into the camera, George trying to waterski, both out of focus and both radiant with joy. Some are genuinely good portraits (Ringo particularly).
By the time they get to America, he's more confident and some of the on-the-hoof pics are striking: photographing the photographers, alarmed by armed police (with like. real guns. and ammunition. right there, on the other side of the car window, right there).
And so much people-watching. He watches them, and they watch back, looking up as the Beatle circus goes past. Airport workers with their hands over their ears because the screaming's so loud, or catching Paul's eye to mime playing the guitar. A lovely one of a railroad worker smiling back at him, another of a girl in a headscarf, absorbed in her own thoughts. One of their security falling asleep on the job (it's on a boat, they're probably fine). Mal, and Neil, and George Martin with Judy, and Cynthia. He's interested in people. He's amazed by sunlight. He's happy.
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Harry's friend is searching for Harry, whose guilt he previously refused to believe in
GMRTBS, Eleanor's dream
The Third Man
Harry is trying to get away (and to abscond)
GMRTBS, Eleanor's dream
The Third Man
Harry dies on the stair
GMRTBS, Eleanor's dream
The Third Man
3 The Third Man (1949)
I guess nobody knew Harry like he did…
-Like I did.
-How long ago?
-Back in school. I was never so lonesome in my life till he showed up.
<…>
-Best friend I ever had.
-That sounds like a cheap novelette.
-I write cheap novelettes.
<…>
-You're wrong about Harry. You're wrong about everything.
-How will I know you?
-I'll carry a copy of one of your books. Harry gave it to me.
More from Elvis Costello on Paul, this time speaking to Paul DuNoyer in 1989. I was going to add it to this post on how Costello talks about their collaboration, but thought it was worth quoting in full. He’s still very protective of Paul here, but has more space to talk about how they worked. I love artists talking about the process, both for the work itself and because it’s often so revealing about personalities and dynamics. This doesn’t have the cuddly friendship vibes of something like the Traveling Wilburys, but the sense of mutual respect and care is really lovely.
How did this partnership come about?
“I just got a phone call, would I come in and have a chat about writing some songs. So I went down to the studio and he had a track with some spaces in the lyrics and I filled in the blanks. And the two songs on this album aren’t the best 50/50 representation of how we write together, because I took in this couple of songs — here’s some I made earlier! — that I’d been working on and hadn’t finished yet, and said Can we work on these? And that way we got to know how we worked, and went on and wrote other songs, which are intended for his records, so there’s not much point talking about them yet because I don’t know which ones, if any, are going on the album.
“But these two are quite different and some people will go, Well, that doesn’t sound much like Paul McCartney. Well, that’s mainly because it was more like a craft job, finishing them off together, so that way I got to know a bit about the way he wrote. Apart from People’s Limousine with T-Bone — which we literally just wrote in the back of a car driving through Italy, like a song you’d make up if you were all drunk and sitting on a bus — I’ve never really sat down with anybody to seriously write some songs.
“And inevitably there was a bit of, Fuckin’ hell it’s Paul McCartney, he’s written loads of famous songs. And you’re a little bit, not on your guard, but you need to know what he thinks about songs, not necessarily what he thinks about anything else. So you’re still to hear the ones that are proper McCartney/MacManus songs.
“He’s very practical about songwriting, very formal, funnily enough. People sometimes say he seems to dash them off, but that’s not really true. If you don’t like what he’s singing about, if you think the sentiments are not tough enough or something, then that’s a personal thing. I wouldn’t say this holds true for every song he’s ever written but when we sat down together he wouldn’t have any sloppy bits in there. That was interesting.”
It’s possibly an odd collaboration in the sense that McCartney is usually perceived as a “sweet” writer, while you’re thought of as edgier, more abrasive.
“Well I think that’s why it would be a good combination rather than a reason to discount it. I wouldn’t like to speak for what he’s capable of — what’s in his mind is his business — but I don’t think he’s sweetened up the songs, even the two on this record. He just has good discipline and a good ear for melody — plus his playing as a bass player, of course — he has good instincts about music. And people are too concerned about who he is and what he represents, and what he’s been and where he’s going, and I think that’s an unreasonable demand to make on anybody. Anyway, I don’t see it as unusual. I think the more contrast between the writers, the more likely it is that you’re going to get something unusual.”
