In a moment of inattention, I nuked my 8 month old pinned about me post into the digital ether, so here is my new one.
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You can call me kitty (name, not animal). I was born in the 80s, am married, perpetually horny, just looking for friends, happy to talk about just about anything. I have a complex gender identity and sexuality that I do not fully understand. So let's say I'm sapphic, she/her are preferred, though I will answer to pretty much anything.
I really enjoy hypnosis, mind control, brainwashing and some bdsm kinks, and I like to write about it! My stories are mostly sapphic focused and include cis and trans women. There will also be some hornyposting.
Oh, and I love getting questions and asks so please abuse the ask kitty button.
quick links
#kitty writes - all my writing
fiction / stories - see below the cut
non-fiction and hypnosis stuff
likes/dislikes are way at the bottom
fiction / stories
A Budding Friendship
A Familiar Voice
Probing Fantasies
Through The Haze
Choice And Consequence
Dark Magic
A Logical Conclusion
Très Bizarre
At The Alter - Julia's Promotion Series
Waiting
Total Recall - Ana Series
@wonderful-whispers - Ana Series
I'm Afraid I Can't Do That, Julia - Julia's Promotion Series
A Friendly Visitor - Ana Series
Lisa's Distraction - Ana Series
Pay Attention To Me!
Unexpected Delivery - Ana Series
Chain Reaction
Déjà Vu All Over Again - Ana Series
Déjà Vu - Ana Series
A Productive Toy
Idle Hands - Ana Series
Ana's Mantra - Ana Series
You Have A New Message
Brainwashed On Business
Knock First - Ana Series
Agent Ana - Ana Series
Trick Or Treat - A Pixie Adventure
Pixie's Spell - A Pixie Adventure
The Armoury
I Think You'll Enjoy It
Jill's Arousal - Annie x Jill Series
Scarlett's Collection
Road Trip - Annie x Jill Series
Conditioned For Pleasure - Annie x Jill Series
Alex Only Has One Distraction Now - Alex x Brianna Series
A Convincing Friend
The Pink
Jill's Quest Log - Annie x Jill Series
A Walk In The Park - Annie x Jill Series
I Can Feel You Shivering
A Positive Feedback Loop - Annie x Jill Series
By Design
Story Time
Confide In Me - Annie x Jill Series
The Weekly Reports - Alex x Brianna Series
Awesome Sounds Of The Mind Part II
The Wedding Band
Mindless Suites
Descent
Vanilla And Orange - @kink-prompts
Cameras On
Yes. Yes. Yesssssss.
Bring Heavy Metal Home With You
Emergency Broadcast - @kink-prompts
Subtle Reflection - @kink-prompts
The Voices Are Back - @kink-prompts
Dressed For Success - @kink-prompts
Flashback
Awesome Sounds Of The Mind Part 1
Adorable
A Stolen Touch
Rebuilt
Good Morning Sunshine
Ensnared
Think Of Me
Arousal Energy Reserve Gauge
other
@kink-prompts - story prompts, kind-of inactive.
Profile picture is an open source icon from the Dollphone Android Icon Pack created by @clockheartdoll
my kinks
People ask me about this from time to time, so.... things that get me going that I am happy to chat about include hypnosis, mind control, corruption, brainwashing, edging, denial, orgasm control, chastity, power exchange, oral stuff, service/worship, some aspects of dumbification and bimbofication, hypnoenslutification, exhibitionism, light degradation/humiliation, apparently a bit of misogyny, trans women, women, lesbians, sexual organs of all types, conditioning, some forcefem, memory play, and the list probably goes on forever because I keep discovering new things.
Turn offs include scat/pee/diapers, sissy, sharing personal identifying information including any photos, serious or permanent personality play, cheating, gore or related stuff.
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condition me when I'm sleepy, when my mind super suggestive and my body is extra sensitive, when all my defenses are down
I'd be so far gone before I even realized what was happening, nodding along to all your suggestions, grinding against you, trying to satiate the growing need between my legs
make me your perfect little plaything when I'm half asleep and unable to resist your words
Kitty has an open trigger? You don't have to say what it is/does, but what I would like to know how having a trigger like that makes you feel. Knowing that there's programming floating around in there that could go off any minute...
