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I avoided reading memoirs by ex-Dakota employees for a long time as they seemed so depressing, and had a reputation for being distorted. But I finally decided to because it's so difficult to get anything that seems like accurate information about those years. "Official" accounts like Elliot Mintz's book are so obviously whitewashed, while Goldman's biography seems the opposite extreme - ridiculously negative. So I read Dakota Days (1983) by John Green aka Charlie Swan, one of the many tarot readers that Yoko employed in the late 1970s, and The Last Days of John Lennon (1991) by Fred Seaman, who worked as John's assistant in 1979-80 and was embroiled in an insane saga involving purloining John's diaries after his death and endless lawsuits. Both slightly disreputable characters, so obviously their accounts should be approached with healthy scepticism. The following is a review of Dakota Days; Seaman's book review will be in a later post.
With all that in mind, does Dakota Days ring true? To a certain extent, yes. Dakota Days is based on many hours of conversation between John Green and Yoko and John (separately). The book is largely made up of dialogue, the accuracy of which Green ascribes to his "excellent memory". That already sounds pretty sus - no one could remember conversations that precisely. It seems more likely that Green either (a) took notes during his conversations, which would be facilitated by many of them taking place over the phone; (b) invented the conversations wholesale based on his recollections; or (c) secretly recorded his phone calls and transcribed them. Options (a) and (c) would lend credence to claims of their accuracy, while (b) would be closer to fanfic. I can't tell which option is more likely. He does say in his introduction that he altered some things and modified timelines for readability, so he gets ahead of accusations of making it all up. I will say that his John and Yoko do largely sound like the real people. His John uses wordplay and grandstands a lot, and his Yoko is scattershot and indiscreet.
With the above caveats taken into consideration, Green's picture of JY is both interesting and perhaps more bizarre than depressing. The overwhelming sense is of two people who suffer from a chronic inability to communicate (sound familiar?) and also don't seem to understand each other on a fundamental level. One of Yoko's most frequent questions to Green is to use the cards to find out what John is thinking. She could just ask him, but seemingly such simple communication is impossible. There seems to be an assumption that neither will be honest with the other about how they really feel. John, for his part, seems to cycle between pulling away from Yoko and wanting desperately for her to give him all of her attention. Green observes a pattern where John initially gives support to Yoko when she starts a new venture, for example being the Lennon representative in business meetings with Apple, but as she gets more successful, starts pulling away and undermining her. I couldn't help but wonder if he exhibited the same behaviour in his relationship with Paul. Yoko's reaction to his mind games is to plan out things, (with input from psychics at every step) such as their summer trips to Japan, which she is sure will be great for all of them, meanwhile John is complaining that he doesn't want to go but "has to" because "that's what husbands do." Yoko just barrels on though, even when it becomes increasingly obvious her plans aren't working out (again, sound familiar??). She often says things that sound so delusional you wonder if she's being serious, but it seems she is. You get the sense of a couple that do care about each other but seem to have an image of each other in their heads that doesn't gel with their actual personalities. One of their most common appeals to Green is not to tell the other what they said in their conversation with Green, something Green only sporadically adheres to.
Green observes John go through three distinct stages: at first, in the immediate post-reconciliation period, John is running hot and cold - living in the Dakota but frequently disappearing to go out on the town, but telling Green that he has to make his marriage work this time. Sean's birth shakes things up a bit, but John appears to go into a kind of post-natal depression when the reality of caring for a small baby hits him, and he withdraws. Later he becomes more active again, and is always approaching Green with new ideas for things he wants to research and even a short-lived art project idea, while bemoaning the loss of his musical muse. On the first trip to Japan in 1977, Yoko calls Green in a panic because John has gone into some kind of catatonic state, not talking, staying in bed and making strange sounds. Eventually he comes out of it and is OK for a bit when they return, before going into what Green calls a fifteen month depression. The last stage is his rejuvenation in Bermuda and writing songs, during which Yoko is displeased and thinks that her songs are better than his. There is often a dynamic between them where if one of them is thriving, the other is suffering. Green posits himself as a savvy business guru to JY, which is probably grandstanding on his part, but he does emphasise the many times he tried to get John to be proactive in his business affairs (to no avail). Green also indicates that JY were spending way more than they were bringing in and putting themselves on the brink of ruin.