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I was hunting for an Elvis Costello quote about Paul, and it’s fascinating to see how his tone shifted over the years. Not like, say, Elliot Mintz, who is clearly rewriting his anecdotes to match the current market. Costello’s opinion of Paul and their collaboration seems pretty constant to me. But as Paul’s reputation shifts, that affects how the questions are framed, which changes the answers too.
They worked together in the 1980s, when Paul’s reputation was tumbling. Some music journalists were disdainful, or framed Costello as the “tougher” songwriter who would have to cut through Paul’s soppiness. Clearly, Costello disagreed, but he had to spend a lot of time saying so.
Here he is in 1989, with interviewer Andrew Mueller asking if he wasn’t “worried” about how it would come across having Paul playing on the new Costello album:
I know some people have very bad preconceptions about Paul McCartney, but I'm involved to the extent that I've written a bunch of songs with him as well. (Macca co-writes two of the album cuts.) I know he's a really good bassplayer, so I'm not too bothered about what anyone thinks about him playing on my record. I don't think it reflects at all on my perception of myself as a songwriter.
Speaking to journalist Nick Kent in 1991, Costello was still feeling protective:
Working with Paul McCartney is a big thrill for me too. It’s funny — you take an opinion poll on Paul McCartney and you'll find that almost all music critics dislike him and almost all music fans think he’s great. I mean, compared to who is Paul McCartney not any good? Compared to the Inspiral fuckin’ Carpets? I don’t go in for all this “knocking” him. He’s who he wants to be. Paul McCartney survived being one of the most famous people ever in the world — and this was back when being famous actually meant something.
By the 2000s, Paul’s reputation was starting to recover - though you’ll still find Elvis bristling when interviewers suggests that, say, Paul wrote the ballads while John did the rockers.
But the tide did turn, and created space for a different kind of conversation. In 2021, fresh from Get Back, Elvis can just celebrate how they worked together:
When you mentioned Paul--yes, it is really, really something to say that you wrote 15 songs for Paul McCartney because of all the other songs he wrote, and maybe even a few I wrote…
And that more relaxed tone means he can unpack why this collaboration means so much to him. It’s very touching:
…the thing I take to heart most of all is the starting point for that collaboration was "Veronica".
The first song we wrote, "Veronica," is a song about my grandmother's descent into Alzheimer's dementia. And the fact that he had the heart to see what story I had brought into the room, and helped me make it into a coherent song where the bright carriage of the music allowed people to hear the song as a pop music piece before they realize what it was about.
He’s so proud of it - not just because Paul is a Beatle, but because he helped Costello create something that is both skilful and deeply personal.
"When Epstein went to dinner at the Mirabelle with Geoffrey Ellis, a leading actor at the next table, under the influence of drink, taunted: "Look at that little boy over there... he couldn't get an MBE!" Epstein coolly ignored it and the actor was hustled out of the restaurant. Unconsciously striking a chord that comforted Brian, Paul McCartney told a press conference that MBE stood for Mister Brian Epstein. Such delicious word-play was precisely in tune with Brian's sense of humor, and he enjoyed repeating the story to friends for months."—The Man Who Made the Beatles by Ray Coleman.
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The Making of John Lennon by Francis Kenny (2018) is a biography that is a bit different from most. The author, an academic from Liverpool, attempts to analyse John's personality through the lens of social class and childhood trauma. It's an interesting and worthy endeavour that doesn't quite come off, but includes a lot of insight.
The book has the feel of being self-published, even though it supposedly was released on an imprint. It has a few typos and a lot of errors, as well as repetition that an editor should have tackled. It's still reasonably readable, but the errors and repetition can be annoying.
