there'll always be more

you need to make more self-indulgent art btw. hyper-specific self-indulgent niche shit that appeals to You Specifically and maybe nobody else will get it or even like it but that's the point.

job interviewer: would you be willing to destroy and betray yourself for nothing?

wait I have one more story. there's a group of anti-abortion protesters who often set up by the Ethiopian cafe I hang out in, and when I was waiting to cross one of them held up an aborted fetus sign and said "how does this make you feel?" and I said "hungry", and then I was so satisfied by my own cleverness that I missed the lights and stepped off the sidewalk into oncoming traffic

EVERYOBODY GET DOWN HES TAKING A CREATIVE LIBERTY

ruben being niall’s sexual awakening. niall comparing every man to ruben. ruben putting niall on the pedestal of Brother. niall needing to go to university because he’s betraying ruben’s ideals of brotherhood. ruben not able to let niall go because he’s the only family ruben’s ever chosen for himself. niall needing ruben to keep himself out of his head. ruben needing niall to live the life he can’t.

Fernando Pessoa, from The Book of Disquiet

honestly getting cozy in bed is one of the top experiences one can have on this green earth

[image description: a still of chidi from the good place. he’s saying, “we’ve been through some version of this 800 different times.” end id]