There's also the promised hi-jinks: the intricately planned but inevitably chaotic trips; the visit by Green and Yoko to a bruja in Colombia (that whole section is hysterical); Yoko's mother playing scheduling mind games with her in Japan (I guess the apple didn't fall far from the tree!). It's very funny, but also sad, as both JY took all this terribly seriously and suffered with chronic inability to make decisions without the input of various psychics, readers etc. It sounds like no way to live. Meanwhile Sean seems emotionally neglected - well-looked after by his nanny, indulged to the point of being spoiled, but with not much of a relationship with his mother. He has a closer relationship with John, but John can run hot and cold in a way that must have been very confusing for a small child. The Dakota is always full of people, but everyone living there seems fundamentally alone.
Dakota Days is famous for the section when John is calling Green to talk about Paul's Japan drug bust and arrest, worrying if he is being mistreated while repeatedly saying "Not that I care!" This conversation (if accurate) encapsulates the wildly contradictory nature of John's emotions, especially towards Paul. In the space of one breath he says that he is affected because he knew Paul "long and intimately", then says "We were never close", then caveats that with "We were never close creatively" and ends with another anxious query as to whether Paul is being mistreated. These contradictions apply to his relationship with Yoko too, as he veers between mocking her superstition to wholly believing in it, expressing aggravation and frustration with her eccentricities yet bemoaning her distance from him. Whether the conversation about Paul occurred exactly as described or is an invention based on memory, it certainly sounds realistic.
John Green remained a rather mysterious figure after the book was published, not doing a whole lot of publicity and disappearing from public view. Apparently he is dead now. That could lend credence to his claim that he wanted to publish the book to counter the "Saint John" image being promoted by the Estate in the early 80s. But his status as a disgruntled ex-employee can't be discounted either - he left (or was fired from) Yoko's employ in around 1981. So he would have motivation to exaggerate or distort. Still, the general tenor of his account jibes with others, and the picture it paints makes you rather sorry for both John and Yoko. Yoko in particular seems rather a helpless figure, veering between authoritarianism and anxiety, constantly worried about how John's moods are going to affect things and about what the outside world thinks of her. Their concerns and neuroses are the domain of the super-rich and insecure, and both seem caught in a trap of their own making.
I'd say Dakota Days is worth a read, with the caveats about its accuracy and possible agendas as noted above.
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“The party was at Auntie Gin’s house in Huyton. By now, Paul could afford a marquee in the garden. This is inside the house, where my comedy group, Scaffold, are performing for the guests. John Gorman and Roger McGough are onstage, and I’m photographing reactions to the act. The jokes are
going well with Paul, his girlfriend Jane Asher, and an old school chum, Ivan Vaughn, but John Lennon was so pissed he kept shouting, ‘That’s not funny’ (until Paul told him to ‘Shhh!,’ which he did)…”
[Mike McCartney]
“Despite the fact that Paul was earning more money than we’d ever dreamed about, you can tell it’s a working-class party from the sauce bottles on the table. No pretensions here. Standing with John is Cynthia, trying to keep him in order, but he was so drunk that he even beat up Bob Wooler (a friend!), breaking his ribs. In those days John’s marriage was kept strictly secret from the fans, and it was rare to see him with Cynthia in a photograph.
The lady in the middle is George’s mum, next to her is Harry Graves, Richie’s stepfather, and Pete Shotton is peeping around the post on the right.”
[Mike McCartney]
“Trying to look as though they were frequently at parties in grand marquees are, from left to right, my first girlfriend, Celia Mortimer, Harry and Elsie Graves (Richie’s mother and stepfather), and Harry Harrison, George’s dad.”
[Mike McCartney]
Photos taken by Mike McCartney at Paul’s 21st birthday party on the 18th June, 1963. This was the party where a very drunk John beat up Cavern DJ Bob Wooler after he insinuated things about John and Brian following their recent holiday to Spain together.
Found this article from KRLA beat (June 4, 1966) and some of the fan's answers are quite funny. also what the hell was the last question trying to ask I'm a little scared
Male speaker: There was a rumor carried in the New York press and on radio this past week that you're all wearing wigs because you were trying to join a London club which is very exclusive. Is it true or false? Are you wearing wigs?
PAUL: Oh. Do you believe that? Do you?
PAUL: No, it's not true.
Male speaker: Your hair looks much more uniform than it did two years ago.
PAUL: Thanks, honey.
PAUL: No, that's not true, you know. But thanks all the same.
New York press conference, August 22, 1966
Book review: Can’t Buy Me Love: The Beatles, Britain and America
Can’t Buy Me Love: The Beatles, Britain and America by Jonathan Gould is another Beatles biography, but with an advantage many others don't have - it's written by a musician and looks at the music in detail. Gould is a jazz musician and academic, and the book is well-researched and well-written. He follows the same rise-and-fall story as most of the other books, and the details are mostly right (with a few errors). He's less caught up in personal dynamics (although he does write about them) and while he's probably a Paul girl at heart, he doesn't stint on praise for John and George's artistry - George in particular gets a lot of honour and respect for his music in this book.