Kenny looks to John's disrupted childhood as the source for his later anti-social behaviour and emotional problems. In this, he sees Mimi as an entirely negative influence. Drawing on accounts by John's half-sister Julia Baird, Kenny portrays Mimi as a snobbish social climber who acquired Mendips via squatting, and similarly plotted to purloin John from her sister's care so as to complete her ascent into perfect middle-class life. Once she had him, Kenny maintains Mimi kept him isolated, impeding his social development and giving him little affection or care. This led John to retreat into himself and his imagination, and also led to his acting out once he got to school, intent on having control over his gang of boys as a way of compensating for the lack of control at home.
I've always been sceptical that Mimi was the firm but kindly figure she portrayed herself as - even by her own account she can come across as narcissistic, dishonest, manipulative and sometimes very cruel. The actual story by which she came to assume guardianship of John remains mysterious, with Mimi's own version (that she was obliged to due to Julia's unsuitability as a parent) being adopted by most historians and biographers. Kenny provides a valuable counterpoint in highlighting the oddness of the situation, even if his conclusions are no easier to prove than Mimi's.
John's relationship with Mimi was certainly conflicted: he sometimes expressed frustration, privately had rows with her, didn't see her in person for the last nine years of his life, but at the same time remained largely loyal to her version of events (in public, at least). Kenny frames John's internal struggle as being between the view of the world imparted to him by Mimi's class-bound, suspicious prejudice, and the open, rambunctious, friendly world of working-class Liverpool (represented by Teddy Boy fashion and, later, rock 'n' roll), and some of John's conflicted views of people as originating from that struggle.
Kenny also identifies psychological splitting and projection in John's feelings about Julia/Freddie and Mimi. In Kenny's assessment, John eventually accessed the deep pain and anger he felt as a child, but directed it against the wrong target - framing Julia and Freddie as the ones who harmed him and retaining a semi-idealised view of Mimi, when his issues in fact stemmed from Mimi's cruel treatment. It's an interesting perspective that could have something to it. But I think Kenny falls victim to the same kind of psychological splitting that he astutely describes John as suffering under. As Mimi is the villain, thus Julia is the hero. Julia is portrayed in only positive terms, as a warm, encouraging, lively person who only ever wanted good things for John. Freddie is also viewed fairly positively. This is too simplistic. Julia was not a monster or an angel. Accounts describe her displaying inappropriate behaviour towards her son and his friends, perhaps a symptom of her own mental illnesses. As John was in her care during the first five years of his life, it's not unreasonable to speculate that her parenting was less than ideal. Not that that justifies his being taken away from her, but it is context.
Similarly, Mimi being a cartoon villain is unhelpful. I would have liked more context for why she behaved the way she did. There is some Stanley family background, but not enough to get a sense of what kind of environment the sisters grew up in. Meanwhile, Uncle George is identified as another victim of Mimi. Kenny speculates (probably accurately) that George was gay and a covert alcoholic and gambling addict, but he was just respectable enough to be instrumentalised by Mimi in her quest to join the middle classes. Kenny sees him as submitting to her tyranny as a form of cover, but still providing young John with something resembling parental kindness in an atmosphere where it was otherwise absent, a description that broadly jibes with others' observations of George. While insightful in some ways, this assessment of Mimi and George's relationship suffers from the same splitting as Kenny's view of Mimi and Julia, with a clear villain and a benevolent, suffering victim.
Kenny's analysis of social class in Liverpool and its relevance to John's psyche is quite interesting. It's not an angle that's explored often enough. He makes the argument (quite convincingly, I think) that John was always insecure about the fact that he was essentially "pretending" to be working-class, and combined idealisation of working-class Liverpool life with a snobbish contempt for it inherited from Mimi. Much of this was unconscious but it manifested itself in his attitudes to friends and his self-perception as a rocker vs. an artist.
Kenny makes an interesting case that John's attraction to Stuart (and to a lesser extent Cynthia) was part of his unconscious longing to be a sophisticated, middle-class-coded artist/writer. In contrast to that, Kenny posits that John's friendships with Paul and George could only be that of them being his "junior partners" because of their class position and age. Kenny also maintains that John's relationship with Paul only flourished when the latter wasn't trying to compete with John for the "leadership" of the Beatles. He also says that Stuart and Brian were genuine confidantes of John's partly because of their class position being closer to his own, while Paul and George were never proper confidantes in the same way. Later, Kenny sees John's attachment to Yoko as another example of him finding a higher-class "confidante", and also feeling free to lean into his (really Mimi's) upper-class aspirations, in the form of avant-garde art and music, while retaining a love-hate relationship with the earthy delights of rock 'n' roll.