Oh gosh, so I should probably explain this a bit, that was an irresponsible post. I don't like truly open triggers and likely would never want one.
So yes the file i listened to trains a somewhat open and mildly dangerous (depends on perspective, I play pretty safe) trigger, but I didn't take it. I knew about it going in, I intentionally stayed out of deep trance and I didn't want to have that trigger.
Why did I listen? The topic of the file was hot and a fantasy of mine, so I treated it more like a fantasy roleplay, and something that will always stay fantasy. For me, a trigger takes soooooooo much training before it works really well. Sometimes weeks of focused effort before they even start to work at all. I know my limits, I don't take big risks generally and I have a strong sense of trance safety.
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I wrote a story today and instead of just posting it in a horny haze with barely a cursory spell check, I actually reread it critically... and it's kinda shit, hahaha. I'm going to actually edit and rewrite parts. omg what is happening to me.
Jessamine is a good girl, and good girls don't sit in front of a mirror with their legs spread, fucking a bright pink dildo in and out of their dripping cunt.
So the woman in the mirror can't be Jessamine. Those can't be Jessamine's swollen nipples on her E-cup breasts, that can't be her hand holding that dildo, and that certainly can't be her red face or her messy hair or her vacant eyes.
Good girls like Jessamine are above such things. They don't do things so lewd as touching themselves, and if they do, it's under the covers, in the dark, hidden away where they can't see how sinful they're being.
Good girls like Jessamine don't own bright pink dildos, and they don't have dripping cunts, and they definitely don't watch those bright pink dildos disappear into those dripping cunts over and over and over and over and
That must be some other woman Jessamine is watching.
Even though good girls like Jessamine don't watch things like this.
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I wrote a story today and instead of just posting it in a horny haze with barely a cursory spell check, I actually reread it critically... and it's kinda shit, hahaha. I'm going to actually edit and rewrite parts. omg what is happening to me.
My work schedule shifted somewhat in the last few months and I've found myself not needing to start quite so early, which is wonderful because I really struggle waking up. I'm a perpetually fuzzy person after waking and the earlier I get up, the longer it takes to normalize.
Now, you'd expect I'd start taking advantage and sleeping longer, right? Well, apparently not, because my mind and body were trained to wake early. So instead of getting up I started just laying there, scrolling and waiting for the grogginess to pass.
But that seems to have come with consequences. See, everyone knows that scrolling is trance. And so instead of scrolling until I woke up, I scrolled while my mind went back to sleep. And that quickly became a habit, a daily ritual of wake, scroll, drop, and...
That brings me to yet another inscrutable truth: trance is arousal. And while I certainly didn't need any help getting horny first thing in the morning, this has definitely amplified things. There is nothing quite like a slow, fuzzy mind to pulse life into one's sex drive.
And wrapping up neatly (and frustratingly) with kitty's 3rd law, arousal begets edging, it seemed perfectly natural to just sneak in an edge or two before getting up. Because why not? I woke early, and I'm a good girl who follows the rules.
And thus we conclude today's sermon, acknowledging a newly formed habit and template for all good girls, born of the fundamental rules of kitty's mind, one where her alarm clock no longer wakes her from sleep — that is part of the trained subconscious behaviour now — but instead only rouses her from her daily edging trance, and a reminder to slide into her "respectable woman" costume and begin her day of playing pretend at normalcy.
CW: Spiral, Reblog/comment command, Trancey Language, No awakener
Welcome back dear subject
Would you be so kind as to stare at the pendant
Really watch it’s sway
As you feel that familiar fuzzy sensation
That gentle fog
The one that relaxes you
The one that causes your brain to skip
The one that makes those tiring thoughts just drift away
As you closely observe the pendant, you realize a couple things
You want to be brainless
You want to be empty
You want to be suggestible
You want to be hypnotized
And you find it so easy to follow my words
So easy to watch the gentle sway
So easy to let each instruction slip in your head
So easy to let my words slip inside your mind
Dropping so deep with each sway
Dropping so easily with each line
Sinking further and further without a care or worry
Mind becoming so deliciously numb
As my words become your thoughts
Each gentle sway of the pendant wiping away another thought
Relaxing you further
Melting your mind more and more
Making you so foggy
Making you so fuzzy
As you realize
You’re brainless
You’re suggestible
You’re empty
You’re deeply hypnotized
And you find that your mind is so wonderfully empty
So wonderfully blank
Effortlessly, mindlessly following my instructions
Just floating in your gentle river of bliss, for as long as you want
Finding yourself floating back up to awareness whenever you’re ready
Making sure to leave a comment under this post and/or reblog this post telling everyone that the sway made you obey before waking up. Feeling a wave of bliss and euphoria from following instructions.