Each album is walked through and the musical styles analysed. When non-musicians write about songs (myself included) the results can be confusing and very subjective. Gould describes the specific chords, rhythms and melody structures using musical language which may be a little inaccessible at first, but when you match it to the song in your mind, makes a lot of sense. It's very useful to have explained to you why something works musically, why something is unusual and ground-breaking, how it refers to other contemporary songs and so on. He praises George Martin very highly, and quotes contemporary reviewers who did the same, almost to the extent of wholly crediting GM with the Beatles sound. Gould doesn't believe that, but he is clear that they would not have managed to achieve what they did without him. He's also not afraid to point out that the band improved a lot simply by being a band, and that their proficiency on their instruments was relatively limited when they started out.
Gould has clear ideas about Beatles songs, and like most (male) Beatles authors he presents these opinions as irrefutable fact, which can be annoying, especially when he's writing off a song as a failure simply because he doesn't like it. He has very specific theories about the inspiration behind some songs that he presents as fact - for example, he says that "And Your Bird Can Sing" was inspired by an interview with Frank Sinatra who was using "bird" as a slang term to possibly refer to his penis? (It's not clear). I've never seen that theory anywhere else, and hey, it could be true, but it seems more likely that it's Gould's opinion that he's presenting as fact. That annoyed me and it speaks to the weird resistance of male Beatles authors to admit to any uncertainty. I would take his theories more seriously if he qualified them even a little, with words like "maybe" or "possibly". But apparently male Beatles writers think not being Absolutely Certain that your opinion is fact makes them weak or something? Smh.
He's good on referring to other contemporary songs that may (see, I'll use the qualifier!) have influenced Beatles music, and I reckon he's probably right about most of them. He leans into the idea that Beatles songs are often "spoofs" or "parodies" of other songs and genres, which is probably true to an extent, but can serve to dismiss the deeper meaning of what are likely, in essence, sincere songs. He does the classic "Yer Blues wasn't serious, it was just a parody" line, which you'd think would be debunked by John literally saying it was a song he wrote about being depressed, but hey. Gould's opinions about how well the various "parodies" work is pretty subjective, too. For example, his case that "When I'm Sixty-Four" works as a parody and "Maxwell's Silver Hammer" doesn't really just comes down to personal preference rather than objective fact.
I loved reading the musical breakdowns because it's so interesting to find out exactly why a melody like "Yesterday" is unusual and compelling, and how changes in time signatures give the listener a certain feeling even if they can't say why. For that kind of insight alone I'd recommend the book.
Gould gets more into the personal psyches of the Beatles from 1967 onwards. He's quite insightful about John's struggles and insecurities (though perhaps leans a little too much into the "John was stagnating in the suburbs and doing absolutely nothing outside of music and drugs between 1965 and 1967" narrative for me) and how they affected the band dynamic. He's quite shady about Yoko, seeing her as a fraud and a bad influence, though he doesn't claim anything we haven't already heard about her. His is actually the most coherent description I've read of the sequence of business events that happened in 1968-69 with Klein, NEMS, Northern Songs etc - but I'd hesitate to recommend it as a definitive guide, because I noticed a couple of details and dates he got wrong, and things he left out, so there could well be more issues. Still, it would be a good introduction to this period.
One part of Gould's book that is often quoted is his description of "If I Fell", comparing John and Paul's singing to an "exchange of vows". That's not the only McLennon-y thing he kind of hints at, but very obliquely and not conclusively. He does see the relationship as important and comes down on the side of "they were never as good apart as they were together". When writing about the breakup, he posits that songs like "Oh! Darling" and "Two of Us" are appeals from Paul to John, and doesn't make "no homo" caveats, which is interesting.
Overall, I'd recommend this book: it's well-written, interesting and if you take the author's proclamations about the inspirations behind songs with a grain of salt, enlightening.
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A postcard Paul sent to his brother Mike in 1960 when he and John went to Scotland to work in the pub run by Paul’s cousin Bett. Here, for the first time Paul refers to him and John as ‘The Nerk Twins’. I understand very few words: ‘Playing on Saturday’ ‘Called us The Nerk Twins’ ‘Working behind the bar’ and ‘Rocking’ - Scanned from Mike McCartney’s book.
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