I can see why Kenny would come to these conclusions, and I don't think they're entirely without merit - but they feel incomplete. To support his theory, he has to leave out much primary source information about the development of John and Paul's (and John and George's) relationship over the years. It ignores John and George's bond over LSD, John and Paul's creative collaboration (in favour of just seeing rivalry) and even sees Ringo as somehow dominant over John, which I don't think is borne out by the evidence. The theory gets even more stretched by the time we get to the breakup, as Kenny has to find ways to explain why John stayed in the band so long even though he had seemingly already "defeated" Paul by deciding to leave and go off with Yoko. One explanation given is that John only agreed to record Abbey Road so that Apple/The Beatles would raise enough money to buy controlling shares in Northern Songs! This technically could be true, but I've never heard anything like it before, and the main loss of controlling shares had already happened before recording started on Abbey Road. Kenny provides citations for some claims but not others, so I can't help but assume that the uncited claims are just his opinion, stated as fact (Yet again I come across this exhausting tendency!). Tellingly, Kenny doesn't go into the final breakup being announced by Paul, or the lawsuit, perhaps because they don't align with his theories.
With that said, I can believe that John and Paul's relationship suffered from a lack of straightforward communication. Get Back and "Days We Left Behind" seem to provide support for the sense many fans have gotten that the two tended to communicate in music, code and "bits". That seems to have been a central part of their intimacy, something only they (and to a lesser extent, the other Beatles) shared, but it is also inadequate for communicating about major life changes and relationship challenges, as I speculated in my Hey Bulldog post. I can see a scenario where John was more likely to speak openly about his feelings with people like Stuart, Brian and Yoko, and that that willingness could have been (partially) influenced by unconscious class-bias. Yet I don't think John, consciously or unconsciously, looked down on Paul. Well after the breakup, John spoke in an interview of Paul's intelligence and scholarly potential, even joking that he (John) "ruined his life" by tempting him to a career in rock 'n' roll. Nor do I believe, as Kenny does, that their relationship was primarily one of rivalry and competition. Those aspects certainly existed and were prominent, but it's not the full story.
The book has a glowing foreword by Bill Harry, old friend of the Beatles and publisher of some of John's earliest surreal writings, so we can assume that Harry subscribes to the general thrust of Kenny's argument. Seeing as he knew both of them, Harry could be said to be in a better position to know about John and Paul's relationship than most, but even people who knew the Beatles well have blind spots and make assumptions based on later myth rather than what they actually observed.
I think The Making of John Lennon is worth reading for the interesting and often astute observations Kenny makes about John's early life and the role of social class in his psychological make-up, but care should be taken not to accept all Kenny's assertion as definite fact, as they are his own opinions. It would be helpful if he (like countless others) was willing to tell the reader when he is offering his opinion rather than provable fact.
The book includes a quote I found particularly interesting. Kenny is quoting psychiatrist and author Anthony Storr, who wrote about the therapeutic effects of creative expression:
"[The creative] work may be a much more valid piece of self-expression than what is revealed in action or conversation in 'real life'"
This aligns with my own belief that the emotional truth of both John and Paul's life can be found more easily in their art than in their quoted interviews or the bare details of their lives.
The funniest thing in the classic rock fandom is ranking guys by year. Like "I love 1972 George". As if the guy was a separate person every year. Not knocking this I also do it I just think it's funny
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“Then also we were like married, so you got the bitterness. It’s not a woman scorned this time, it’s two men scorned — probably even worse. And I had to make way for Yoko. My relationship with John could not have remained as it was and Yoko feel secure.”
— Paul McCartney, Interview by Duncan Fallowell in the Chicago Tribune, October 14th, 1984