And be sure to eat, drink, and take your medication dear reader.
"Find something interesting on your phone, pretty girl?" Kasey looked up, a denial already on her lips and fully ready to launch, until she realize the hand that wasn't holding her smartphone had unconsciously reached out to the salt shaker and was lazily stroking it up and down while her eyes glazed over in rapt fascination. She pulled her fingers away from the glass cylinder, hiding her face behind her device, and although there was a giggle in her throat to go along with the bright red blush on her cheeks her reaction was nonetheless one of rueful embarrassment. Marcus had once again caught her getting even hornier than his brainwashing was making her, and she couldn't even pretend to deny it when her mind was barely able to hold onto a single coherent thought.
But of course her boyfriend wasn't going to let it go at that, not when he knew how wet her pussy got at this kind of public play, so he said, "Let me see, pet," in a tone of patient but irrefutable dominance as he took her arm by the wrist and gently pulled her phone down until he could see what she'd been looking at. And of course it was porn, just one smutty gif after another of stiff cocks getting sucked and jacked and licked and fondled and nuzzled and cradled between big luscious tits just like Kasey's, and when there wasn't a woman in the frame they were overlaid with hypnotic spirals that had been melting Kasey's mind to mush for something like twenty minutes now.
Marcus tsked theatrically, asking her, "Didn't we make a rule about no porn in the restaurant, baby doll?" But his foot had slipped out of his sneakers and was reaching out under the table to rest between Kasey's spread thighs, and he was pressing on her vulva in a slow, lazy rhythm that was beginning to make her pant with lust, and the way she responded to her own rulebreaking not with contrition but with a heady sense of helplessness that made her pussy even wetter told her she was responding to a post-hypnotic command her obedient subconscious wouldn't let her remember. Marcus loved to set rules he knew she'd be too horny not to break, because feeling naughty made her weak and desperate and convinced she was nothing more than a stupid slut who needed a Master to keep her in line.
That was an illusion, of course, a pretense she'd agreed to as part of a loving and fully consensual D/s relationship that just happened to employ erotic hypnosis and ethical brainwashing because it was a kink they both shared… but damn if it wasn't hard to remember that when she was looking into Marcus's deep brown eyes with her mind still mushy from staring at so many hard cocks. "Um, uhh, y-yes?" she hazarded, suddenly realizing she couldn't actually remember anything of the lead-up to their arrival at the diner--she recalled getting in the car, and the solid-sounding clunk of the door closing behind her, but everything after that was a pleasant pink haze. And she thought she knew why.
But realizing she'd been programmed, and her mind and memories weren't truly her own, only made her grind into Marcus's foot that much harder as her eyes glazed over and a trickle of drool began to run down her chin. She knew that if the waitress returned while they were in the middle of their little game, Kasey would look like the epitome of a bleach-blonde airheaded sex kitten, and that left her so mindlessly aroused that her hand returned to the salt shaker without even realizing it. Kasey already knew she was going to be ready to do just about anything to relieve her sexual tension when they got home… and fantasizing about that, and the agonizing wait she'd have to go through before her Master would declare their meal to be over, was enough to make her soak clean through her panties right there in the booth.
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It's really astounding how a touch of chemical mind alteration intertwined with a few previously *very* underappreciated triggers devoured my intellect so hungrily.
And I don't mean to imply I'm some accomplished thinker here. I mean, come on, lol. But I've never quite felt that way. I couldn't piece together more than a simple, short sentence without losing my train of thought. When presented with something moderately complex, everything just evaporated and giggles burst forth from nothing. Inhibitions were faint and indecipherable, easily muzzled by the torrent of dumb arousal.
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It's really astounding how a touch of chemical mind alteration intertwined with a few previously *very* underappreciated triggers devoured my intellect so hungrily.