Happy St Patrick's Day! ☘️ Celebrate with Chapter One of my new Beatles fic, Pentimento, a novel-length story from the POV of Stuart Sutcliffe, who in this universe doesn't die in 1962 and has a front-row seat to the Great Gay Panic/John-Paul Breakdown of 1968 (for his sins).
A story about queer life in Swinging London, with characters you know well and some new ones, weaving in and out of each other's lives and relationships like some kind of enormous macramé shawl.
We open in February 1968. Stuart is a working artist living in London with Astrid, occasionally doing freelance work for his old friends the Beatles. Stuart and Astrid have an open marriage and each embark on passionate queer relationships, which bring them both joy but challenge their stability as a couple. Meanwhile, Stuart is worried about John and his seeming mental breakdown, and has very mixed feelings about John's way of dealing with this. These mixed feelings draw him closer to his old enemy Paul, who he has developed a better relationship with over the years, but who he still has trouble understanding.
Events contrive to draw Stuart deeper into the vortex of chaos caused by John and Paul's prolonged, painful breakup, while he simultaneously struggles to keep a handle on his increasingly complex personal life.
In this universe, John and Paul have been a covert, non-monogamous couple since about 1961, while Stuart and John had a relationship before then, ended by Stuart meeting Astrid. John also had an affair with Brian, whose tragic death looms large over the story.
Please note that, as well as the listed tags, there are additional tags of
that I have put in a hidden menu in the story opening notes because they spoil significant elements of the plot. These tags can be viewed in the menu and I would recommend viewing them if you have any concerns, but just keep in mind that you will be spoiled!
I will note that this sensitive content is NOT graphic violence, rape, non-con or child abuse - this might be helpful if you know you don't want to read anything on those subjects, and also don't want to be spoiled.
This story will update twice a week, usually on Tuesdays and Saturdays (although it will be Tuesday and Friday this first week).
Comments always welcome! I hope you like it <3